Thinking

Chapter 2: The Date Nobody Wanted Me to Remember

I didn't sleep that night.

Mr. Bennett had arranged for me to stay with Mrs. Alvarez, a retired teacher who had been Grandpa's neighbor for nearly twenty years.

She lived in a small brick house three streets away from his estate.

Her kitchen smelled of cinnamon and warm bread. A yellow lamp glowed beside the window, and a knitted blanket covered the back of her couch.

It was the kind of house where people asked whether you were hungry before asking what had happened.

“Would you like some tea, sweetheart?”” she asked.

I shook my head.

“Maybe some toast?””

“I'm not hungry.””

She placed a plate on the table anyway.

“That's all right. It can wait.””

I sat with Grandpa's envelope on my lap.

The brass key felt cold against my palm.

Mrs. Alvarez watched me for a moment.

“Your grandfather talked about you every time I saw him.””

I looked up.

“He did?””

“Every time. He showed me your school photographs. He told me about your science project. Last month, he spent twenty minutes explaining why your drawing of a golden retriever was better than the one in the veterinary magazine.””

A small smile escaped me.

“I drew that dog wrong.””

“He said the magazine had drawn it wrong.””

I laughed.

It was the first time I had laughed since the hospital called.

Then the smile disappeared.

“Why did Diane hate me?””

Mrs. Alvarez lowered herself into the chair opposite me.

“I don't know whether hate is the right word.””

“She told me Grandpa only kept me because he felt sorry for me.””

Her expression hardened.

“She should never have said that to you.””

“She said my mother left because I was difficult.””

Mrs. Alvarez reached across the table.

“Your mother didn't leave because of you, Maya.””

I stared at her.

Nobody had ever corrected that sentence before.

Not my father.

Not Diane.

Not even Grandpa.

“What do you know about my mother?””

She took a slow breath.

“I knew her a little. Her name was Laura. She was kind, and she loved you very much.””

“Where is she?””

Mrs. Alvarez looked down at her hands.

“That's a question you should ask Mr. Bennett.””

I pulled the envelope closer.

“Everyone keeps telling me to ask Mr. Bennett.””

“Because your grandfather trusted him.””

I opened the letter again.

The first several pages contained things I understood only partly.

There were references to bank accounts, legal documents, property transfers, and something called a custodial trust.

But one paragraph stood out.

On November 14, 2018, a decision was made that changed your life. I was told it was necessary. I believed the people involved. I should have asked more questions.

I read it twice.

Then a third time.

“Mrs. Alvarez?””

“Yes?””

“Do you know what happened on November 14, 2018?””

Her hand stopped moving.

The silence lasted too long.

“I remember that day,” she said finally.

“What happened?””

She looked toward the window.

“It was raining. Your father came to your grandfather's house carrying a little pink suitcase.””

My stomach tightened.

“A suitcase?””

“You were very young. You had a yellow raincoat and a stuffed rabbit. I remember because you dropped the rabbit in a puddle, and Harold came outside to wash it.””

I tried to picture it.

Nothing came.

“Was my mother there?””

Mrs. Alvarez didn't answer immediately.

“No.””

“Was Dad?””

“Yes.””

“What about Diane?””

Mrs. Alvarez looked at me carefully.

“She arrived later.””

I gripped the letter.

“What happened?””

“Harold never discussed the details with me. But I remember hearing raised voices from his study that evening.””

“Who was shouting?””

“Your grandfather and your father.””

I swallowed.

“What were they saying?””

She hesitated.

Then she repeated the only words she remembered clearly.

“Richard kept saying, ‘You promised me she would be safe.’”

My heart began beating faster.

“Who did he mean?””

“I don't know.””

“Did Grandpa answer?””

Mrs. Alvarez closed her eyes.

“He said, ‘I promised I'd protect her. I never promised I'd protect you.’”

The kitchen suddenly felt smaller.

I looked at the date again.

November 14, 2018.

Then I turned to the next page.

There was a handwritten note in the margin.

Ask Richard why he signed the hospital discharge papers.

I stared at the sentence.

“What hospital?””

Mrs. Alvarez's face went pale.

Before she could answer, my phone vibrated.

It was an unfamiliar number.

I nearly ignored it.

Then a message appeared.

*Unknown:* Maya, this is your father. We need to talk. Don't listen to Bennett. Call me immediately.

I stared at the screen.

My father hadn't called in eleven weeks.

Now he wanted to talk?

I showed Mrs. Alvarez.

She read the message and slowly put the phone down.

“Don't answer until you've spoken to Mr. Bennett.””

“But he's my dad.””

“I know.””

“What if he knows what happened?””

“Then he can explain it properly.””

I looked at the phone again.

Another message appeared.

*Richard:* I know Diane has been telling people things. She's lying. I can explain everything, but you need to come home.

I typed a reply.

Where are you?

His answer came almost immediately.

*Richard:* At the house. Come alone.

My stomach tightened.

Come alone.

I looked at Mrs. Alvarez.

“Do you think I should go?””

“No.””

Her answer was immediate.

“Why?””

“Because a father who hasn't called his daughter in eleven weeks does not suddenly need a private meeting at midnight.””

I put the phone facedown.

