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The Woman Who Knew My Name / Chapter 1 / 10

Chapter 1: The Stranger in My Kitchen

When I walked into my kitchen and saw another woman pressed against my husband while he cooked dinner, I didn't scream.

I didn't throw anything.

I didn't even ask who she was.

I simply stood in the doorway and watched.

For three years, I had believed I knew exactly what my marriage looked like.

I thought I knew the sound of Marcus coming home after work. I thought I knew the way he kissed my forehead when he passed behind my chair. I thought I knew the man who held my hand at night and promised me we would grow old together.

I was wrong.

Marcus hadn't noticed me yet.

He was laughing as he stirred something in a skillet, wearing the black hoodie I'd bought him for Christmas. Gold chains hung around his neck, and the expensive watch I'd given him on our fifth anniversary flashed beneath the kitchen lights.

The sight of those things hurt more than I expected.

Not because of the money.

Because every piece of him in that kitchen carried a memory of me.

That hoodie was from the winter when Marcus lost his job. He had stood in front of the mirror, holding the package, and told me nobody had ever bought him something so thoughtful.

That watch was the one he wore when he promised me, "Jasmine, you're the only person I'll ever need.""

I had believed him.

The woman beside him didn't know any of that.

She didn't know the late nights I spent helping him rebuild his career. She didn't know the bills I paid when he was struggling. She didn't know how many times I chose us when walking away would have been easier.

She only knew how to stand close to him.

Too close.

She was beautiful.

Young. Slim. Long dark ponytail.

Gray fitted top. Expensive-looking jeans. The kind of woman who walked into a room and immediately knew people were watching.

Her shoulder kept brushing against Marcus's chest as he cooked.

Once.

Then again.

Like it was natural.

Like she belonged there.

Marcus smiled at her in a way I hadn't seen in months.

That was the part that broke something inside me.

Not the woman.

Not even the touch.

The smile.

Because I remembered when that smile used to belong to me.

Marcus lifted the wooden spoon and tasted the sauce.

"What do you think?"" he asked her.

She leaned forward, pretending to think.

"Hmm," she said.

"A little more garlic.""

Marcus laughed.

"You always say that.""

"Because I'm always right.""

She laughed, and he laughed with her.

Then his hand moved.

Just for a second.

His fingers touched her waist.

A small movement.

Something most people might have ignored.

But I had spent twelve years learning every movement Marcus made.

I knew when he was nervous.

I knew when he was lying.

And I knew when he had forgotten I existed.

That was enough.

I stepped farther into the kitchen.

The wooden spoon stopped moving.

The laughter disappeared.

"Am I interrupting something?""

My voice sounded calmer than I felt.

That scared me.

The skillet continued to sizzle between us.

Marcus turned around slowly.

His eyes went wide.

"Jasmine?""

The woman beside him looked over her shoulder.

But unlike my husband, she didn't look guilty.

She didn't look shocked.

She looked almost amused.

I folded my arms.

"Who is she?""

Marcus opened his mouth.

Nothing came out.

The woman answered first.

She looked directly into my eyes and said four words.

"You must be Jasmine.""

My stomach dropped.

Because there was only one reason a strange woman standing in my kitchen would already know my name.

She and my husband had talked about me.

I looked at Marcus.

"How does she know who I am?""

Neither of them answered.

The silence was louder than any confession.

I walked farther into the room, letting the heels of my shoes click against the tile floor.

Marcus finally found his voice.

"Jasmine, wait. This isn't what it looks like.""

I almost laughed.

People always said that when something was exactly what it looked like.

I stared at him.

"Then tell me what it looks like.""

He rubbed the back of his neck.

A habit.

One he had whenever he was trying to organize a lie.

"This is Ava.""

Ava smiled politely.

"Hi.""

I looked at her.

"Hi?""

She nodded.

"Yes. Hi.""

I turned back to Marcus.

"You brought a woman named Ava into our home, cooked dinner with her, and she knows my name before I've even met her.""

"Jasmine—"

"No. I asked a question.""

My voice became sharper.

"How does she know who I am?""

Marcus looked at Ava.

