Chapter 2: The Dress I Was Never Supposed to Make
At 3:26 p.m., I spread every scrap of fabric I owned across my bedroom floor.
By 3:40, I had made a list of everything I needed.
By 3:51, I had crossed out half the list because I couldn't afford it.
And by 4:02, I was sitting beside my mother's old sewing machine, staring at a design that might as well have been drawn for someone with two perfect eyes, a professional workshop, and a month to spare.
I had none of those things.
My phone buzzed.
A message from the competition organizer appeared on the screen.
*FINAL CHECK-IN: 9:00 A.M. TOMORROW. NO EXCEPTIONS.*
I swallowed hard.
“Right,” I whispered.
“No pressure.””
The machine rattled when I tested the foot pedal. Its motor had been temperamental for years, and the metal casing vibrated against the table.
I tightened the loose screw with a small screwdriver.
Then I examined my supplies.
A length of white satin remained from the stolen gown's original fabric. I had purchased extra material months earlier, intending to use it for mistakes and adjustments. Most of it was still rolled inside a cardboard tube beneath my bed.
There were also scraps of translucent organza, silver thread, a handful of mirrored beads, and several yards of inexpensive blue lining.
It wasn't enough for the design as I had imagined it.
I would have to improvise.
I drew a new pattern on brown wrapping paper, measuring each section twice because the lines on the left side of my vision sometimes blurred.
When the numbers began to swim, I closed my right eye and rested my forehead against the table.
A sharp ache pulsed behind the bandage.
“Just five minutes,” I told myself.
I set a timer.
Then I lay down on the bed.
The next thing I heard was a knock.
Three hard blows against my bedroom door.
“Nia!””
Vanessa.
I sat up so quickly that the room tilted.
“What are you doing in there?”” she demanded.
“Working.””
“Dinner is at six. You will come downstairs and set the table.””
I glanced at the clock.
It was 5:43.
“I will, but I need to finish cutting—”
“Did I ask what you needed?””
I gripped the edge of the mattress.
“No.””
“Then stop making excuses. Brianna has an important day tomorrow, and I expect this house to run smoothly.””
I looked at the unfinished pattern.
“Vanessa, I have to enter the competition.””
The silence on the other side of the door lasted two seconds.
Then she laughed.
“You still think you're going?””
“I'm registered.””
“You have no dress.””
“I can make another one.””
A pause.
Then her voice dropped.
“Don't embarrass yourself, Nia. You had one decent idea, and Brianna is putting it to better use.””
My fingers curled around the blanket.
“She didn't design it. She didn't make it. She stole it.””
The doorknob rattled.
“Open this door.””
I hesitated.
“Now!””
I unlocked it.
Vanessa stood in the hallway with a clipboard in one hand and a glass of sparkling water in the other. She had changed into cream-colored trousers and a silk blouse.
Her eyes moved past me to the scattered fabric.
“What is all this?””
“My new design.””
She entered without waiting for an invitation.
She picked up the sketch from the desk.
For several seconds, she studied it.
Then she laughed.
“This?””
“Please put it down.””
She held the paper farther from me.
“Do you honestly think you can make something like this overnight?””
“I'm going to try.””
“Try?”” She shook her head.
“Do you have any idea how ridiculous you sound?””
I stepped toward her.
“It's my only chance.””
Vanessa placed the sketch on the desk with exaggerated care.
“Your only chance at what? A little prize money? Some stranger telling you that you're talented?””
“At getting the treatment my doctor recommended.””
Her expression hardened.
“Your father would be ashamed of the way you use your condition to get attention.””
The words hit harder than I expected.
For a moment, I couldn't answer.
Vanessa watched my face, apparently satisfied that she had found the right place to hurt me.
Then she pointed toward the hallway.
“Dinner. Six o'clock. If I come upstairs and find this room still looking like a factory, I will throw every piece of fabric into the trash.””
She walked out.
I locked the door behind her.
Then I returned to my sewing machine.
I had forty-seven minutes before dinner.
And suddenly, I understood something important.
If I waited for Vanessa to give me permission to save myself, I would be waiting forever.
At six o'clock, I stood in the dining room wearing an old gray cardigan and a pair of jeans.
Brianna was already seated at the table.
My gown lay beside her chair in a garment bag.
She had placed it there deliberately, where I could see the sapphire-blue fabric through the open zipper.
“Look what came back from the dry cleaner,” she announced, lifting the bag.
I stared at her.
“You haven't even worn it yet.””
“I'm getting it fitted tonight.””
“You can't change the design. Some of the embroidery is delicate.””
Brianna gave me a sweet smile.
“Then I guess you'd better hope your stitches are good.””
Vanessa entered carrying a bowl of salad.
“Brianna, darling, the stylist will be here at seven. Don't forget to show her the shoes.””
“I won't, Mommy.””
I sat down at the far end of the table.
There were three place settings, but only two plates of food.
I looked at the empty space in front of me.
“Am I not eating?””
Vanessa set the salad bowl down.
“You've been so busy with your little project. I assumed you would eat upstairs.””
“I haven't had lunch.””
“Then you should have thought about that before wasting the afternoon.””
Brianna cut into her steak.
“Mom, can we get a photographer for tomorrow? I want professional pictures when I win.””
Vanessa smiled.
“Of course.””
“What if I get the special designer award, too?””
“Then we'll celebrate properly.””
I stared at the two of them.
I had spent years making myself smaller to avoid conflict. I had learned to apologize when someone else hurt me and to smile when my belongings disappeared.
But watching Brianna plan a victory she had done nothing to earn made something inside me go still.
I pushed my chair back.
Vanessa looked up.
“Where are you going?””
“To work.””
“Sit down.””
