Thinking

Chapter 1: The Dress They Tried to Destroy

The sound of my graduation dress ripping was louder than my scream.

"BRIANNA! STOP!""

I lunged forward, grabbing the shimmering turquoise fabric before my stepsister could pull it completely away from me.

But Brianna only tightened her grip.

Then she yanked harder.

RRRIP!

The silver satin seam split straight down the middle.

For one terrible second, I couldn't move.

I stared at the ruined fabric hanging between our hands, watching the tiny crystals I had sewn individually begin to fall onto the wooden floor.

Three months.

Three months of working until two in the morning.

Three months of saving money from my after-school job.

Three months of bleeding fingers, aching shoulders, and hiding my designs from a family that never believed I was good enough.

And now my graduation dress was destroyed.

"Look what you did!"" I cried.

Brianna dropped her half of the dress.

She laughed.

Actually laughed.

"Oh, please, Nia. It looked ridiculous anyway.""

I stared at her.

My twenty-three-year-old stepsister stood in front of my sewing table, wearing a hot-pink designer pantsuit that probably cost more than everything I owned.

Her long black hair fell perfectly over her shoulders. Diamond earrings glittered beneath the morning sunlight.

She looked like someone who had just won a competition.

Not someone who had destroyed her sister's dream.

"Why would you do this?"" I whispered.

Brianna folded her arms.

"Because I'm tired of everybody acting like you're some kind of fashion genius.""

"Nobody said that.""

"Really? Then why do you spend every waking hour playing designer?""

I bent down and picked up the torn fabric.

The metallic threads caught the sunlight pouring through the windows.

Even damaged, the dress was beautiful.

Or at least it had been.

"I made this for graduation.""

"Then buy another one.""

"With what money?""

She shrugged.

"Sounds like a you problem.""

I felt tears rolling down my cheeks.

Then I heard heels clicking behind me.

Vanessa.

My stepmother appeared in the doorway wearing her favorite burgundy satin blouse.

Her sharp black bob framed a face that never seemed to soften when she looked at me.

"What is all this screaming?"" she demanded.

I hurried toward her, holding the torn dress.

"Vanessa, look what Brianna did!""

Vanessa glanced at the fabric.

Then at her daughter.

Then back at me.

"It's just a dress.""

"She ripped it apart on purpose!""

Brianna immediately interrupted.

"Nia was waving it around and acting crazy. I barely touched it.""

"That's a lie!""

Vanessa raised one hand.

"Lower your voice.""

"But—"

"I said lower your voice.""

I swallowed hard.

For six years, this had been my life.

Brianna broke something.

I got blamed.

Brianna insulted me.

I was told to be respectful.

Brianna took what belonged to me.

Vanessa said I needed to learn how to share.

And my father?

He was always working.

Always traveling.

Always believing the woman he married when she said everything at home was fine.

"She destroyed my graduation dress," I said again.

Vanessa sighed.

"Nia, you're eighteen now. It's time to stop being dramatic.""

"Three months of work.""

"It's fabric.""

"It was my dream.""

Vanessa's eyes hardened.

"Then perhaps you should have spent those three months concentrating on something useful.""

Brianna smirked behind her mother.

That smile hurt almost as much as the torn dress.

Because suddenly I understood something.

They weren't sorry.

They weren't even pretending anymore.

They enjoyed watching me suffer.

I looked down at the pieces scattered across the pale wooden floor.

A turquoise sleeve.

A silver panel.

A row of tiny hand-sewn crystals.

I remembered my mother's hands guiding mine when I was little.

She had taught me my first stitch.

Before she died, she used to tell me something whenever I made a mistake.

"Baby girl, a broken seam doesn't mean a broken dream.""

I hadn't thought about those words in years.

But standing there, surrounded by ruined satin, I heard her voice perfectly.

I wiped my face.

Then I knelt.

Piece by piece, I began gathering the fabric.

Brianna frowned.

"What are you doing?""

I didn't answer.

I collected every crystal I could find.

Every torn strip.

Every piece she thought was worthless.

Vanessa clicked her tongue.

"Finally. Clean up this mess.""

But I wasn't cleaning.

I was thinking.

Because Brianna had made one enormous mistake.

She thought she'd destroyed the only design I had.

She didn't know about the sketch hidden beneath my sewing table.

