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Chapter 3: The Girl They Tried to Disqualify

Vanessa arrived at the theater wearing a pale pink warm-up jacket embroidered with her initials.

Her hair was pinned into a perfect bun, and her makeup was flawless. She carried a garment bag with a designer label large enough for everyone nearby to recognize.

Madison stood beside her in a matching jacket.

They looked like the kind of girls whose parents knew the judges by name.

Vanessa's eyes moved from Miss Hayes to the leather folder in her hands.

Then she looked at me.

"What did you tell her?""

I held my dance bag closer.

"The truth.""

Vanessa laughed.

"That's convenient.""

Miss Hayes stepped between us.

"Vanessa, you should be preparing for your own audition.""

"I'm already prepared.""

"Then there's no reason for you to interrupt another dancer's registration.""

Vanessa's cheeks flushed.

"I'm not interrupting. I'm worried about Nia.""

I almost laughed.

"Worried about me?""

"Yes," she said sweetly.

"I heard she had an accident with her costume.""

Madison covered her mouth, but I saw the smile in her eyes.

Vanessa continued.

"She gets upset when things don't go her way. I just don't want anyone getting hurt.""

Miss Hayes's expression sharpened.

"Are you suggesting Nia is a danger to herself or other dancers?""

"No. Of course not.""

"Then I suggest you stop implying it.""

Vanessa glanced at the other people in the corridor.

She was used to winning arguments by making them look like scenes she hadn't started. A few tears, a trembling lip, a wounded expression—and suddenly everyone was comforting her.

Miss Hayes didn't offer her the opportunity.

"Go to your dressing room," she said.

Vanessa's mouth tightened.

"Fine.""

She turned away, then stopped beside me.

"Enjoy your little moment, Nia.""

Her voice dropped low enough that only I could hear.

"It won't last.""

She followed Madison down the corridor.

I watched them disappear.

Miss Hayes touched my shoulder.

"Don't waste your energy on her.""

"I wish I could.""

"I know.""

She handed me the leather folder.

"Keep this safe. We'll discuss it after your performance.""

I looked down at the papers.

"Does my father know about the fellowship?""

"I don't know what your father was told. But I do know that your mother kept these documents for a reason.""

I slipped the folder into my bag.

"Why didn't you tell me before?""

Miss Hayes looked pained.

"Because your mother asked me to wait until you were old enough to make your own decision about dancing. Then life became complicated, and I made the mistake of believing there would always be another chance.""

She straightened.

"I'm not making that mistake again.""

I nodded, although I didn't know what to say.

She led me toward dressing room three.

Inside, dancers stretched along the walls while their parents arranged shoes and adjusted costumes. A girl in a gold tutu practiced her arms in front of a mirror. Another sat cross-legged on the floor, rubbing rosin into the soles of her pointe shoes.

I found an empty corner and unzipped my garment bag.

A few heads turned.

One girl stopped stretching.

"Is that your costume?"" she asked.

"Yes.""

She leaned closer.

"Did you make it?""

"Most of it.""

Her name tag read Olivia.

She examined the black tulle and silver crystals.

"It's gorgeous.""

I blinked.

"Really?""

"Yes. It looks like something from a professional production.""

Another dancer came over.

"I love the wings. Did you buy those separately?""

"I made them last night.""

Her eyebrows rose.

"Last night?""

I gave a small, embarrassed smile.

"It's been a long evening.""

Olivia glanced at my cheek.

"Are you okay?""

I touched it instinctively.

"Just a family problem.""

She didn't push.

Instead, she held out a small packet of hairpins.

"Here. You'll need these. The back of your bun is coming loose.""

I accepted them.

"Thank you.""

For the first time that morning, I felt something loosen inside my chest.

Not everyone was waiting for me to fail.

I changed into the costume and carefully tied my pointe shoes. The black fabric fit more comfortably than I had expected. When I stood, the skirt settled around me, and the wings lifted slightly as I raised my arms.

Olivia whistled.

"Okay. Now I really want to see you dance.""

I smiled.

Then a competition assistant appeared at the doorway.

"Nia Bennett?""

I stood.

"That's me.""

"Could you come with me, please? The judging coordinator needs to speak with you.""

My stomach tightened.

"About what?""

"There's a question regarding your costume.""

Olivia's expression changed.

"But registration already approved it," she said.

The assistant looked uncomfortable.

"I understand. I just need to bring Nia to the coordinator's office.""

I followed her down the corridor.

The office door stood open. Inside, a woman in a charcoal suit sat behind a desk covered with folders. A man with silver-framed glasses stood beside the window.

The woman introduced herself as Margaret Lewis, the competition's judging coordinator.

"Nia, please sit down.""

I sat.

She opened a folder.

"We received a complaint this morning regarding your costume.""

"What kind of complaint?""

"The complainant alleges that the garment was chemically altered overnight and may not be safe for performance.""

