Thinking

Chapter 1: The Suffocating Wait

I was drowning on dry land, and the most powerful man in Chicago was watching me struggle for air.

My husband, Vincent Moretti, could make an entire city block go silent with one phone call. He could summon the finest surgeons in America before breakfast. He owned the hospital where I was begging for help.

But when I asked him to save my life, he checked his diamond-encrusted Rolex.

"Vincent, please.""

My fingers tightened around the edge of the mahogany dining table. The room tilted, and a violent cough tore through my chest.

"Could you just arrange for someone to examine me tomorrow morning?""

I pressed a trembling hand against my ribs.

"I can barely breathe.""

Vincent didn't look up from his phone.

"The hospital isn't our personal clinic, Claire.""

His voice was as cold as the marble beneath my bare feet.

"I despise favoritism when it comes to medical schedules.""

I stared at him.

For a moment, I genuinely wondered whether I had heard him correctly.

This was the same man who had once shut down an entire emergency department because one of his bodyguards had suffered a minor injury.

The same man who had flown a specialist from Switzerland to treat a business associate's injured shoulder.

The same man who had purchased an entire private medical facility simply because he disliked waiting rooms.

Yet now, his own wife was struggling to breathe.

"Vincent, I'm not asking you to shut down the hospital," I whispered.

"Just one doctor. Five minutes. Please.""

He finally put down his phone.

His expression wasn't worried.

It was irritated.

"Make an appointment and wait your turn like everyone else.""

He slipped his phone into his tailored Italian suit and walked toward the double doors.

"Vincent?""

He stopped.

I hoped, foolishly, that he might turn around.

Instead, he glanced at his watch.

"What now?""

I swallowed painfully.

"Do you think I should go to the emergency room?""

He sighed.

"Claire, I'm running a billion-dollar organization. I don't have time to supervise every little inconvenience in this house.""

Then he left.

The sound of his polished shoes faded down the corridor.

I remained beside the dining table, listening to the grandfather clock ticking in the enormous room.

One.

Two.

Three.

My chest rattled with every breath.

I slowly lowered myself into a chair.

I didn't cry.

Somewhere between his first insult and his final dismissal, something inside me had stopped expecting kindness.

The next morning, I followed his instructions.

I called an Uber.

I didn't use the private entrance at Chicago Presbyterian Hospital, even though I knew the security guards would recognize me. I didn't ask for a special appointment. I didn't mention that my husband owned the building.

I simply walked through the main entrance.

The receptionist barely glanced at me.

"Name?""

"Claire Moretti.""

"Insurance card?""

I handed it over.

"Reason for visit?""

"Difficulty breathing.""

She pointed toward a red plastic ticket dispenser.

"Take a number. Someone will call you.""

I pulled out a crumpled ticket.

84.

The waiting room smelled of disinfectant, burnt coffee, and exhaustion.

A little boy was crying beside his mother. An elderly man was asleep in a wheelchair. A television mounted in the corner played a morning news broadcast nobody seemed to be watching.

I found an empty plastic chair.

And waited.

Thirty minutes passed.

Then an hour.

Every breath felt like inhaling broken glass.

I checked the digital display.

Number 76.

I closed my eyes.

My phone remained silent inside my purse.

Not one message from Vincent.

Not one call asking whether I had reached the hospital.

Not even a secretary checking on his wife.

I wondered whether he had already forgotten the conversation.

Then the heavy oak doors leading to the VIP wing opened.

A senior nurse stepped into the waiting room.

"Miss Sophia Reynolds?""

Her voice was suddenly warm and welcoming.

"Mr. Moretti has arranged for you to go straight in.""

My head lifted.

Sophia Reynolds.

I knew that name.

Everyone in Vincent's social circle knew that name.

She was a blonde single mother who had appeared in his life approximately one year earlier. She attended his charity galas, rode in his private cars, and occupied more of his time than any business associate.

She was also the woman whose photograph I had found on his bedside table two months ago.

I watched her rise from a velvet sofa near the entrance.

She looked perfectly healthy.

Her blonde hair fell in soft waves over a cream-colored designer dress. A diamond bracelet sparkled around her wrist.

Beside her stood Vincent.

