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The Woman I Almost Married / Chapter 8 / 10

Chapter 8: The Truth at the Coffee Shop

I arrived at the coffee shop forty minutes early.

It was a small place near the university, with brick walls, wooden tables, and a long window overlooking the sidewalk. Students moved past with backpacks and headphones, laughing about exams and weekend plans.

Ordinary life.

I envied them.

At eleven fifty-eight, I saw her.

Grace stood outside the window, holding her phone in one hand and a takeaway cup in the other. She wore a dark green coat, blue jeans, and white trainers.

She looked exactly like the photograph.

She also looked nothing like the baby I had imagined.

She was a grown woman with her own life, her own memories, and a family that had raised her.

I stood as she approached.

“Grace?””

She stopped a few feet from the table.

“Daniel Mercer?””

“Yes.””

She looked me over without smiling.

“You look different from the photograph.””

I blinked.

“What photograph?””

“The one Vanessa showed me.””

My stomach tightened.

“What did she tell you?””

Grace pulled out a chair.

“Let's not start there.””

She sat down and placed her cup on the table.

I sat opposite her.

For several seconds, neither of us spoke.

Then she folded her hands.

“Did you know my mother was pregnant with me?””

“No.””

“Did you know she gave birth?””

“No.””

“Did you know she tried to contact you?””

“No.””

“Did you know she wanted to keep me?””

I swallowed.

“I learned that yesterday.””

Grace laughed once, without humor.

“Convenient.””

I felt the accusation like a physical blow.

“I understand why you don't believe me.””

“You don't understand anything about me.””

She leaned forward.

“You know what it's like to grow up wondering why your mother gave you away? You know what it's like to find out that she was alive for twenty-one years and never once came to see you?””

I held her gaze.

“No. I don't.””

“Then don't tell me you understand.””

“I won't.””

Something flickered across her face.

Perhaps she had expected me to argue.

Perhaps she had prepared herself for excuses.

I took a breath.

“Grace, I can't change what happened before you were born. I can't give you back the years we lost. But I can tell you that I never knew about you, and I have evidence that someone deliberately kept the truth from both of us.””

She stared at me.

“Vanessa?””

“Yes.””

“Why would she do that?””

“I don't know yet.””

Grace looked out the window.

“She's been around my family for as long as I can remember. She came to our house for holidays. She sent birthday cards. She told me stories about my birth mother.””

I went cold.

“She visited your family?””

“Of course. She said she had helped arrange the adoption. She told my parents that my mother had been unstable and that you had refused to acknowledge me.””

My hands curled beneath the table.

“Did your parents believe her?””

“They believed she was trying to help.””

Grace turned back to me.

“My mother died when I was six.””

I stared at her.

“What?””

“My adoptive mother. Elaine. She died of cancer. My father raised me after that.””

“I'm sorry.””

Grace nodded, her expression unreadable.

“Richard did his best. He never remarried. He came to every school play, every graduation, every ridiculous dance recital.

He taught me to drive. He sat outside my bedroom when I had nightmares.””

Her voice trembled slightly.

“He is my dad, Daniel. Whatever happened before I was born, he is the man who raised me.””

I nodded.

“I would never try to take that away from you.””

She looked surprised.

“You wouldn't?””

“No. I'm not here to replace him. I'm here because I want you to know the truth, if you're willing to hear it.””

Grace reached into her bag and pulled out a folded document.

“Then explain this.””

She slid it across the table.

It was a photocopy of a letter.

My name appeared at the bottom.

I do not wish to be involved in the child's life.

The same forged letter Michael had shown me.

I looked up.

“I never wrote that.””

“That's what everyone says when they want to avoid responsibility.””

“Grace, look at the handwriting.””

She hesitated.

“I've never seen your handwriting.””

“Then compare it with this.””

I took a pen from my pocket and wrote my name on a napkin.

Then I placed it beside the letter.

“Look at the capital D. Look at the way I write the M in Mercer. This letter isn't mine.””

Grace studied both.

Her expression didn't change.

“Anyone could fake a signature.””

“Yes. That's the point.””

She looked away.

I continued.

“I was twenty-five when you were born. I was living in another part of the city. I had just started a new job. I had no idea your mother was pregnant, and I never received any letters from her.””

“Why didn't she try harder?””

The question was quiet.

I had no answer that could make the years disappear.

“I wish she had found me,” I said.

“I wish someone had told me. But I can't tell you why she stopped trying, because I wasn't there when she made those decisions.””

Grace's eyes glistened.

“Do you know what hurts the most?””

I shook my head.

“My mother wrote me letters every year.””

My breath caught.

“What?””

“Not letters she sent. Letters she kept. My dad found them after she died.

She wrote about my birthday, my first day of school, my graduation. She wondered whether I liked books or music. She wondered whether I had her eyes.””

Grace wiped her cheek.

“She knew where I lived. She knew who my parents were. And she never came.””

I wanted to reach across the table.

I didn't.

“She may have been afraid,” I said carefully.

“But that doesn't mean you aren't allowed to be angry.””

