Thinking

Chapter 3: The Notebook Hidden Under the Mattress

I had always believed that the worst thing a parent could discover was that their child had been hurt.

I was wrong.

The worst thing was discovering that your child had been hurt, had tried to ask for help, and had been made to believe that telling the truth would destroy the people she loved.

I watched Vanessa snatch the folded paper from her mother's hand.

"What does this mean?"" she demanded.

Patricia glanced toward the bedroom door.

"Keep your voice down.""

"She wrote it down!""

"Then find out how much she knows.""

Chloe stood against the wall, hugging herself. Her ponytail had come loose completely, and a strand of hair clung to her damp cheek.

"Please give it back," she whispered.

Vanessa turned toward her.

"Why are you keeping secrets from me?""

Chloe shook her head.

"I'm not.""

"Then what is this?""

Vanessa held up the notebook.

Chloe's eyes filled with tears.

"It's mine.""

"I know it's yours. I'm asking what you've been writing in it.""

"Just things.""

"What things?""

Chloe's gaze darted toward the security camera.

I leaned closer to my phone.

I wanted to reach through the screen, take my daughter into my arms, and carry her out of that house.

But I was in Chicago.

And for the first time in my life, the distance between me and my child felt unbearable.

Patricia stepped between Vanessa and Chloe.

"Enough. We don't have time for this.""

She turned to Chloe, her voice suddenly soft.

"Sweetheart, your father loves you very much, doesn't he?""

Chloe nodded cautiously.

"Yes.""

"And you love him?""

"Yes.""

"Then you don't want to upset him, do you?""

Chloe didn't answer.

Patricia crouched to her level.

"Your father has a lot of responsibilities. His business is important. His marriage is important. Don't you want him to be happy?""

Chloe's face crumpled.

"I do.""

"Then you need to stop making trouble.""

I felt my jaw tighten.

Patricia wasn't threatening Chloe with punishment.

She was threatening her with the possibility of losing me.

And she was doing it with the calm, practiced patience of someone who had done it before.

Vanessa tucked the notebook under her arm.

"Go downstairs and finish cleaning.""

Chloe looked at her school uniform.

"But I'm going to be late.""

Vanessa pointed down the hall.

"Now.""

Chloe walked toward the stairs without another word.

Patricia watched her disappear.

Then she turned to Vanessa.

"Check her room.""

"Why?""

"Because if she wrote this down, there may be more.""

Vanessa glanced at the folded paper.

"What do you think she knows?""

Patricia's answer was almost inaudible.

"Enough to ruin everything.""

They went into Chloe's bedroom.

I switched to the bedroom camera.

The room looked exactly as I had left it three days earlier: lavender walls, a white bookshelf, a bed covered in a quilt patterned with tiny stars.

But several things were missing.

The photograph of Emily that usually stood on the nightstand was gone.

So was the stuffed rabbit.

I already knew where the rabbit had ended up.

Vanessa opened Chloe's desk drawers and pulled out notebooks, coloring books, and school papers.

She dropped them onto the bed.

"Where would she hide something?"" Vanessa asked.

Patricia walked to the closet.

"Children hide things under mattresses. Or inside stuffed animals.""

Vanessa stopped.

Her gaze moved toward the empty space beside Chloe's pillow.

"She used to keep that stupid rabbit here.""

"Maybe she put something inside it.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"I threw it away.""

I felt my stomach twist again.

"You threw it away?"" Patricia repeated.

"It was filthy. She carried it around everywhere.""

"Did you check it first?""

"No.""

Patricia closed her eyes briefly.

"For heaven's sake, Vanessa.""

"What? It's a stuffed animal!""

"That child treats it like a person. If she hid something in it, she could have been keeping it for months.""

Vanessa tossed the notebook onto the bed.

"Then we'll find out.""

She pulled the mattress halfway off the frame.

A small envelope fell onto the floor.

Both women froze.

Patricia picked it up.