I stared at her.

"It's fabric dye. I used a product intended for the material, followed the instructions, and rinsed the costume thoroughly.""

"Do you have the product information?""

"Yes. I brought the packet.""

I took it from my bag and placed it on the desk.

Margaret examined the label.

"Did you test the costume after dyeing it?""

"I checked the seams, waistband, and skirt. I also rehearsed in it this morning.""

The man by the window spoke.

"Did you perform any full turns?""

"Yes.""

"Any tearing, slipping, or restriction of movement?""

"No.""

He nodded.

Margaret made a note.

"Who reported the concern?""

"I don't know.""

She exchanged a glance with the man.

"We cannot disclose the complainant's identity at this stage. However, the competition has a responsibility to ensure that every performer can dance safely.""

"I understand.""

"Your costume will need a brief inspection before you're cleared.""

"That's fair.""

Margaret looked surprised by my answer.

I swallowed.

"I didn't come here to argue. I came here to dance.""

The man with the silver glasses studied me for a moment.

"Good answer.""

He introduced himself as Daniel Price, the technical director.

"Bring the costume to the inspection room. We'll check the seams, fastenings, and range of movement.""

I stood.

"Thank you.""

As I reached the door, Margaret spoke again.

"Nia?""

I turned.

"There's one other thing. The complaint included a photograph of the original white costume.""

My blood chilled.

"What?""

She turned the folder toward me.

A printed photograph showed my costume on its stand, covered in black ink. The empty container was visible on the floor.

It had been taken from inside my bedroom.

I recognized the angle immediately.

Only someone who had entered my room that evening could have taken it.

Margaret watched my face.

"Do you recognize this image?""

I forced myself to breathe.

"Yes.""

"Can you explain why it was submitted?""

"My stepsister destroyed my costume last night. Someone photographed it afterward.""

"Your stepsister?""

"Vanessa.""

The name escaped before I could stop it.

Daniel's expression changed.

"Vanessa Bennett?""

"You know her?""

He exchanged a glance with Margaret.

"She's registered for the junior division.""

I stared at him.

"She's the one who reported me, isn't she?""

Margaret closed the folder.

"We can't confirm that.""

But her silence told me enough.

I took the costume to the inspection room.

Daniel checked every seam, tugged gently at the waistband, and asked me to lift my arms, bend, and perform several turns. The wings held securely. Nothing slipped or tore.

Finally, he stepped back.

"You're cleared to perform.""

Relief flooded through me.

"Thank you.""

He signed the inspection form.

"One more thing. That costume is unusual. Did you design it yourself?""

"I based it on a sketch my mother made.""

He looked up sharply.

"Your mother?""

I nodded.

"Her name was Claire Bennett.""

Daniel went completely still.

For several seconds, he stared at me as if I had said something impossible.

Then he opened a drawer and pulled out an old competition program.

He flipped through the pages, stopped at a photograph, and turned the booklet toward me.

A young woman stood in the center of the page wearing a black tutu with silver stones along the neckline.

My mother's face looked back at me.

Beneath the photograph were the words:

*CLAIRE BENNETT — ELLINGTON FELLOWSHIP WINNER.*

I gripped the edge of the desk.

Daniel's voice dropped.

"You're Claire's daughter?""

"Yes.""

He sat down slowly.

"I thought this day would come eventually.""

My heart began to pound.

"What do you mean?""

He looked toward the door to make sure it was closed.

"Your mother was the last dancer to perform this design before it disappeared from the competition archives.""

I looked at the photograph.

The costume was almost identical to mine.

The wings.

The crystals.

The shape of the bodice.

Even the tiny silver pattern beneath the neckline matched the drawing in my sketchbook.

"Why did it disappear?"" I whispered.

Daniel hesitated.

"Because the design became part of a dispute that nearly destroyed your mother's career.""

I felt suddenly cold.

"What kind of dispute?""

Before he could answer, the office door flew open.

Vanessa stood in the doorway, her face pale with fury.

"Why is she looking at that program?""

Daniel rose immediately.

"Vanessa, this is a restricted area.""

She ignored him.

Her eyes were fixed on the photograph of my mother.

Then she looked at my costume.

And for the first time in my life, my stepsister looked genuinely afraid.

"You weren't supposed to find that," she whispered.

The words hung in the air.

I turned toward her.

"Find what, Vanessa?""

She opened her mouth.

Nothing came out.

Then Daniel closed the old program and placed it inside the drawer.

"Someone needs to explain to this young woman why her mother's name was removed from the records," he said.

Vanessa took one step backward.

And from the corridor behind her, I heard my father's voice.

"Nia?""

He entered the room.

His gaze fell on the photograph.

The color drained from his face.

For a moment, nobody spoke.

May you like

Then Dad looked directly at me and said the one thing I had never expected to hear.

"Where did you get that picture of your mother?""

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