For the next hour, I tried to read the rest of Grandpa's letter.

Then someone knocked.

Three slow knocks.

Mrs. Alvarez froze.

“Stay here,” she whispered.

She walked to the front door and looked through the peephole.

Her shoulders relaxed slightly.

“It's Mr. Bennett.””

She opened the door.

He stood on the porch holding two folders and a paper bag.

“Sorry for the late visit,” he said.

“I wanted to make sure Maya was all right.””

He stepped inside.

When he saw the envelope on the table, he nodded.

“You opened it.””

I showed him the page.

“Who signed the hospital discharge papers?””

Mr. Bennett took off his glasses.

“I was hoping we'd have more time before discussing that.””

“Why?””

“Because the answer is complicated.””

“I'm twelve. Everyone keeps saying that. But nobody tells me anything.””

He looked at me for a long moment.

Then he pulled out a chair.

“All right. Let's start with what I can tell you.””

He opened the first folder.

Inside were photocopies of documents, medical records, and a photograph.

I picked up the photograph.

It showed a little girl sitting in a hospital bed.

She wore a yellow raincoat over her pajamas.

Her hair was tangled, and a stuffed rabbit rested beside her.

I recognized the rabbit immediately.

It was the same one Grandpa had kept in his study.

“That's me,” I whispered.

“Yes.””

“When was this taken?””

“November 14, 2018.””

I looked at the photograph again.

There was a small bandage above my right eyebrow.

I touched my forehead instinctively.

I had a faint scar there.

I had always been told I got it from falling off a playground slide.

“Why was I in the hospital?””

Mr. Bennett folded his hands.

“Your grandfather was told you had suffered an accident at home.””

“What kind of accident?””

“A fall.””

“Who was watching me?””

He glanced at the document.

“Your father.””

I looked at the photograph.

“Did Dad bring me to the hospital?””

“Yes.””

“Then why did he say I never got hurt?””

Mr. Bennett's expression changed.

“Because he wasn't telling you the whole truth.””

I turned to the next document.

It was a hospital discharge form.

At the bottom was a signature.

Richard Collins.

My father's name.

I looked at the date.

November 14, 2018.

“What did he sign?””

Mr. Bennett pointed to the paragraph above the signature.

“He agreed to release you into the care of a designated guardian while certain matters were investigated.””

“Who was the guardian?””

Mr. Bennett didn't answer.

I read the next line.

*Temporary placement: Diane Collins.*

My hands began to shake.

“Diane?””

“Yes.””

“But she's not my mother.””

“No.””

“Why did Dad let her take me?””

Mr. Bennett reached into the folder and removed another sheet.

“This is the part your grandfather wanted you to understand.””

The document was a sworn statement.

It contained three signatures.

Richard Collins.

Diane Collins.

And a third name I didn't recognize.

“Who is Evelyn Price?”” I asked.

Mr. Bennett's face became very still.

“She was a social worker assigned to your case.””

“What happened to her?””

“She left the agency several years ago.””

“Why?””

“Because she reported irregularities in the case records.””

I stared at him.

“What irregularities?””

He turned the paper around.

There was a handwritten note in the margin.

The child's mother was never contacted.

I read it slowly.

Then again.

“Why would they need to contact my mother?””

Mr. Bennett leaned forward.

“Because Laura was alive when those documents were signed.””

The room went completely silent.

I couldn't move.

I couldn't even blink.

My mother was alive?

“But Diane said she died.””

Mr. Bennett closed his eyes.

“Your mother did not die in 2018, Maya.””

I looked at the photograph of myself in the hospital bed.

“Then where is she?””

He didn't answer.

Instead, he removed a small sealed envelope from the second folder.

“This was delivered to my office three days after Harold passed away. It was addressed to you.””

I recognized the handwriting.

Not Grandpa's.

It was different. Smaller. More delicate.

Mr. Bennett placed it beside the photograph.

“Your grandfather believed your mother was trying to contact you.””

I stared at the envelope.

There were only four words written on the front.

*For my daughter, Maya.*

My throat tightened.

“Does she know where I am?””

Mr. Bennett nodded.

“She does now.””

I reached for the envelope.

But before my fingers touched it, his phone rang.

He looked at the screen.

His expression changed.

“Excuse me.””

He stepped into the hallway.

I could still hear his voice.

“Yes?””

A pause.

“What do you mean she's there?””

Another pause.

“No. Absolutely not. Maya is with me.””

His voice lowered.

“Then tell her to stay where she is. I'll be there in twenty minutes.””

He returned to the kitchen.

“What happened?”” I asked.

Mr. Bennett picked up his coat.

“Your father is at the Collins estate.””

“So?””

“He isn't alone.””

“Who is with him?””

He looked at me.

“Your mother.””

I stood so quickly that the chair scraped against the floor.

“My mother?””

He nodded.

“And Maya, there's something else.””

He picked up the photograph from the hospital.

“Your grandfather didn't just want you to know that your mother was alive.””

He turned the photograph over.

On the back was a message written in Grandpa's handwriting.

The person who separated you from your mother is the same person who has been telling you that she abandoned you.

I looked toward the front door.

“Diane?””

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Mr. Bennett didn't answer.

He didn't need to.

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