My husband.

He was holding a small pink handbag for her.

I stared at the sight.

He had never carried my handbag.

Not once in five years of marriage.

"Are you feeling better, sweetheart?"" Vincent asked her.

Sophia smiled.

"Much better now that you're here.""

He gently adjusted her coat.

"Dr. Harrison is waiting. We'll have you checked immediately.""

I looked down at my ticket.

84.

My hands began to tremble.

Sophia noticed me.

Her eyes widened theatrically.

"Oh! Claire!""

She touched Vincent's arm.

"Won't your wife be upset that we're skipping the line?""

Vincent didn't even turn his head.

"Claire understands her place.""

The words landed harder than any slap.

I watched them walk past the crowded waiting room.

A nurse opened the VIP doors.

Sophia glanced over her shoulder.

Her glossy lips curled into a small, victorious smile.

Then the doors closed.

"Number 80?""

The receptionist called out.

I couldn't move.

"Number 80?""

A woman beside me nudged my arm.

"Honey, that's probably you.""

I looked at the ticket in my hand.

My breathing had become so shallow that the room seemed to shrink around me.

I tried to stand.

My knees buckled.

The elderly man in the wheelchair reached for my arm.

"Miss? Are you all right?""

I opened my mouth.

Nothing came out.

Then I tasted blood.

A security guard rushed toward me.

"Somebody call a doctor!""

The receptionist finally looked frightened.

"Get her a wheelchair!""

I was lifted onto a stretcher.

As the ceiling lights passed overhead, I heard someone shouting my name.

Not Vincent.

Not his secretary.

A stranger.

I was pushed through the emergency entrance, where a young physician immediately placed an oxygen mask over my face.

"How long have you been experiencing this?""

I tried to answer.

He checked my pulse.

"She's severely hypoxic. Get respiratory on the line. Now!""

A nurse cut open the sleeve of my blouse to attach a monitor.

The physician leaned closer.

"Mrs. Moretti, can you hear me?""

I nodded faintly.

"Does your husband know you're here?""

I wanted to laugh.

But I couldn't.

A nurse picked up my purse and found my phone.

"There's an emergency contact listed as Vincent Moretti.""

The doctor looked at her.

"Call him.""

A few minutes later, I heard the nurse speaking into the phone.

"Mr. Moretti? Your wife has been admitted to the emergency department. She's in serious condition.""

There was a pause.

Then the nurse's expression changed.

"Sir?""

Another pause.

She slowly lowered the phone.

The physician looked up.

"What did he say?""

The nurse hesitated.

"He said to contact his personal assistant if there's an administrative issue.""

The room went quiet.

The doctor stared at her.

"Did he understand that his wife is in the emergency department?""

"Yes, Doctor.""

I closed my eyes.

A tear slipped beneath the oxygen mask.

Then another.

But I wasn't crying because Vincent hadn't come.

I was crying because, for the first time, I understood that I could die in a hospital he owned, surrounded by people he employed, and he might not even interrupt his lunch.

A moment later, the physician returned with my test results.

His expression was grave.

"Mrs. Moretti, we found something concerning in your lungs.""

He placed the scan on the illuminated screen.

"There are several abnormalities. We need to investigate immediately.""

I tried to focus.

"What... does that mean?""

He hesitated.

"It means this may have been developing for much longer than you realize.""

Then he turned toward the nurse.

"Call the pulmonary specialist. I want her transferred to intensive care.""

As the team moved around me, I heard a familiar voice in the corridor.

"Dr. Harrison, how long will this take?""

Sophia.

Then Vincent.

"Whatever she needs, make sure she gets it.""

I closed my eyes again.

He was still in the building.

He was only a few corridors away.

And he had no idea that his wife was fighting for her life.

Or perhaps he simply didn't care.

But before I could think any further, the doctor leaned over me.

"Mrs. Moretti, there's something else.""

His voice dropped.

"Have you been exposed to any medication or substance that could have affected your breathing?""

I stared at him.

"No.""

He exchanged a glance with the nurse.

May you like

"Then we need to investigate something very carefully.""

And suddenly, I wasn't sure my suffering had been an accident.

Related Stories

Other posts