Thinking

Chapter 5: The Woman I Buried in My Memory

I didn't sleep that night.

I sat at Rachel's kitchen table until dawn, studying the photographs and the forged property agreement while the coffee beside me grew cold.

Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Laura standing beside that little girl.

A daughter.

My former wife had a daughter.

And someone had gone to considerable trouble to make sure I never found out.

At six in the morning, Rachel came downstairs wearing a sweatshirt and carrying a blanket.

“You look terrible,” she said.

“Thank you.””

“I'm serious, Michael.””

“So am I.””

She sat opposite me and picked up one of the photographs.

“Is this Laura?””

I nodded.

Rachel studied the little girl.

“Have you spoken to her?””

“I tried. She isn't answering.””

“Maybe she doesn't know what's happening.””

“Or maybe she knows everything.””

Rachel put the photograph down.

“You can't assume that yet.””

I rubbed my face.

“Vanessa knew Laura had a child. She knew about Daniel. And someone forged my signature to put my house into a company I never heard of.””

Rachel's expression hardened.

“That doesn't sound like a misunderstanding.””

“No.””

“What are you going to do?””

I looked at the message about St. Anne's Hospital.

“I'm going to find out what happened.””

Rachel glanced at the clock.

“Then you're not going alone.””

“The message specifically said to come alone.””

“And you believe the person who sent it?””

“No. But I believe there's a chance Laura needs help.””

Rachel leaned back.

“Michael, you have two children who need you right now. Whatever happened between you and Laura, don't let someone pull you into another trap.””

I knew she was right.

But I also knew I couldn't ignore the message.

At seven, I checked on Lily.

She was asleep on Rachel's guest bed, one hand curled around the sleeve of her stuffed rabbit. Her cheek had faded from bright red to a dull pink, but a faint mark remained.

Mason was asleep on the floor beside the bed.

Rachel had offered him the sofa, but he'd refused to sleep away from Lily.

He had placed his phone beneath his pillow.

I stood in the doorway for a long time, watching them breathe.

Then Lily stirred.

“Daddy?””

I went to her immediately.

“I'm here, sweetheart.””

“Are we going home?””

“Not today.””

She looked frightened.

“Did I do something wrong?””

“No.””

“Then why can't we go home?””

I sat on the edge of the bed.

“Because I need to make sure the house is safe before we go back.””

“Is Mommy there?””

I hesitated.

“I don't know.””

Lily pulled her blanket up to her chin.

“Will she be mad at me?””

The question nearly broke me.

“Whatever Mommy feels, it isn't your fault. Do you understand?””

She nodded.

I kissed her forehead.

“Try to get some more sleep.””

As I stood, she caught my hand.

“Daddy?””

“Yes?””

“Can you stay until I fall asleep?””

I sat back down.

For years, I'd told myself that working late was a sacrifice I made for her future. I hadn't understood that the future wasn't the only thing she needed.

She needed me in the present.

So I stayed.

At 8:15, I left Rachel's house after making arrangements for her to keep the children for the morning. I took the photographs and copies of the documents, leaving the originals secured with the police.

St. Anne's Hospital stood on the edge of downtown, a sprawling brick building with a crowded emergency entrance and a small chapel tucked behind the main parking lot.

I arrived at 8:47.

I parked near the entrance and waited.

At 9:03, my phone buzzed.

*Chapel. Back door.*

I walked around the building.

The chapel was quiet, filled with rows of wooden chairs and the faint scent of candle wax. Sunlight filtered through narrow stained-glass windows, painting the floor in muted colors.

A woman stood near the altar.

Her hair was shorter than I remembered, and she looked thinner. She wore a dark blue coat and held a paper cup between both hands.

But I recognized her immediately.

“Laura.””

She turned.

For several seconds, neither of us spoke.

Then she set down the cup.

“Hello, Michael.””

I had rehearsed a dozen questions during the drive.

Why didn't you tell me about the baby?

Why did you let me believe you couldn't have children?

Why was Vanessa involved?

Instead, I asked the only question that mattered.

“Are you okay?””

Laura's face crumpled.

She pressed her fingers to her mouth and looked away.

“No,” she whispered.

“I haven't been okay for a very long time.””

I took a cautious step forward.

“What happened?””

She laughed bitterly.

“You really don't know?””

“I know Vanessa has been hiding things from me. I know someone forged my signature. I know you have a daughter.””

Laura closed her eyes.

“She told you about the baby?””

“Not willingly.””

Laura sat down in the front row.

I sat several chairs away, giving her space.

“Her name is Sophie,” she said.

“She's seven.””

Seven.

The number landed heavily between us.

I tried to calculate the dates. Laura and I had been married for five years. We had separated almost eight years ago.

Sophie could have been conceived during our marriage.

“Is she mine?”” I asked.

Laura looked at me.

“I don't know.””

I felt my heart pound.

“What do you mean, you don't know?””

“I was pregnant when we separated. I didn't know until after I'd moved out.””

I stared at her.

“You were pregnant when you left me?””

She nodded.

“Vanessa found out before I did.””

I couldn't speak.

Laura continued.

“She contacted me several months after our divorce. She said you were struggling emotionally and financially. She told me you were trying to start over and that the last thing you needed was another complicated relationship.””

I shook my head.

“That doesn't make sense. Vanessa and I weren't even together then.””

“I know that now.””

“What did she tell you?””

Laura looked down at her hands.

