Thinking

Chapter 2: The Room Nobody Was Supposed to See

The officer introduced himself as Officer Bennett.

His partner, Officer Collins, remained near the living room while Bennett spoke with me.

Vanessa sat on the sofa.

Derek stood beside the fireplace, checking his phone every few seconds.

Lily was wrapped in my winter coat.

She looked impossibly small inside it.

"Sir," Bennett said quietly, "we're going to need to establish what happened here.""

I nodded.

"My daughter says she was hit.""

"Did you witness that?""

"No. I just arrived.""

"Has she told you who hit her?""

"Her stepmother and this man.""

Bennett glanced toward Derek.

"What's his relationship to the household?""

Vanessa answered before I could.

"He's a family friend.""

Derek put his phone away.

"We've known each other for years.""

I looked at Vanessa.

"How many years?""

She ignored me.

Bennett wrote something in his notebook.

"Mrs. Reed, we'll need to speak with you separately.""

Vanessa's face tightened.

"Why? I'm the person who has been looking after Lily.""

"That's exactly why we need to speak with you.""

She turned toward me.

"Marcus, tell them how difficult things have been. You know how Lily behaves.""

I looked at my daughter.

She was sitting on the bottom stair, holding the sleeve of my coat.

"What exactly has she done to deserve a swollen cheek?""

Vanessa sighed.

"She lies.""

"About what?""

"Everything.""

Derek laughed.

"Children exaggerate. It's normal.""

Officer Collins turned toward him.

"Sir, I'd appreciate it if you didn't interrupt.""

Derek raised both hands.

"Fine.""

Bennett approached Lily.

"Hi, Lily. My name is Officer Bennett. Can I ask you a few questions?""

She looked at me.

I nodded.

"You're allowed to tell him the truth, sweetheart.""

Bennett crouched so he was at her eye level.

"Can you show me where you were hurt?""

Lily slowly raised her sleeve.

The mark around her wrist was darker than I had realized.

Bennett's expression remained professional, but his eyes sharpened.

"Do you know how that happened?""

She nodded.

"Vanessa grabbed me.""

"When?""

"Yesterday.""

"Why?""

"I wanted to call Daddy.""

I felt something twist inside my chest.

Bennett continued gently.

"Did anyone else hurt you?""

Lily looked toward Derek.

He was pretending to examine the Christmas decorations.

"That man.""

Derek's head snapped around.

"Excuse me?""

Lily lowered her eyes.

Bennett stood.

"Sir, please remain where you are.""

Derek scoffed.

"She's making things up.""

I stepped toward him.

"You're going to keep your mouth shut.""

"Marcus," Vanessa snapped, "don't you dare threaten him.""

Bennett moved between us.

"Everyone needs to calm down.""

Then Lily tugged my sleeve again.

"The room upstairs.""

I looked down.

"Can you show Officer Bennett?""

She nodded.

The three of us walked toward the staircase.

Vanessa immediately stood.

"Absolutely not.""

Bennett turned.

"Why?""

"Because it's a private room.""

"Whose room?""

"Storage.""

Lily shook her head.

"It's my room when they don't want me downstairs.""

Vanessa went pale.

I looked at her.

"What does that mean?""

She pressed her lips together.

"She's being dramatic.""

Bennett walked upstairs.

Lily followed close beside me.

At the end of the hallway stood a narrow white door.

I had never noticed it before.

The room had originally been part of the upstairs guest suite. Vanessa had told me it was being used for storage while we renovated the bathroom.

Lily reached for the handle.

It didn't turn.

She tried again.

"Daddy, it's locked.""

My stomach dropped.

Bennett examined the door.

"Who has the key?""

"Vanessa.""

We returned to the staircase.

"Mrs. Reed," Bennett called, "we need the key to this room.""

Vanessa stared at him.

"I don't know what she's talking about.""

Derek suddenly spoke.

"Vanessa, just give him the key.""

She turned toward him.

"Stay out of this.""

"You're making it worse.""

I looked between them.

Something had changed.

They were no longer behaving like two people who had nothing to hide.

They were behaving like two people who had not agreed on which lie to tell.

Vanessa eventually took a small key from her handbag.

Her fingers trembled.

Bennett unlocked the door.

The room smelled stale.

A small mattress lay on the floor.

There was no proper bed.

No curtains.

No toys.

A plastic cup sat beside a folded blanket.

On the wall, I noticed pencil marks.

Lines.

Dates.

Names.

I stepped inside.

"Lily?""

She remained in the doorway.

"Is this where you sleep?""

She nodded.

"Sometimes.""

"Why?""

"Because Vanessa says I wake her up.""

I stared at the mattress.

There was a small pillow with a cartoon rabbit on it.

I recognized it.

My late wife, Emma, had bought that pillow for Lily when she was three.

Lily had slept with it every night until it disappeared.

I crouched and picked it up.

The fabric was stained.

One ear had been torn.

"How long have you been sleeping here?""

She counted on her fingers.

"Since Daddy went away last time.""

I looked at Bennett.

"Last time?""

Lily nodded.

"When you went to London.""

That had been six weeks earlier.

I had been gone for four nights.

Four nights.

