Thinking

Chapter 2: The Man Who Called Me Daughter

The first thing I heard in the darkness was my mother screaming my name.

The second was glass breaking.

“Emily, get down!”” Daniel shouted.

Someone grabbed my arm and pulled me to the floor. My knee struck the hardwood, sending pain shooting up my leg.

A crash echoed from the front of the house.

Then came the sound of hurried footsteps outside.

Dad swore under his breath.

“Stay here.””

He disappeared into the darkness.

“Don't let him leave,” Daniel whispered.

I couldn't see his face, but I felt his hand gripping my shoulder.

“What is happening?””

“Someone doesn't want you to know the truth.””

“Who?””

“I don't know.””

“That's not good enough!””

“I know.””

His voice cracked on the last word.

A flashlight clicked on. My father stood near the front door, holding his phone in one hand. The beam swept across the broken window beside the entrance.

A brick lay on the rug.

Something white was tied around it.

Dad bent down and pulled the object free.

It was a photograph.

He stared at it for several seconds before folding it in half and slipping it into his pocket.

I saw the movement.

“What's that?””

“Nothing.””

“Dad, stop lying to me!””

He turned the flashlight toward my face.

“Do you want to get hurt?””

The question silenced me.

Not because it sounded like a threat.

Because he seemed genuinely frightened that the answer might be yes.

Daniel rose slowly.

“Michael, give me the photograph.””

Dad laughed without humor.

“You don't give orders in my house.””

“Then I'll call the police.””

“And tell them what? That someone threw a brick through my window? They'll take a report and leave. Whoever sent that message knows exactly how far the law can reach.””

Daniel looked at him sharply.

“You know who did this.””

Dad said nothing.

My mother hurried toward me and knelt on the floor.

“Are you hurt?””

I pulled away from her.

“Don't touch me.””

Her hand froze in the air.

“Emily, please.””

“You knew my name was Hayes. You knew Elena was my mother. You watched me blow out seventeen birthday candles while pretending none of this existed.””

“I was trying to protect you.””

“From what? My own birth certificate?””

Tears slid down her cheeks.

“I was afraid of losing you.””

I stared at her.

“You were afraid of losing something that never belonged to you?””

The words came out before I could stop them.

Mom recoiled as if I'd slapped her.

Immediately, guilt rose in my throat. I remembered her sitting beside me through fevers, holding my hair back when I was sick, and sleeping on the floor beside my bed after my childhood nightmares.

Those memories were real.

But so was the lie.

I couldn't tell which one hurt more.

Daniel crouched beside me.

“Emily, I know you have every reason to hate us right now.””

“I don't know you.””

“I understand.””

“No, you don't. You don't get to show up at midnight, call yourself my father, and expect me to believe you.””

He nodded.

“You're right.””

His agreement left me with nowhere to direct my anger.

He reached into the envelope and removed a document.

“This is a certified copy of your original birth record. Elena Hayes was listed as your mother. I was listed as your father.””

I stared at the paper.

The name Daniel Hayes appeared beneath the heading for the father.

His signature sat at the bottom.

I looked at him.

“You signed this?””

“Yes.””

“And then you let someone else raise me?””

His eyes filled with tears.

“I believed your mother was dead, and I believed you would be taken somewhere I could never find you if I fought the wrong people. I was told the adoption had been handled legally. I was told Laura would give you a good life.””

“Who told you?””

He looked at my father.

Dad folded his arms.

“Don't drag her into this.””

Daniel stood.

“You've dragged her into it for seventeen years.””

“Enough.””

“No. You want to know why I disappeared from your life, Emily? Because every time I tried to see you, Michael reminded me what would happen if I didn't cooperate.””

My father stepped closer.

“Watch your mouth.””

Daniel held his ground.

“You threatened to have me arrested. You threatened to destroy my company. You told me that if I ever told Emily the truth, you'd make sure she grew up believing her biological father had abandoned her.””

I looked at Dad.

“Did you?””

He didn't answer immediately.

Then he said, “Daniel was not a stable influence.””

“You keep saying things like that,” I replied.

“You never actually answer the question.””

Dad's expression hardened.

“I made decisions that were necessary at the time.””

“Necessary for whom?””

He looked away.

That was when I understood something terrible about my father.

He wasn't going to confess because I deserved the truth.

He would confess only if silence stopped being useful.

I stood and walked toward the staircase.

“Where are you going?”” Mom asked.

“To pack a bag.””

“You're not leaving this house.””

I turned.

For years, that sentence had been enough to stop me. Dad's rules were absolute. Mom's disappointment could ruin an entire weekend. Their approval had been the center of my world.

Now it sounded ridiculous.

“Watch me.””

Dad blocked the stairs.

“Emily, nobody is going anywhere tonight.””

“Move.””

“No.””

I looked at Daniel.

“Can you take me somewhere safe?””

He glanced at my father, then back at me.

“Yes.””

Dad laughed.

“She's seventeen. You can't simply walk out with her.””

“Then call the police,” Daniel replied.

“Explain why her original birth records were altered. Explain why someone just threw a brick through your window. Explain why you have spent years threatening the man listed as her biological father.””

Dad's face darkened.

For a moment, I thought he might strike Daniel.

Instead, he stepped aside.

“Fine,” he said.

“Go with him.””

Mom stared at him.

“Michael!””

“Let her go.””

There was something calculated in his surrender. It felt like watching a chess player deliberately give up a piece.

I hurried upstairs, packed jeans, a sweater, my charger, and the photograph of Elena holding me as a newborn. My hands shook so badly that I dropped my toothbrush twice.

When I came back downstairs, Daniel was waiting by the door.

Mom stood near the living room, clutching the sleeves of her nightgown.

“Emily, please don't do this.””