“No.””
The word escaped before I could stop it.
Brianna dropped her fork.
Vanessa slowly lowered her glass.
“What did you say?””
I could hear my heart pounding.
“I said I need to work. The competition starts tomorrow morning, and I have a dress to finish.””
Vanessa rose from her chair.
“You are not walking out of this room while I'm speaking to you.””
“I've listened to you my entire life.””
My voice shook, but I continued.
“I've done your chores. I've worked for my own money. I've never asked you to buy me expensive clothes or jewelry. I only asked you to let me keep something I made myself.””
Brianna scoffed.
“Here comes the speech.””
I looked directly at her.
“You took my dress because you wanted the judges to look at you. You didn't care what it cost me.””
“That's enough!”” Vanessa shouted.
She struck the table with her palm.
The silverware jumped.
“You live in my house. You eat my food. You will not stand there and accuse me of mistreating you.””
I glanced around the dining room.
My father's photographs had been removed from the walls after his death. The family portrait that once hung above the fireplace had been replaced by an enormous painting Vanessa had bought during a trip to Europe.
“This was my father's house,” I said quietly.
Vanessa went pale.
Then she stepped toward me.
“Go upstairs.””
I didn't move.
“Go upstairs, Nia!””
I picked up my phone and walked away.
Behind me, Brianna called out, “Don't forget to make me a matching clutch!””
Their laughter followed me to the staircase.
I climbed the steps without looking back.
But when I reached the landing, I heard Vanessa's voice change.
It was quieter now.
Angrier.
“Brianna, bring me your father's documents from the study. We need to deal with this before tomorrow.””
I stopped.
Brianna asked, “Why? What does Nia have to do with Dad's documents?””
Vanessa didn't answer immediately.
Then she said something that made my fingers tighten around the banister.
“Because if she wins that competition, she might finally have enough money to start asking questions.””
I held my breath.
What questions?
And what did my eye treatment have to do with documents in my father's study?
Before I could hear more, Vanessa shut the dining room door.
I hurried upstairs.
For the first time that evening, I wasn't thinking about the dress.
I was thinking about my father.
And the possibility that Vanessa had been hiding something from me all along.
At 7:15 p.m., I began cutting the satin.
I worked slowly, checking each measurement against my sketch.
The new gown would have a fitted bodice with silver-threaded panels, a dramatic skirt of layered white organza, and sculpted wings extending from the back. I planned to attach mirrored pieces along the edges so that the dress would reflect light with every movement.
The design was ambitious.
It was also dangerous to attempt with so little time.
One mistake could ruin the entire structure.
I pinned the first panel, lowered the needle, and pressed the foot pedal.
The machine began to hum.
For a while, the steady sound calmed me.
I could almost imagine my mother sitting beside me, her hands guiding the fabric, her voice reminding me to trust the work.
Then the needle snapped.
I flinched.
A sharp fragment struck the table and bounced onto the floor.
“Perfect,” I muttered.
I searched the sewing tin for another needle.
My fingers brushed against a small envelope tucked beneath a bundle of thread.
It was yellowed with age.
My name was written across the front in my father's handwriting.
*Nia — Open when you're old enough to understand.*
I stared at it.
My father had been dead for two years.
I had never seen the envelope before.
I turned it over.
The seal was intact.
For several seconds, I forgot how to breathe.
Then I remembered the conversation downstairs.
If she wins that competition, she might finally have enough money to start asking questions.
I sat down slowly.
The envelope trembled between my fingers.
I wanted to open it immediately.
But the competition was hours away, and I couldn't afford to lose another minute.
I placed it beside the sewing machine.
“After the dress,” I whispered.
Then I returned to work.
Outside, the sky darkened.
Inside, the old machine kept running.
I stitched the bodice, reinforced the seams, and began shaping the organza into curved layers. Twice, I had to undo entire sections. Once, the fabric caught beneath the presser foot and tore.
I nearly gave up when I realized I had cut one of the wing panels too short.
Instead, I joined two smaller pieces with a line of silver embroidery, turning the mistake into a deliberate pattern.
The dress slowly began to take shape.
At 10:30 p.m., the bodice was finished.
At midnight, I had assembled the skirt.
At 1:15 a.m., I attached the first wing.
My eye burned. My back ached. My fingers were covered in tiny pinpricks.
I drank water, ate a piece of bread, and continued.
By 3:00 a.m., the gown stood on the dress form.
It was beautiful.
Not perfect.
But beautiful.
The silver threads caught the light from my desk lamp, and the mirrored pieces scattered tiny reflections across the walls.
I stepped back.
For one brief moment, I forgot about Vanessa, Brianna, and the money I didn't have.
I saw only the dress.
The work.
The possibility.
Then the front door slammed downstairs.
A man's voice echoed through the house.
“Vanessa? Are you awake?””
I froze.
I recognized that voice.
It belonged to Mr. Collins, the attorney who had handled my father's estate.
Why was he visiting in the middle of the night?
I moved toward the bedroom door.
Before I could open it, I heard Vanessa speak.
“You shouldn't have come here.””
Mr. Collins replied, “You left me no choice. Nia is eighteen now, and the deadline is approaching.””
“What deadline?”” Brianna asked.
“That's not your concern,” Vanessa snapped.
There was a long silence.
Then Mr. Collins said the words that made the blood drain from my face.
“Your husband left very specific instructions about his daughter's inheritance. If she enters the competition tomorrow, the truth may come out sooner than you expected.””
I stared at the door.
My father's inheritance?
What inheritance?
I had spent two years believing he had left nothing but debts.
Then I heard footsteps climbing the stairs.
May you like
Someone was coming toward my bedroom.
And they were carrying something heavy.