Chapter 16 - THE GIFT SHE LEFT BEHIND

Three years passed.
Sophie turned eleven. Hazel turned five.
We rebuilt. We grew. We laughed again.
I kept the letters. I kept the box. But I stopped visiting the past.
Then one afternoon, a letter arrived. Postmarked from the prison where Vanessa was serving her sentence.
I held it in my hands for a long time before opening it.
Inside, in careful, neat handwriting:
*“Dearest Adrian,
I am writing this because I have something to give you. Something that belongs to Lydia. Something I should have given you long ago.
I kept it because I was selfish. Because I wanted to pretend I was her. Because I wanted to have everything she had. But I cannot keep it anymore.
It is in a safety deposit box. Key enclosed. Number 742, at the bank downtown.
I have never opened it. I never had the courage.
Forgive me for everything.
Vanessa.”*
Enclosed was a small brass key.
The next morning, I went to the bank. Opened box 742.
Inside—one single envelope. Sealed. In Lydia’s handwriting. Dated the week before she died.
My hands trembled as I opened it.
*“My dearest Adrian,
If you are reading this, I am gone. And I know exactly who arranged it.
Do not blame yourself. You did not fail. I knew what she was capable of. And I stayed anyway. Because I loved her. And I hoped she would change.
She will try to become me. She will try to take my place. She will try to love you. But remember this: she cannot give you what I can. She can wear my face and speak my words, but she cannot give you her heart—because she does not have one left to give.
Tell my girls I loved them more than life itself. Tell Sophie to be brave. Tell Hazel to be kind. And tell them both that their mother is watching over them.
And Adrian—my love—be happy. Live well. Love again. Do not let her steal your future too.
I love you. Always.
Lydia.”*
I folded the letter. Held it to my chest. And wept. Not for the loss. But for the love.
Lydia had known. She had known everything. And she had prepared this letter anyway. She had protected us. She had given me guidance. She had given me permission to move on.
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And Vanessa—jealous, broken Vanessa—had kept the letter all this time. But in the end—she had given it back.
Somewhere beneath the envy and the rage—the sister was still there. Remorseful. At the very end.