Thinking

Chapter 1: The Dress They Took From Me

“YOUR OTHER EYE STILL WORKS!””

My stepmother screamed those words while I lay on the bedroom floor, one hand pressed against my injured eye and the other reaching desperately for the dress her daughter had just stolen.

I was eighteen years old. I had one damaged eye, less than two hundred dollars in my savings account, and exactly one day left to enter the fashion competition that might change my life.

And the woman standing over me was wearing a designer dress that cost more than everything I owned.

“Get up, Nia,” Vanessa snapped, adjusting the diamond bracelet on her wrist.

“You're making a scene.””

Beside her, my seventeen-year-old stepsister, Brianna, held my white-and-sapphire-blue evening gown against her body.

She admired herself in my full-length mirror.

Then she laughed.

“Honestly, Nia, you should thank me. At least someone will finally appreciate all that work.””

I stared at her through my remaining clear vision.

“That dress took me four months.””

Brianna tilted her head.

“And now it will take me to the competition.””

“You can't do that. I registered under my own name.””

She shrugged.

“Then you should have made something better.””

Vanessa picked up her handbag from my bed and glanced at the clock.

“Brianna needs an outfit for tomorrow. You need to stop behaving as if your little sewing hobby matters more than this family.””

“My hobby?”” I whispered.

My throat tightened.

“That dress was my only chance to pay for my treatment.””

For a moment, nobody spoke.

Then Brianna rolled her eyes.

“Oh, my God. Not the eye thing again.””

She walked toward the door with my gown draped over her arm, the long train sweeping across the floor.

I tried to stand.

My injured eye throbbed beneath its white medical bandage. My shoulder ached from the fall, and my knees trembled so badly that I had to grip the edge of the bed.

“Brianna, please!””

She stopped at the doorway.

I thought she might turn around.

Instead, she looked at her mother and smiled.

“Mom, can I have the blue earrings, too? They'll match perfectly.””

Vanessa opened the jewelry box on my dresser.

“Take whichever pair you want.””

The earrings were my mother's.

I had kept them hidden for years.

“Those belong to me!”” I cried.

Vanessa turned sharply.

“Your mother is gone, Nia. You need to stop acting as if everything in this house belongs to you.””

She tossed the earrings to Brianna.

One landed in her palm. The other struck the wooden floor.

Brianna didn't bother picking it up.

Then they left.

Their footsteps faded down the hallway, followed by the sound of Brianna laughing about how much attention her dress would attract.

I remained on the floor.

For several minutes, I couldn't move.

Sunlight streamed through the tall windows, illuminating the empty hanger on my bed. A few loose blue crystals lay scattered across the rug where Vanessa had jerked the gown from my hands.

I picked one up.

It was so small that it disappeared between my fingers.

Four months of work.

Four months of sewing before sunrise, working after school, and stitching through the pain whenever my injured eye allowed me to continue.

Four months of telling myself that if I could just finish the dress, I might finally have a chance.

Now it was gone.

And the competition was less than twenty-four hours away.

I pressed the crystal into my palm until its sharp edge hurt.

Then I began to cry.

Not because Brianna had stolen something beautiful.

But because, for the first time since my father's death, I had allowed myself to believe that my life could become something other than surviving Vanessa's cruelty.

And I had watched that hope walk out of my bedroom wearing my dress.

Three months earlier, my life had changed in a hospital room that smelled of antiseptic and cold coffee.

I remembered the doctor sitting beside my bed, his expression careful as he explained the damage to my left eye.

“The injury is serious, Nia,” Dr. Bennett had said.

“We need to monitor how it heals. Additional treatment may help preserve your remaining vision, but we cannot promise how much improvement you'll get.””

I had gripped the edge of the blanket.

“Will I go blind?””

“We can't predict that with certainty. That's why I want you to see a specialist as soon as possible.””

“How much will it cost?””

He had paused before giving me the estimate.

