Thinking

Chapter 4: The Photograph

I kept staring at the photograph until the road ahead became nothing but a blur of asphalt and white lines.

The man beside my younger self was impossible to mistake.

I knew him.

Not personally.

Not anymore.

But I had seen his face hundreds of times.

In family photographs.

At birthdays.

At Christmas.

On the framed picture Claire kept in the hallway for years.

My father.

Thomas Davis.

My father had been dead for nine years.

And he was standing beside me in a hospital photograph taken seventeen years ago.

Maya sat beside me in the passenger seat, her face turned toward the window.

“Dad?””

I swallowed.

“What?””

“You know him.””

I didn't answer.

She looked at the phone in my hand.

“That man.””

I stared at the photograph again.

“Yes.””

“Who is he?””

“My father.””

Maya slowly turned toward me.

“Your dad was there?””

“Apparently.””

“Why don't you remember?””

“I don't know.””

That was the truth.

But it wasn't the whole truth.

There was something else bothering me.

The photograph had been taken outside St. Vincent Medical Center.

I knew that hospital.

I had been there once.

Seventeen years ago.

The night Claire told me she had gone into labor.

The night she claimed Maya had been born.

I remembered waiting in a hospital corridor.

I remembered my father's hand on my shoulder.

I remembered Claire crying.

I remembered a nurse telling me there had been complications.

I remembered being shown a newborn wrapped in a pink blanket.

What I didn't remember was Elena.

I didn't remember a young woman.

I didn't remember a second man.

And I certainly didn't remember a photograph.

“Dad,” Maya said softly, “what are you thinking?””

“That I may have been lied to for seventeen years.””

She looked down.

“By Mom?””

“Maybe.””

“By Grandma?””

“Maybe.””

She was quiet.

Then she asked, “By you?””

I looked at her.

Her voice was barely above a whisper.

“You said you don't remember.””

“I don't.””

“But the picture says you were there.””

“I know.””

“What if you did know?””

The question landed between us.

I pulled the SUV into a gas station and parked.

Then I turned off the engine.

Maya waited.

I looked at her.

“If I knew something about your birth and forgot it, then I need to find out why.””

She nodded.

“And if I didn't know?””

“Then someone made sure I didn't.””

My phone rang.

This time it was my mother's number.

I answered.

“Mom.””

“Are you alone?””

“No.””

“Is Maya with you?””

“Yes.””

My mother inhaled sharply.

“I need to see you.””

“Tell me where.””

“Not over the phone.””

I looked at Maya.

“Mom, you're going to tell me everything.””

“I will.””

“Now.””

Silence.

Then she said, “Come to the old house.””

I knew immediately what she meant.

The house where I had grown up.

My father's house.

It had been empty since his death.

“Why there?””

“Because your father kept records.””

“What records?””

“Everything.””

The call ended.

Maya stared at me.

“Where are we going?””

“Home.””

“Your old home?””

“Yes.””

She hesitated.

“Is Grandma going to be there?””

“Yes.””

“Do you trust her?””

I looked down at the photograph.

“No.””

The old house stood at the end of a quiet street beneath a canopy of oak trees.

Dust covered the windows.

The mailbox leaned sideways.

I hadn't been inside in years.

My mother was waiting on the porch.

She looked smaller than I remembered.

Older.

Tired.

When she saw Maya, she began crying.

Maya stopped halfway up the steps.

“Why are you crying?””

My mother wiped her face.

“Because you look exactly like her.””

Maya's voice trembled.

“Like Elena?””

My mother nodded.

I unlocked the door.

The smell hit me immediately.

Old wood.

Dust.

Cedar.

And something faintly floral from my father's study.

Maya walked inside.

She looked around.

“Where are the records?””

My mother pointed toward the hallway.

“Your father's office.””

We entered together.

His desk was still there.

The same dark oak desk where he had once helped me with college applications.

I opened the drawers.

Empty.

Then the second.

Nothing.

The third.

A small brass key.

My mother whispered, “He told me never to give you that unless the truth became unavoidable.””

I stared at her.

“You've had this for seventeen years?””

She nodded.

“Why?””

“Because your father made me promise.””

“Promise what?””

“That if Claire ever tried to remove Maya from your life, I was supposed to give you the key.””

Maya stepped closer.

“Why would Claire try to remove me?””

My mother looked at her.

“Because she was never supposed to be your mother.””

Maya's face crumpled.

I put my hand on her shoulder.

“Mom,” I said, “enough half-truths.””

She nodded.

Then she pointed toward a locked cabinet behind the bookshelves.

“Your father kept everything there.””

I tried the key.

The lock clicked.

Inside were folders.

Dozens.

Medical records.

Bank statements.

Legal documents.

Photographs.

I pulled out the first folder.

Across the front, in my father's handwriting, were four words:

*MAYA — ORIGINAL FILE.*

My hands went cold.

I opened it.

The first page was a birth certificate.

Maya's name.

Claire Davis listed as mother.

Andre Davis listed as father.

Everything looked normal.

Until I turned the page.

A hospital document.

Then another.

Then a handwritten note.

I recognized my father's handwriting immediately.

*Andre was not told the truth. Claire insisted the biological mother had surrendered the child. This was false.*

My breath stopped.

Maya read over my shoulder.

“What does that mean?””

I turned another page.

There was a photograph.

The same photograph from my phone.

Except this one had writing on the back.

I flipped it over.

My father's handwriting filled the paper.

**March 18. Elena arrived at 9:42 p.m. Claire arrived at 10:15.

Andre arrived at 10:31. The child was transferred at 11:06.**

I stared at the words.

Maya whispered, “Transferred?””

My mother began crying behind us.

I turned.

“What happened at 11:06?””

She didn't answer.

“Mom.””

She covered her mouth.

Then the front door slammed.

All three of us froze.

Footsteps moved through the hallway.

Slow.

Deliberate.

Someone had entered the house.

Maya stepped behind me.

I reached for the nearest object on the desk.

A heavy brass lamp.

“Who is that?”” I called.

No answer.

The footsteps stopped outside the office.

Then the door opened.

Claire stood there.

Her face was pale.

Her eyes went directly to the folder in my hands.

May you like

She whispered,

“You found it.””

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