Thinking

Chapter 2: The Mother Who Never Left

I spent the entire drive home staring out the window.

Nobody spoke.

Not Dad.

Not Vanessa.

Not me.

The graduation gown was still hanging over my chair in the back seat. The flowers Vanessa had taken from me were lying beside it.

A few hours earlier, I had been thinking about college applications and summer jobs.

Now I was wondering if my entire life was fake.

Dad drove with both hands locked around the steering wheel.

He kept opening his mouth like he wanted to explain.

Then he stopped.

Finally, I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Who is Sarah?””

His grip tightened.

“She’s someone from the past.””

“That’s not an answer.””

“It’s complicated.””

I laughed.

A bitter sound I barely recognized.

“My mother showing up at graduation and telling me you lied about her for eighteen years is complicated?””

Vanessa looked back from the passenger seat.

“Ethan—”

“No.””

My voice shook.

“I want the truth.””

The car became silent again.

Dad pulled into the driveway.

Nobody moved.

The house looked exactly the same.

The same white curtains.

The same flower pots Vanessa watered every morning.

The same mailbox where college letters had arrived.

It suddenly felt like a stranger’s house.

I got out first.

Inside, everything was normal.

That was the worst part.

The clock ticked.

The refrigerator hummed.

A framed picture of me playing baseball at twelve sat on the shelf.

A picture taken by people who might not even know who I was.

I walked straight to the hallway.

To the old family albums.

Dad saw me.

“Ethan.””

I ignored him.

I pulled the album from the shelf.

The one I had looked through hundreds of times.

The one with the woman named Sarah.

My hands shook as I opened it.

There she was.

Young.

Smiling.

Holding a baby.

Me.

I stared at the picture.

“Why did you tell me she died?””

Dad sat down slowly.

“I was trying to protect you.””

“From what?””

He didn’t answer.

Vanessa sat beside him.

“Ethan, there are things you don’t understand.””

I looked at her.

“Then explain them.””

She looked away.

That hurt more than anger would have.

Because Vanessa was the person who always knew what to say.

“Did you know?”” I asked.

She stayed silent.

“Vanessa.””

Her eyes filled with tears.

“Yes.””

The room felt smaller.

“You knew?””

“I knew part of it.””

“Part?””

She swallowed.

“Daniel told me Sarah was dangerous.””

I looked at Dad.

“Was she?””

His silence was an answer.

“No,” I whispered.

“No, she wasn’t.””

My father stood.

“You don’t know what happened.””

“Then tell me.””

He paced across the room.

“Sarah and I were young. We made mistakes.””

“Everyone makes mistakes.””

“This was bigger.””

“What happened?””

He stopped.

For several seconds, I thought he would finally tell me.

Instead, he said:

“Your mother wasn’t supposed to find you.””

My stomach dropped.

“Find me?””

The words echoed.

Like I was something hidden.

Something stolen.

I looked back at the photo.

“You took me from her.””

“No.””

“Then what happened?””

Dad’s face tightened.

“Sarah had problems.””

“What kind?””

He didn’t answer.

“Dad.””

“She wasn’t stable.””

I stared at him.

“That’s what you told everyone?””

His expression changed.

“What?””

I pointed at the photograph.

“You erased her.””

He looked hurt.

But I wasn’t finished.

“You let me grow up believing my mother abandoned me.””

“That isn’t what happened.””

“Then what happened?””

Before he could answer, my phone buzzed.

Unknown number.

I looked at the screen.

A message.

I opened it.

My hands froze.

It was a picture.

A hospital bracelet.

A baby bracelet.

The name printed on it was:

Ethan Carter.

Below it was a message.

I don’t know what your father told you. But I have proof he lied.

I looked up.

Dad was watching me.

“Who texted you?””

I didn’t answer.

Another message appeared.

This one was shorter.

Your father didn’t just take you from me.

He made sure I could never find you.

My heart raced.

I slowly turned the phone toward Dad.

His face changed when he saw the name.

“Who is that?”” I asked.

He didn’t respond.

“Dad.””

His voice dropped.

“Delete the messages.””

I stared at him.

“What?””

“Ethan, delete them.””

The fear in his voice was worse than any confession.

Because my father wasn’t angry.

He was scared.

And then the front door opened.

Everyone turned.

Sarah stood there.

Holding a folder.

“I think it’s time,” she said quietly.

My father went pale.

“Sarah.””

She looked at me.

“I brought the records.””

“What records?””

May you like

She opened the folder.

“Everything he hoped you would never see.””

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