I remembered the number more clearly than I remembered the pain.

It was more money than I had ever seen in one place.

My father had died two years earlier, leaving behind debts, an aging house, and a daughter who still sometimes reached for her phone to call him when something frightened her.

My biological mother had passed away when I was younger. The only things I had left of her were a handful of photographs, two pairs of earrings, and a battered sewing machine she had used when I was a little girl.

After my father remarried, Vanessa moved into our house with Brianna.

At first, I tried to believe we could become a family.

I cooked dinner when Vanessa worked late. I helped Brianna with her homework. I even altered a dress for Vanessa before a charity gala because she complained that the hem was too long.

She wore it without thanking me.

After my father died, the small kindnesses I had mistaken for affection disappeared.

Vanessa began calling me ungrateful.

Brianna began treating my belongings as if they were hers.

And the house my father had promised would always be my home became a place where I learned to make myself invisible.

I worked part-time at a neighborhood alterations shop whenever I could. I saved my wages, skipped outings with friends, and sold my father's gold bracelet when the hospital bills began arriving.

Still, I couldn't afford the treatment.

Then I saw a flyer for the annual Rising Star Fashion Competition.

The grand prize was substantial, and the winner would receive an opportunity to present original designs to a panel of professional designers.

I knew winning was not guaranteed.

But I also knew I couldn't keep waiting for someone to rescue me.

So I started designing a gown.

Not an ordinary gown.

I wanted something that looked as though the ocean had become silk beneath the moonlight.

White fabric. Sapphire embroidery. Thousands of tiny crystals. A train that moved like water.

I worked on it whenever the house was quiet.

Some nights, I sewed until my fingers cramped. Other nights, I had to stop because the pain behind my bandage became unbearable.

Whenever I grew discouraged, I remembered my mother sitting beside her sewing machine, guiding my small fingers through a piece of blue cotton.

“Clothes can make people look beautiful, sweetheart,” she had told me once.

“But never let anyone convince you that the fabric is what makes you valuable.””

I had been nine years old.

I didn't understand what she meant then.

I understood now.

And yet, as I sat on my bedroom floor, staring at the empty hanger, I wondered whether talent mattered at all when the people around you could take everything you made.

I eventually pushed myself to my feet.

My reflection in the mirror looked unfamiliar. My hair had come loose, my cheeks were wet, and the bandage across my left eye made my face appear even paler.

I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.

Then I noticed something beneath the sewing table.

A folded sheet of paper.

It was a design I had drawn months earlier and abandoned because I was too frightened to attempt it.

I bent down and picked it up.

The sketch showed a dramatic evening gown made from layers of translucent fabric, sculpted into the shape of enormous wings. Fine silver threads curved across the bodice, while hundreds of tiny mirrored pieces were designed to catch and scatter light.

At the center of the dress was a deep sapphire-blue structure that flowed into a sweeping train.

I had named it Phoenix Rising.

My mother had once told me that the most beautiful things weren't always the easiest to create.

Sometimes, they were the things that demanded everything you had.

I had put the design away because I didn't think I was good enough to make it.

Now I had no other choice.

I looked at the clock.

It was 3:17 p.m.

The competition check-in began at nine the following morning.

I had less than eighteen hours to create an entirely new gown.

I had one functioning eye.

I had limited materials.

And I had no idea whether the dress would work.

But as I stared at the sketch, something inside me shifted.

Vanessa had taken my gown.

Brianna had taken my opportunity.

Neither of them had taken the one thing that had allowed me to make that first dress in the first place.

My hands.

I crossed the room and sat before my mother's old sewing machine.

Then I threaded a fresh needle.

“Okay, Mom,” I whispered.

“Let's make something they can't steal.””

I didn't know it yet, but the dress I was about to create would do far more than put my name before a panel of judges.

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It would expose a secret my stepmother had spent two years trying to bury.

And that secret was already waiting downstairs.

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