I stopped.

She looked smaller than I had ever seen her.

“Do you remember your seventh birthday?”” she asked.

I didn't answer.

“You wanted a pony. We couldn't afford one, so your father rented a horse from a farm for the afternoon. You cried when it had to leave.””

I remembered.

Of course I remembered.

Mom had held me on the porch while I sobbed into her shoulder. She'd promised that the horse had gone home to its mother.

“You were happy,” she whispered.

“You were my little girl.””

I swallowed hard.

“Was any of it real?””

“Every moment I spent loving you was real.””

“But the truth wasn't.””

She lowered her head.

“No.””

I wanted to forgive her.

That was the worst part.

I wanted to walk across the room and let her hold me, because some part of me was still the little girl who believed her mother could make everything better.

But if I let her comfort me now, I was afraid I would never find the courage to leave.

So I opened the door.

Cold rain swept across the porch.

Daniel's car was parked at the curb, its headlights illuminating the wet street.

As I stepped outside, Dad called after me.

“Emily.””

I turned.

He stood beneath the hallway light, one hand resting against the doorframe.

“You think Daniel is telling you the truth because he's crying. But tears don't make a man innocent.””

“Neither does a wedding ring,” I replied.

His face tightened.

I climbed into Daniel's car.

For several minutes, neither of us spoke. Rain pattered against the windshield, and the wipers dragged back and forth through the darkness.

Finally, Daniel asked, “Are you hungry?””

I almost laughed.

My entire life had just collapsed, and he was asking whether I wanted food.

“No.””

“Okay.””

Another silence.

Then he said, “There's a twenty-four-hour diner about ten minutes from here. We can sit there while I figure out where to take you.””

“Why not your house?””

He gripped the steering wheel.

“Because I don't know whether anyone is watching it.””

I looked at him.

“Are you saying you're scared?””

“Yes.””

His answer came without hesitation.

“I've been scared for seventeen years.””

I studied his face in the dashboard light.

“What happened the night Elena died?””

His hands tightened around the wheel.

“I'll tell you everything I know.””

“That isn't what I asked.””

He exhaled slowly.

“Your mother called me at 9:17 p.m. She said she had found something that could destroy Michael. She asked me to meet her at our house.””

“Our house?””

“The house where she lived before she died.””

He swallowed.

“When I arrived, the front door was open. There was broken glass in the kitchen, and Elena was lying on the floor.””

My stomach twisted.

“Was she alive?””

“Barely.””

“Did you call an ambulance?””

“Yes. I held her hand while I waited.””

His voice grew quieter.

“She kept saying your name. She told me not to let them take you.””

“Who?””

“I don't know. I swear to you, Emily, I don't know.””

“What happened to her?””

“The ambulance arrived. At the hospital, the doctors told me she had suffered severe internal injuries. She died before sunrise.””

I stared out the window, trying to imagine a woman I had never met calling for me while she lay dying.

“What did the police say?””

“That it was an accident. They said she had fallen down the stairs.””

“Did you believe them?””

“No.””

“Then why didn't you do anything?””

He didn't answer for so long that I thought he wouldn't.

Finally, he said, “Because when I returned from the hospital, you were gone.””

My head snapped toward him.

“What?””

“You were six months old. Someone had taken you from your crib. Your clothes, your blankets, your hospital records—everything was gone. I called the police, but Michael arrived before they could finish questioning me.””

Daniel's eyes shone in the passing streetlights.

“He told me you'd been placed with a family who could give you a better life. He showed me a document with my signature on it.””

“But you said you signed the birth certificate.””

“I did. I never signed adoption papers.””

The car slowed at a red light.

I felt cold all over.

“Someone forged your signature?””

“I believe so.””

“And you let them take me?””

His jaw tightened.

“I fought. I hired lawyers. I spent every dollar I had.

But Michael had connections, and the records disappeared. Eventually, I was warned that if I continued, you would be placed in a home where I would never find you.””

I looked at the man who claimed to be my father.

“Why didn't you tell me when I was older?””

“I tried.””

“When?””

“Your tenth birthday. I came to your house with a present. Michael told you I was leaving for London and couldn't stay.””

I remembered that birthday. Daniel had given me a silver music box, and I'd spent weeks listening to its tiny melody.

“He said you were too busy to come.””

Daniel closed his eyes briefly.

“I know.””

I pressed the heels of my hands against my eyes.

The memories were rearranging themselves, one painful detail at a time.

The Christmases when Daniel had watched me from across the room.

The way he always seemed to know which books I liked.

The strange sadness in his face whenever I called Dad to ask for permission to do something.

“You were trying to be my father.””

“I was trying to stay in your life.””

The distinction mattered to him.

I wasn't sure it mattered to me yet.

We pulled into the diner parking lot.

Before Daniel could turn off the engine, my phone buzzed.

An unknown number.

A message appeared on the screen.

*Ask Daniel what he did with the original key.*

I read it twice.

Then I turned toward him.

“What original key?””

His face changed.

Not with confusion.

With recognition.

He stared at the message, and the color drained from his cheeks.

“Emily,” he whispered, “where did you get that phone?””

I frowned.

“My phone? I've had it for two years.””

He shook his head.

“No. The number. Who paid for the service?””

“My parents. Why?””

Daniel stared through the windshield at the rain.

Then he reached into his coat and pulled out a photograph I hadn't seen before.

It showed Elena standing outside a small brick house, holding a silver key between two fingers.

On the back, she'd written:

If anything happens to me, the truth is behind Door 17.

Daniel turned the photograph over in his hands.

“Your mother left something behind,” he said.

“What?””

May you like

He looked at me, his face filled with a fear that made the broken window at home seem insignificant.

“The one thing Michael has spent seventeen years trying to find.””

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