That tiny movement told me everything.

He wasn't looking at her for help.

He was checking whether she was allowed to answer.

Ava noticed my expression and smiled slightly.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

Marcus stepped toward me.

"Can we talk privately?""

I looked around the kitchen.

Our kitchen.

The one we renovated together.

The one where we painted the cabinets ourselves because we couldn't afford new ones.

The one where Marcus danced with me while making pancakes on Sunday mornings.

Now there was another woman standing in it like she had been there before.

"No," I said.

Marcus stopped.

"No?""

"No.""

I pointed between them.

"Whatever conversation you need to have, she can hear it. Because clearly, she already knows more than I do.""

Ava crossed her arms.

"Marcus didn't mean for you to find out this way.""

The room went quiet.

I slowly turned toward her.

"Find out what?""

Ava glanced at Marcus.

That was when my heartbeat changed.

Because suddenly, this wasn't about catching my husband with another woman.

It was about something bigger.

Something planned.

Something hidden.

Marcus looked uncomfortable.

"Ava, stop.""

But Ava didn't.

She looked at me with an expression I couldn't read.

Not hatred.

Not guilt.

Almost pity.

"I think Jasmine deserves the truth.""

Marcus's face tightened.

"No.""

Ava ignored him.

"She deserves to know how long this has been happening.""

The air left my lungs.

I stared at Marcus.

"How long?""

He looked away.

That was all the answer I needed.

I stepped back.

One step.

Then another.

Because sometimes the body understands betrayal before the mind does.

"Marcus.""

He looked at me.

"I swear, it's not what you think.""

I shook my head.

"You don't even know what I think.""

His jaw tightened.

"Jasmine, please.""

"Please what?""

My voice cracked for the first time.

"Please pretend I didn't see you touching her? Please pretend she doesn't know my name? Please pretend you haven't been hiding something from me?""

Ava lowered her eyes.

For a moment, I thought maybe she felt bad.

Then she spoke.

Quietly.

"Marcus told me a lot about you.""

I froze.

"What?""

She looked up.

"He told me you were strong. That you always put everyone else first.""

My chest tightened.

Those words sounded like a compliment.

But coming from her, they felt like an insult.

Because why was another woman hearing the things my husband should have been telling me?

"What else did he tell you?""

Ava didn't answer immediately.

Marcus stepped between us.

"Enough.""

"No," I said.

I looked at him.

"Not enough.""

The man I married stood in front of me, but for the first time in twelve years, he felt like a stranger.

I reached for the kitchen island to steady myself.

"How long have you known her?""

Marcus swallowed.

"Jasmine...""

"How long?""

Ava looked at him.

Then back at me.

"Three months.""

Three months.

Three months of messages.

Three months of conversations.

Three months of my husband sharing pieces of himself with someone else while I slept beside him every night.

I stared at Marcus.

"Three months?""

He nodded slightly.

"I was going to tell you.""

The sentence was so familiar.

People always said they were going to tell you.

Usually after they got caught.

"When?"" I asked.

Marcus didn't respond.

"When were you going to tell your wife that another woman knew intimate details about your marriage?""

His silence became the answer.

Ava picked up her purse from the counter.

"I should go.""

I looked at her.

For some reason, that made me angrier.

She was leaving.

Like this was an awkward dinner.

Like she hadn't just cracked open my entire life.

"Wait.""

She stopped.

I took a breath.

"Why were you here?""

Ava looked at Marcus.

Then at me.

And what she said next made my blood run cold.

"I wasn't here for dinner.""

Marcus's face changed.

"Ava.""

She continued.

"I was here because Marcus asked me to bring the documents.""

My eyebrows pulled together.

"What documents?""

Nobody moved.

Nobody spoke.

Then Ava slowly reached into her purse.

She pulled out a large white envelope.

And placed it on the kitchen counter.

Right beside the dinner Marcus had been cooking.

My name was written across the front.

But underneath it was something else.

A second name.

A name I had never seen before.

A name that made Marcus go completely pale.

May you like

And when I looked closer, I realized the envelope wasn't addressed to me alone.

It was addressed to the wife Marcus never told me about.

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