“She said you had met someone else. She said you didn't want to hear from me, especially if I was pregnant. She said you'd asked her to handle any remaining contact between us because you couldn't bear another confrontation.””

“That is a lie.””

“I know.””

“How?””

Laura reached into her coat and pulled out a folded letter.

It was addressed to her in my handwriting.

I recognized the slant of the letters, the way I crossed my sevens, the small mark I always made beneath my signature.

I took it from her.

The letter was dated eight years earlier.

It said I wanted no further contact. It said I had moved on and would not take responsibility for any child she claimed was mine. It instructed her to direct all future communication through a lawyer.

I read it twice.

“I never wrote this.””

Laura nodded slowly.

“I believe you.””

I looked up.

“Why didn't you contact me directly?””

“I tried. I called your old number. I emailed you. I even went to your apartment.””

“What happened?””

“Vanessa met me there.””

I stared at her.

“Vanessa?””

“She said you were out of town. She told me you were furious that I'd shown up. She said if I wanted to protect my baby, I should leave you alone.””

My hands began to shake.

“She was already involved with me?””

Laura nodded.

“She told me she was helping you move on. I didn't know you were dating her until months later.””

I looked at the letter again.

“Did you believe it?””

“I wanted to believe you hadn't abandoned me,” Laura whispered.

“But I was scared. I had no money, no family nearby, and a baby coming. I thought contacting you would make things worse.””

“Why didn't you try again?””

“I did.””

She reached into her bag and pulled out a small folder.

Inside were copies of emails, returned letters, and unanswered messages. Some were addressed to an email account I hadn't used in years. Others had been sent to my old apartment.

One envelope had been returned with a handwritten note.

*Recipient refuses contact.*

The handwriting was Vanessa's.

I recognized it from the grocery lists she'd left on our refrigerator.

I felt something inside me break.

“She intercepted your mail.””

“Some of it.””

“And the rest?””

Laura's eyes filled.

“Vanessa told me you had married her. She said you were happy, that you had a little girl, and that you wanted a clean break from your past.””

I thought of Lily.

My little girl.

The child Vanessa had used as a reason to keep another woman away from me.

“Why are you at this hospital?”” I asked.

Laura's expression changed.

“Sophie is here.””

I stood immediately.

“What's wrong with her?””

“She's having tests. She's been sick for months.””

“What kind of tests?””

Laura hesitated.

“The doctors found something unusual in her bloodwork. They're trying to determine whether she has an inherited condition.””

My mind raced.

“Is it serious?””

“We don't know yet.””

She wiped her eyes.

“I didn't contact you because I wanted money, Michael. I contacted you because the doctor asked about family medical history. There are questions I can't answer.””

I sat down slowly.

“Why didn't you call me directly?””

“Because Vanessa found me first.””

I stared at her.

“What?””

Laura reached into the folder and pulled out another photograph.

It showed Vanessa in a hospital corridor, standing beside Daniel.

The date on the back was from three months earlier.

“She came here after she learned Sophie was sick,” Laura said.

“She told me she'd been keeping an eye on you and your family. She said you were under a lot of stress and that you couldn't afford another problem.””

I felt sick.

“She offered to help me,” Laura continued.

“She said she could arrange private testing and pay the bills. In exchange, she wanted me to sign a document.””

“What document?””

“A statement saying I'd never told you about Sophie because I wanted to keep you away from her.””

I stared at her.

“Why would she want that?””

“Because she said you were preparing to sell your house and move away. She wanted to make sure I couldn't interfere.””

The pieces were beginning to fit together.

The forged property agreement.

The hidden bank account.

The strange payments to Carter Family Holdings.

Vanessa hadn't simply been stealing grocery money.

She'd been preparing to move assets, perhaps to sell my home without my knowledge. And she had been trying to erase the possibility that I might have a child from my first marriage.

“Did you sign it?”” I asked.

Laura shook her head.

“No.””

“Then why did you send me that photograph?””

“I didn't.””

I frowned.

“Someone left the envelope at my house.””

Laura's face drained of color.

“Then Daniel has decided to stop protecting her.””

“Who is Daniel?””

She looked toward the chapel door.

“Vanessa's brother.””

I stared at her.

I had never known Vanessa had a brother.

Laura continued in a trembling voice.

“He's the one who helped her intercept my letters. He's the one who created the company holding your property agreement. And he's the one who told me, last week, that Vanessa had done something terrible to your daughter.””

My pulse hammered.

“What did he mean?””

Laura stood.

“I don't know everything. But I know this: Vanessa wasn't just trying to keep you away from me. She was trying to make sure you never discovered that the money she was stealing had been used to pay Daniel.””

“For what?””

Laura reached into her folder one final time.

She handed me a copy of a bank transfer.

The recipient was Daniel's company.

The amount was $18,000.

The date was six weeks earlier.

The reference line read: *FINAL PAYMENT — SOPHIE AGREEMENT.*

I stared at the words.

“What is the Sophie agreement?””

Laura's lips trembled.

“Michael, I think Vanessa has been paying my brother to make sure Sophie never becomes part of your life.””

Before I could answer, a nurse appeared at the chapel door.

“Laura? We're ready for Sophie.””

Laura wiped her face and turned toward me.

“You need to understand something before you meet her.””

“What?””

She took a shaky breath.

“Sophie knows who you are.””

I froze.

“What have you told her?””

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Laura looked at me with exhausted, heartbreaking honesty.

“Nothing. Vanessa told her everything.””

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