Grace looked at me.

“You sound like a therapist.””

“I've had a lot of difficult conversations lately.””

A faint, reluctant smile appeared and vanished.

Then she reached into her bag again.

“This is the other reason I agreed to meet you.””

She placed a second document on the table.

It was a birth record.

The father's name was blank.

“Vanessa told me that my mother wasn't sure who my biological father was,” Grace said.

“She said there had been another man.””

I nodded.

“I've seen that record.””

“Is it true?””

“I don't know. Your mother believed I was your father. But the paperwork doesn't establish paternity.””

Grace stared at me.

“So you don't even know if I'm your daughter.””

“I believe you are. But I won't ask you to accept that without evidence.””

She looked down at her hands.

“Would you take a DNA test?””

“Yes.””

“Even if it proves I'm not yours?””

The question hurt more than I expected.

“Yes.””

“Why?””

“Because you deserve the truth, regardless of what it says.””

Grace was quiet for a long time.

Then she took out her phone.

“I've already spoken to a solicitor. If we do this, it will be through a proper laboratory, with both of us consenting.””

“That's fine.””

“And I don't want you contacting my father without my permission.””

“I won't.””

She nodded slowly.

For the first time, she seemed to believe that I might be telling the truth.

Then her phone rang.

She glanced at the screen.

“It's Vanessa.””

I stiffened.

“Do you want to answer?””

Grace hesitated, then accepted the call.

“Hello?””

Vanessa's voice was loud enough for me to hear.

“Grace, darling, where are you?””

“Having coffee.””

“With whom?””

Grace looked at me.

“Daniel.””

Silence.

Then Vanessa's voice sharpened.

“What?””

“You heard me.””

“Grace, you need to leave immediately.””

“Why?””

“Because he's manipulating you.””

Grace's jaw tightened.

“He hasn't asked me for anything.””

“He wants money. He wants to ruin your family. He's been trying to find you for years.””

“That isn't true,” I said.

Vanessa heard me.

“Daniel! Stay away from her.””

Grace held the phone away from her ear.

“You don't get to tell me who I can speak to.””

“I'm trying to protect you!””

“From what? The truth?””

Vanessa began speaking rapidly.

“Your father has no idea what your mother did. He doesn't know who she was involved with. He doesn't know what happened the night you were born.””

Grace went pale.

“What happened that night?””

Vanessa stopped.

“Come home, Grace. I'll explain everything.””

“No. Tell me now.””

“I can't.””

Grace's expression hardened.

“You've been telling me stories about my birth for twenty-one years. You told me my mother didn't want me. You told me my biological father abandoned me. Now you're saying you know something else.””

Vanessa's voice cracked.

“Please, sweetheart.””

“Don't call me that.””

The words fell like a door slamming shut.

Grace ended the call.

For a moment, she simply stared at her phone.

Then she looked at me.

“She's never spoken to me like that before.””

“Because you asked her a question she didn't want to answer.””

Grace swallowed.

“Daniel, I need to know something.””

“Ask me anything.””

She leaned forward.

“If you really didn't know about me, why did Vanessa spend so much time with your family?””

I hesitated.

“I thought she was helping us after my wife died. I didn't know she had been involved in your adoption.””

Grace stared at me.

“Your wife?””

“Emily. She died two years ago.””

Grace's face changed.

“She died?””

“Yes.””

She looked down at the table.

For the first time, the anger in her eyes gave way to something softer.

“I didn't know that.””

“I don't think Vanessa wanted you to.””

Grace pressed her fingers against her lips.

“My mother died, too. I spent years wishing I could have met her. Now I find out she was alive all those years, and I never got the chance.””

Her voice broke.

I felt my own eyes burn.

“I'm sorry.””

She nodded, unable to speak.

We sat in silence until she finally took a deep breath.

“I'll agree to the DNA test.””

I felt my heart pound.

“Thank you.””

“But I need time. If it turns out you're my father, I don't want you expecting me to suddenly call you Dad.””

“I wouldn't.””

“And I don't want you treating my adoptive father like an enemy.””

“I won't.””

Grace stood.

“I'll contact my solicitor tomorrow. He'll arrange everything.””

I rose too.

“Grace?””

She paused.

“Yes?””

I wanted to tell her that I had imagined this moment a thousand times since discovering her existence.

I wanted to tell her that I loved her.

But she didn't know me yet.

So I said the only thing I could.

“I'm glad you came.””

Grace studied my face.

Then she gave me a small, uncertain nod.

As she turned toward the door, her phone vibrated.

She looked down.

A message had arrived from Vanessa.

*Ask Daniel what happened to the baby your mother was carrying when she died.*

Grace stopped walking.

She turned slowly toward me.

“What baby?””

I felt the blood drain from my face.

“Grace, I don't know what she's talking about.””

But she was already shaking her head.

“My mother was pregnant when she died?””

I opened my mouth.

No words came out.

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Because Emily had never told me that she was expecting another child.

And I had no idea whether Vanessa was lying again—or whether my dead wife had been carrying one more secret into the grave.

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