Inside were several folded sheets of paper, a photograph, and a flash drive.

Vanessa grabbed the photograph first.

It showed Emily sitting on the living room floor with a four-year-old Chloe asleep in her lap. Emily was smiling at the camera, her dark hair falling across one shoulder.

On the back, in faded blue ink, were the words:

For my Chloe. Remember that you are loved, even when I'm not beside you.

Vanessa stared at the photograph.

"She shouldn't have this.""

Patricia's expression hardened.

"That isn't the problem.""

She held up the flash drive.

"This is.""

Vanessa took a step backward.

"What do you think is on it?""

"I don't know.""

"Then how is it a problem?""

Patricia looked at her daughter as though she had never seen her before.

"Because Chloe has been hiding things from us. And children don't start hiding things unless someone gives them a reason.""

Vanessa's voice rose.

"You were the one who told me to discipline her!""

"I told you to establish boundaries, not turn the child against us!""

The words hung in the room.

For several seconds, neither woman moved.

Then Vanessa whispered, "You said I had to make her understand that this was my house now.""

Patricia's face went blank.

I stopped breathing.

My house.

My daughter.

My wife's mother.

And apparently, a plan I had never been told about.

Patricia walked toward the bedroom door and checked the hallway.

Then she returned.

"Do you remember what happened the first time Daniel brought up changing the will?""

Vanessa nodded.

"He said Chloe would always inherit everything.""

"Exactly. He made it clear that his daughter comes first. You knew that before you married him.""

Vanessa's eyes glistened.

"I thought things would change after the wedding.""

"They were supposed to change because you made them change.""

I stared at the screen, struggling to understand.

Patricia continued.

"Daniel is a good man, but he's sentimental. Emily's death made him overprotective. He thinks money can make up for the fact that he wasn't home enough when Chloe was younger.""

Vanessa glanced at the photograph again.

"So what do we do?""

"We find out what she knows. Then we make sure she doesn't get the chance to tell him.""

I immediately opened my contacts and called a family attorney I had worked with for years.

His name was Robert Hayes.

When he answered, I didn't bother with greetings.

"Robert, I need you to tell me everything you know about emergency guardianship, adoption, and any documents my wife could file without my knowledge.""

There was a long pause.

"Daniel, what happened?""

"I think my wife and her mother are planning something involving my daughter. I need to know whether they can take legal control of her.""

"Not without understanding the facts," Robert said carefully.

"But don't confront them until we know what paperwork exists. Do you have any evidence?""

"I'm watching them on my home security system.""

"Save the recordings. All of them. Don't edit them, and don't post them anywhere. I'll arrange for a family-law specialist to review the situation immediately.""

I glanced back at the screen.

Vanessa was holding the flash drive between two fingers.

"I have another question," I said.

"Could someone try to adopt a child who already has a living, involved father?""

"Not without your consent or a legal basis to terminate your parental rights," Robert replied.

"Why?""

"Because I just heard my wife mention an adoption.""

His voice changed.

"Daniel, do not wait until you get home. I'll call you back shortly.""

The call ended.

I saved the camera footage to my secure account, then switched back to the bedroom.

Patricia had taken the flash drive from Vanessa.

"We need to know what's on this.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"What if it's something we can't explain?""

"Then we need to find out before Daniel does.""

Patricia opened her handbag and removed a small laptop.

She placed it on Chloe's desk, plugged in the flash drive, and waited for the screen to load.

I couldn't see the laptop display clearly from the camera angle.

But I could see Patricia's face.

At first, she looked impatient.

Then her eyes widened.

She clicked something.

A video began playing.

Vanessa leaned over her shoulder.

"What is it?""

Patricia didn't answer.

She simply turned the laptop toward her daughter.

Vanessa stared at the screen.

Her hand flew to her mouth.

"No," she whispered.

"That can't be real.""

Patricia shut the laptop.

"Where did she get this?""

Vanessa's face had gone pale.

"I don't know.""

"You're lying.""