I remembered Vanessa telling me Lily had stayed with her grandmother for the weekend.

"Sweetheart, did you stay with Grandma?""

Lily shook her head.

"Grandma didn't come.""

I felt sick.

Bennett began photographing the room.

Then he noticed something beneath the mattress.

A small plastic box.

He carefully pulled it out.

Inside were Lily's school photographs, two drawings, a hairbrush, and a folded piece of paper.

Bennett opened it.

The handwriting was childish.

Some letters were backward.

But I could read it.

Dear Daddy,

I am trying to be good.

Please come home.

I don't want to make Vanessa angry anymore.

I miss Mommy.

I sat down on the edge of the mattress.

For a moment, the room blurred.

Lily came toward me.

"I wrote that when you went away before.""

I pressed the paper against my chest.

"Why didn't you send it?""

"Vanessa said you were too busy.""

I looked at her.

"Did you believe her?""

She shrugged.

"She said if I kept bothering you, you might not want me anymore.""

I closed my eyes.

There are mistakes a parent makes that can be repaired with an apology.

And there are mistakes that become part of a child's understanding of the world.

I had no idea how much damage those four nights had done.

Officer Bennett gently took the paper and photographed it.

"Mr. Reed, we'll need to have a medical professional examine Lily.""

"Of course.""

He looked toward the door.

"There's another matter.""

"What?""

"We found something else.""

He pointed to a small cabinet.

Inside were several notebooks.

I recognized Vanessa's handwriting on the covers.

One was labeled Household Expenses.

Another said Lily—Behavior.

I opened the second notebook.

The first page contained a list of dates.

Under each date were short notes.

Refused dinner.

Cried after school.

Asked to call father.

Had to be corrected.

Then I reached the entry from three days earlier.

Marcus leaving for business trip. Must establish boundaries before he returns.

I read it twice.

Beneath that sentence was another.

Derek says we should stop letting her manipulate everyone.

My fingers went cold.

Bennett looked over my shoulder.

"Do you recognize this handwriting?""

"Yes.""

"Is it your wife's?""

"Yes.""

He photographed the page.

Then I noticed a second notebook.

This one contained printed emails.

I pulled out the first sheet.

It was an exchange between Vanessa and someone named Mrs. Harper.

The subject line read:

*Regarding Lily's School Attendance.*

The email was dated two weeks earlier.

Vanessa had written:

Please don't contact Marcus about the recent absences. Lily has been having behavioral issues, and I am handling the situation privately.

The reply was short.

I understand. However, Lily has told her teacher she is afraid to return home.

I read the sentence again.

Afraid to return home.

I had received no call.

No email.

Nothing.

Then another message caught my attention.

It was from Vanessa.

She says things when she wants attention. Please don't encourage it.

I looked at Bennett.

"Can you contact the school?""

"We can request records.""

"I want to speak to her teacher.""

"That's something we'll arrange.""

Downstairs, Vanessa's voice rose.

"This is unbelievable! You're searching my house because of a child's fantasy?""

Bennett looked toward the stairs.

"Mrs. Reed, please lower your voice.""

Derek said something I couldn't hear.

Then a door slammed.

Officer Collins called out.

"Officer Bennett?""

He stepped into the hallway.

I followed him.

Collins stood near the front window, looking outside.

A black SUV had pulled into the driveway.

A woman got out.

She wore a camel-colored coat and carried a leather handbag.

I recognized her immediately.

Margaret.

Vanessa's mother.

She had been Lily's emergency contact at school.

She entered the house without knocking.

"What on earth is happening?""

Vanessa rushed toward her.

"Mom, thank God.""

Margaret looked at the officers.

Then at me.

Then at Lily.

Her eyes lingered on the wine-stained dress.

For a moment, something like guilt crossed her face.

But it disappeared quickly.

"Marcus," she said, "this has gone far enough.""

I stared at her.

"Do you know what happened to Lily?""

She sighed.

"I know children can be difficult.""

I took a step forward.

"That isn't what I asked.""

Margaret lowered her voice.

"Perhaps we should speak privately.""

"No.""

She looked surprised.

Then she glanced at Lily.

"Sweetheart, why don't you go upstairs?""

Lily immediately hid behind me.

Margaret frowned.

"See? This is what I mean. She has become terribly manipulative.""

I looked at her.

"You knew she was sleeping in that room.""

Margaret's expression changed.

"I—"

"You knew.""

Vanessa stepped between us.

"Mom, don't say anything.""

That was enough.

I turned to Officer Bennett.

"I want both of them questioned.""

Margaret's face hardened.

"You cannot speak to me like that.""

Bennett calmly replied.

"Ma'am, we're conducting an investigation. Please don't interfere.""

Margaret looked toward Vanessa.

Then Derek.

And finally, she said something that made me realize the situation was much bigger than I had imagined.

"Vanessa, I told you not to keep those photographs.""

Vanessa went completely still.

I turned.

"What photographs?""

Nobody answered.

Then Lily whispered:

"The ones of me crying.""

I looked down at my daughter.

"What photographs, sweetheart?""

She swallowed.

"The ones Derek takes when I'm in trouble.""

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A silence settled over the house.

And Officer Collins slowly turned toward Derek.

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