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Chapter 4: The Name At The Bottom

I stared at the email until the words blurred.

Marcus.

His name sat at the bottom of the page.

Not typed accidentally.

Not hidden in some complicated code.

Just there.

A name.

A name that explained every strange conversation.

Every moment he refused to defend me.

Every time Chloe pushed me away and he chose silence.

My son watched my face carefully.

“Mom.””

I looked up.

“Are you okay?””

I almost laughed.

Was I okay?

That question felt impossible.

For years, I had convinced myself Marcus was weak.

That he was someone who avoided conflict.

Someone who hated disappointing people.

Someone who took the easiest path.

But this was different.

This wasn’t avoiding conflict.

This was creating it.

“I don’t understand,” Ethan whispered.

I looked back at the email.

“Neither do I.””

He sat beside me.

“Read it again.””

I didn’t want to.

But I did.

The email had been sent from Chloe’s account.

It was a conversation between her and Marcus.

Most of it was normal.

Too normal.

Plans.

Dates.

Small comments about family events.

Then there was a paragraph near the end.

A paragraph that made my hands tremble.

Once graduation is over, it will be easier. She’ll finally understand she’s not the center of everything.

I swallowed.

Ethan read over my shoulder.

His jaw tightened.

“Center of everything?””

I closed the folder.

“Ethan…”

“No.””

His voice was quiet.

But angry.

“She talks about you like you’re a problem.””

I looked down.

“I know.””

“And Dad knew.””

I didn’t answer.

Because that was the part that hurt the most.

Not Chloe.

Not anymore.

I expected cruelty from someone who had spent months trying to erase me.

But Marcus?

Marcus was the person who had once held my hand in a hospital room when Ethan was born.

Marcus was the person who cried when Ethan took his first steps.

Marcus was the person who promised me, “No matter what happens, we’ll always be a family.””

And now he was helping someone convince our son I didn’t belong.

Ethan stood suddenly.

“I’m calling him.””

“Wait.””

“Why?””

“Because I need to know the truth.””

“You already know.””

“No.””

I looked at him.

“I know what this looks like.””

I tapped the folder.

“But I want to hear him say it.””

Ethan stared at me.

Then slowly nodded.

“Okay.””

We called Marcus.

He answered on the third ring.

“Ethan?””

His voice sounded hopeful.

Like he expected forgiveness.

Like he thought the hardest part was over.

“Dad.””

A pause.

“Is everything okay?””

Ethan looked at me.

Then at the folder.

“No.””

The silence on the other end lasted too long.

“What happened?””

Ethan’s voice became colder.

“Why is your name on an email from Chloe about Mom?””

Another pause.

A long one.

I heard Marcus breathe.

“What email?””

“Don’t do that.””

Ethan’s voice cracked.

“Don’t pretend you don’t know.””

“Ethan—”

“No.””

He walked toward the window.

“You told me Mom was hiding things from me.””

His grip tightened around the phone.

“You said there was a whole story I didn’t know.””

Marcus was quiet.

“And now I find out you were helping Chloe?””

“Ethan, listen to me.””

“No.””

His voice broke.

“You listen to me.””

I had never heard my son speak to his father like that.

“I spent my entire life believing you and Mom both loved me.””

Marcus said nothing.

“You let me think she was the problem.””

“I never said that.””

“You didn’t have to.””

Ethan closed his eyes.

“You let Chloe make me doubt my own mother.””

Marcus finally spoke.

“It wasn’t supposed to happen like this.””

My heart sank.

Not a denial.

Not confusion.

Regret.

“It wasn’t supposed to happen?””

Ethan repeated.

“That’s your defense?””

“Ethan, I made mistakes.””

“You made a plan.””

“No.””

“Then explain it.””

Silence.

Then Marcus said something I would never forget.

“I was trying to make things easier.””

I felt my stomach turn.

Easier.

That word.

People used it when they wanted to excuse something unforgivable.

Easier for who?

Not me.

Not Ethan.

Not anyone except them.

Ethan lowered the phone.

“Easier for you.””

Marcus didn’t respond.

And that was the answer.

Ethan ended the call.

For several minutes, neither of us spoke.

Then he said,

“I need to see her.””

I looked at him.

“Chloe?””

“Yes.””

“Why?””

“Because I need to hear why.””

I wanted to tell him not to go.

I wanted to protect him.

But I had spent years protecting him from ugly truths.

Maybe that was part of the problem.

So I nodded.

“Okay.””

Three hours later, we were sitting across from Chloe at a coffee shop near the school.

She arrived ten minutes late.

Of course she did.

She walked in wearing sunglasses and carrying a designer bag.

Like she was arriving at a meeting.

Not a confrontation.

She sat down.

“Ethan.””

He didn’t smile.

“Chloe.””

She looked between us.

“I assume this is about the email.””

I felt my jaw tighten.

Not surprise.

Not confusion.

She already knew.

Ethan leaned forward.

“You knew.””

Chloe removed her sunglasses.

“Knew what?””

“Don’t.””

His voice was sharp.

“Don’t play games.””

She sighed.

“You’re angry.””

“Yes.””

“Because you’re hurt.””

“No.””

He shook his head.

“Because you lied.””

Chloe looked at me.

“She’s influencing you.””

Ethan stared.

“Are you serious?””

“You’re emotional right now.””

“No.””

He laughed bitterly.

“I’m finally seeing clearly.””

That hit her.

For the first time, her confidence slipped.

“You don’t understand the situation.””

“Then explain it.””

She looked away.

“I wanted a family.””

I almost couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

“A family?””

“Yes.””

She looked at Ethan.

“Your mother never accepted that things changed.””

“That’s not true.””

“You don’t know that.””

“I know she raised me.””

Chloe’s expression hardened.

“And I know your father wanted peace.””

Ethan froze.

There it was.

The admission.

Not directly.

But enough.

“You and Dad talked about this.””

She looked uncomfortable.

“A lot.””

My chest tightened.

“How long?””

Chloe looked at me.

“Does it matter?””

“Yes.””

My voice came out quieter than I expected.

“How long have you been trying to remove me?””

She didn’t answer.

Ethan stood.

“Answer her.””

Chloe looked at him.

“Since your father and I got serious.””

The words landed like a slap.

Ethan stared.

“Years?””

She crossed her arms.

“I saw what happened after your parents divorced.””

“And?””

“And your mother never let go.””

I shook my head.

“No.””

Chloe ignored me.

“She kept acting like she was the only one who mattered.””

Ethan looked disgusted.

“She’s my mother.””

“And I’m your stepmother.””

“No.””

His voice was immediate.

“You’re someone who married my dad.””

Chloe went silent.

That hurt her.

More than anger.

More than yelling.

Because Ethan was finally taking away the title she had been trying to steal.

She leaned back.

“You’ll regret saying that.””

Ethan looked at her.

“No.””

Then he turned to me.

“I regret not saying it sooner.””

We left.

But as we stepped outside, my phone rang.

Unknown number.

I answered.

“Hello?””

A woman’s voice spoke.

“Angela?””

“Yes?””

“I’m sorry to call you like this.””

“Who is this?””

The woman hesitated.

“My name is Rebecca. I used to work with Marcus.””

My heart tightened.

“Why are you calling me?””

A pause.

Then she said,

“Because I think you need to know what he and Chloe did before your son’s graduation.””

I looked at Ethan.

His face changed.

“Before graduation?””

Rebecca lowered her voice.

“They didn’t just plan the seat.””

My blood ran cold.

“What else did they plan?””

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The woman whispered,

“They planned for Ethan to stop choosing you.””

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