"I'm not!""

Patricia seized her daughter's wrist.

"You told me there was nothing left from Emily's old files!""

"There wasn't!""

"Then how does Chloe have this?""

Vanessa pulled free.

"I don't know!""

For the first time, the two women were no longer united.

They were frightened of each other.

I watched them argue in frantic whispers until Patricia suddenly stopped and looked toward the hallway.

"Daniel could already know.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"He can't. He hasn't seen anything.""

"How can you be sure?""

"Because if he had, he'd be here.""

I almost laughed at the absurdity of it.

They still believed that my absence meant ignorance.

Patricia packed the laptop into her bag.

"We need to leave.""

"What about Chloe?""

"Bring her with us.""

Vanessa stared at her.

"Where?""

"Somewhere Daniel won't think to look.""

My heart hammered against my ribs.

I grabbed my phone and called Marcus again.

"Where are you?""

"Two minutes away," he answered.

"I'm turning onto your street now.""

"Do not let Chloe leave with Vanessa or Patricia. If you see anything dangerous, don't intervene physically. Call the police and stay on the line with me.""

"Daniel, what's going on?""

"I'll explain when she's safe.""

I switched back to the camera.

Vanessa had gone downstairs. Patricia was following her, carrying the envelope and laptop.

Chloe stood near the dining table, staring at the wet floor.

The sponge lay where she had dropped it.

"Chloe," Vanessa said, her voice unnaturally sweet, "come upstairs and get your things.""

Chloe didn't move.

"Why?""

"We're going for a little drive.""

"Am I going to school?""

Vanessa's smile tightened.

"Not today.""

Chloe looked toward the camera.

"Daddy said I could go.""

Vanessa's expression changed instantly.

"Your father doesn't make the rules here.""

Chloe's fingers curled around the straps of her backpack.

"Then I want to call him.""

Patricia stepped forward.

"You've caused enough trouble this morning.""

Chloe backed away.

"I just want to talk to Daddy.""

Vanessa reached for her arm.

But before she could touch Chloe, the doorbell rang.

Both women froze.

The camera showed Marcus standing outside, his hand raised to ring again.

Vanessa looked at Patricia.

Patricia whispered, "Don't open the door.""

The doorbell rang a second time.

Then Marcus's voice came through the security speaker.

"Chloe? It's Marcus. Your dad sent me.""

Chloe's face lit up with sudden, desperate hope.

She took one step toward the door.

Vanessa caught her by the shoulder.

"You're not going anywhere.""

Chloe struggled.

"Let me go!""

Marcus knocked hard.

"Daniel, I'm here. Something's wrong. I can hear them arguing.""

Vanessa dragged Chloe backward, away from the front door.

Patricia rushed toward the kitchen, clutching her bag.

Then my phone vibrated.

Robert Hayes was calling back.

I answered immediately.

"Tell me you found something.""

His voice was grave.

"Daniel, I checked the county records and spoke to a colleague who handles contested guardianship cases. There's a petition connected to your family that was filed several weeks ago.""

My mouth went dry.

"What kind of petition?""

"A request for temporary guardianship based on alleged parental unfitness. It names you.""

I stared at the screen.

"That's impossible.""

"Someone is claiming that your work travel leaves Chloe without adequate supervision. There are also allegations that your grief and work schedule have affected your ability to care for her.""

I looked at Vanessa, who was now dragging Chloe toward the staircase.

"Who filed it?""

Robert paused.

Then he said, "Your wife is listed as the proposed guardian. But there's something else. The petition includes an affidavit from someone who claims to have witnessed neglect in your home.""

My voice dropped to a whisper.

"Who signed it?""

Robert read the name.

And the moment I heard it, I understood why Vanessa had looked so confident whenever she told me Chloe was happy.

The affidavit had been signed by someone I had trusted with my daughter's life.

Someone who had been inside my house for years.

May you like

Someone who knew every detail of our family.

*My own sister, Lauren.*

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