The one I'd drawn after dreaming about my mother.

The one I had been too afraid to attempt.

I laid the fabric across the table.

Then I opened the bottom drawer.

Behind an old measuring tape and a box of needles, I found the folded sketch.

My hands trembled as I opened it.

Brianna stepped closer.

"What's that?""

I flattened the paper.

Her expression changed.

For the first time that morning, her smile vanished.

Vanessa moved beside her.

"What are you doing, Nia?""

I stared at the design.

It wasn't a simple graduation gown.

It was something completely different.

Something bold.

Something that transformed every damaged section into part of the design.

The original turquoise fabric would become the foundation of a fitted, asymmetrical gown. The torn silver satin would become sculpted panels that crossed the waist and flowed into a dramatic train.

The scattered crystals would become constellations.

And the damaged seam?

It would become the centerpiece.

A deliberate silver thread design, visible from the back, like a lightning bolt running through the fabric.

My mother's favorite design motif.

I reached for my scissors.

"Turning what she ruined into something she'll never forget.""

Brianna laughed nervously.

"Whatever. You're still going to look ridiculous.""

I didn't look at her.

I carefully positioned the first piece of silver satin beneath my scissors.

Then Vanessa's phone rang.

She glanced at the screen.

Her expression shifted.

"Hello, Richard.""

My father.

I kept my head lowered, but I listened.

"Yes, everything is fine here," Vanessa said sweetly.

A pause.

Then she smiled.

"Of course Nia's ready for graduation.""

Another pause.

And suddenly Vanessa looked directly at the fabric on my table.

"Actually, Richard, there's something you should know about your daughter.""

My fingers froze around the scissors.

"She's been behaving very strangely.""

Brianna smiled again.

Vanessa continued.

"I'm beginning to think she shouldn't attend graduation at all.""

My heart slammed against my ribs.

I looked up.

Vanessa's eyes met mine.

And she smiled.

"Richard, she's become obsessed with this ridiculous sewing hobby. She refuses to listen, she's disrespectful to Brianna, and this morning she destroyed some expensive material.""

My mouth fell open.

I hadn't destroyed anything.

But before I could protest, Vanessa continued.

"Perhaps it's better if she stays home tomorrow. We don't want another embarrassing scene.""

I stepped forward.

"Give me the phone.""

Vanessa turned away.

"Not now, Nia.""

"Give me the phone!""

Brianna grabbed my wrist.

"Don't you dare speak to Mom like that.""

I pulled free.

"You're lying to Dad!""

Vanessa finally ended the call.

She slipped her phone into her pocket.

"Your father is exhausted. He doesn't need your nonsense.""

"What did you tell him?""

"The truth.""

"You told him I destroyed the fabric!""

Vanessa approached me slowly.

"Listen carefully. Your father has spent years trying to give you a stable home. The least you can do is stop creating problems.""

I looked at Brianna.

She was already taking pictures of the ruined dress with her phone.

"What are you doing?"" I asked.

"Documenting your little disaster.""

"Delete those.""

"Make me.""

Vanessa picked up the remaining pieces of fabric.

"Finish cleaning this room. And don't expect us to pay for another dress.""

She walked out.

Brianna followed, but stopped at the doorway.

"One more thing, Nia.""

I looked up.

She held her phone toward me.

On the screen was a photograph of my original sketch.

"You really thought you could become a designer?""

She laughed.

"That's adorable.""

Then she disappeared down the hallway.

I stood alone.

For several minutes, I couldn't hear anything except the ticking of the wall clock and the distant sound of Brianna laughing downstairs.

Then I turned back toward my sewing machine.

My fingers were still trembling.

But this time, not because I was afraid.

I sat down, threaded a needle, and began stitching.

I worked through lunch.

I worked through dinner.

At eleven that night, I was still sewing.

At midnight, my phone buzzed.

A message from an unknown number appeared.

You need to check your father's email before tomorrow. There's something about your graduation you don't know.

I stared at the screen.

Then another message arrived.

And whatever you do, don't let Brianna get her hands on your mother's portfolio.

My needle slipped.

A tiny bead of blood appeared on my finger.

Because I had never told anyone about my mother's portfolio.

May you like

Not even my father.

And suddenly, I wondered who else in that house had been hiding secrets.

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