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Chapter 2: The Hospital Bed

The first thing I remember after Eric drove away was the sound of his tires disappearing around the corner.

The second was my own voice.

“Please… somebody help me.””

I was standing on the edge of the sidewalk with one hand wrapped around the pole of a street sign and the other pressed against my stomach. My legs were trembling so badly that I wasn't sure they would hold me much longer.

The pain had changed.

It was no longer coming in sharp, separate waves. Now it seemed to spread across my entire abdomen, tightening until I couldn't take a full breath.

A car slowed in front of me.

An older woman in a blue sedan rolled down her window.

“Oh my God,” she said.

“Honey, are you pregnant?””

I nodded.

“Eight months.””

Her eyes widened.

“Are you hurt?””

“My husband left me here,” I whispered.

“I don't know what's happening.””

She parked halfway onto the curb and hurried over.

“Don't move too fast,” she said, taking my elbow.

“Sit down before you fall.””

“I think something is wrong with the baby.””

“We're calling an ambulance.””

She pulled out her phone.

I closed my eyes and tried to breathe.

The baby moved once.

Then again.

That should have comforted me.

Instead, tears spilled down my cheeks.

“Come on,” I whispered to my stomach.

“Mommy's here. Stay with me.””

The woman crouched in front of me.

“What is your name?””

“Claire.””

“Claire, look at me. The ambulance is coming.””

I nodded, but my fingers were already shaking as I reached for my phone.

Eric.

My screen showed his name at the top of my recent calls.

I hit it.

One ring.

Two.

Three.

Voicemail.

I called again.

Voicemail.

Again.

Nothing.

I stared at the screen as another contraction tore through me.

“Please,” I whispered.

The woman glanced at the phone in my hand.

“Is that your husband?””

“Yes.””

“He knows you're pregnant?””

I laughed once, but there was no humor in it.

“He knows everything.””

Sirens grew louder in the distance.

Within minutes, two paramedics rushed toward me with a stretcher.

“Ma'am, we're going to get you into the ambulance,” one of them said.

“I think my baby is coming early.””

“How far along?””

“Thirty-two weeks.””

“Any bleeding?””

“No.””

“Fluid?””

“I don't think so.””

“What happened?””

I swallowed.

“My husband pulled over and left me.””

The paramedic looked at the other one.

Neither of them commented.

They simply moved faster.

One placed an oxygen mask near my face while the other checked my blood pressure.

“Try to stay calm, Claire.””

“I can't feel the baby as much.””

That sentence changed everything.

“Okay,” the paramedic said firmly.

“We're going straight to the hospital.””

The ambulance doors slammed shut.

For the first time that morning, I was with people who acted like my fear mattered.

As the ambulance raced through traffic, I stared at the ceiling and listened to the monitor beside me.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

I kept counting the sounds.

It gave me something to hold on to.

“Is my baby okay?””

“We're going to find out.””

“Please don't lie to me.””

The paramedic, a woman named Maya, squeezed my hand.

“I won't lie to you.””

“What if something happens?””

“Then we handle it one step at a time.””

My eyes filled again.

No one had spoken to me that gently in months.

At the hospital, everything became movement.

Bright lights.

Rolling wheels.

Nurses.

Doctors.

Questions.

“Any medical conditions?””

“No.””

“Any complications during pregnancy?””

“No.””

“Has your baby been moving normally?””

“Usually.””

“Any trauma to your abdomen?””

I hesitated.

“My husband grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the car.””

The nurse looked at the faint red marks already forming around my wrist.

“Did you fall?””

“No.””

“Did you hit your stomach?””

“No.””

“Okay. We're going to monitor both you and the baby.””

They connected sensors around my belly.

Cold gel spread across my skin.

Then came the sound I had been desperate to hear.

A heartbeat.

Fast.

Steady.

Alive.

I burst into tears.

“There,” the nurse said softly.

“That's your baby's heartbeat.””

I covered my mouth.

“Oh, thank God.””

The doctor examined the monitor, then looked at me.

“We're seeing some contractions.””

“Is that dangerous?””

“At thirty-two weeks, we'd prefer to stop premature labor if we can.””

My stomach dropped.

“Is my baby going to be born today?””

“We don't know yet.””

“Could she die?””

The doctor paused.

“We're going to do everything we can to keep both of you safe.””

I nodded, though my entire body was shaking.

Then my phone buzzed.

Eric.

My heart jumped.

I opened the message.

*Where are you?*

That was all.

No apology.

No question about the baby.

No “Are you okay?””

Just four words.

I typed with trembling fingers.

*I'm at the hospital. They admitted me. The pain was real.*

I stared at the message before sending it.

Then I added:

*Our baby is being monitored.*

The reply came almost immediately.

*Of course you're at the hospital.*

I felt something inside me crack.

Another message appeared.

*You always make everything bigger than it is.*

I read it twice.

Then a third time.

The nurse glanced at my face.

“Everything okay?””

I turned the phone over.

“My husband thinks I'm lying.””

Her expression hardened.

“Do you need someone here with you?””

I nodded.

“My father.””

“Call him.””

I did.

He answered on the first ring.

“Claire?””

The sound of his voice nearly broke me.

“Dad.””

“What happened?””

“I’m in the hospital.””

Silence.

“What?””

“I had severe pain. Eric left me on the side of the road.””

Another silence.

Longer this time.

“Is the baby safe?””

“They're monitoring us.””

“I'm coming.””

“Dad—”

“I'm coming now.””

“Please don't do anything stupid.””

His voice turned frighteningly calm.

“I'm not going to do anything stupid.””

I knew that tone.

“Dad.””

“He left you beside the road while you're eight months pregnant?””

I closed my eyes.

“Yes.””

“I'll see you soon.””

The call ended.

Less than an hour later, my father walked into the hospital room.

I had never seen him look so old.

His hair was damp from the rain outside, his jacket still zipped to his throat. He stopped beside my bed and stared at the marks on my wrist.

Then he looked at me.

“I need you to tell me exactly what happened.””

“Dad, I don't want to talk about it.””

“Claire.””

His voice softened.

“Please.””

So I told him.

Not every detail.

Not at first.

I told him about the pain.

The roadside.

Eric grabbing my arm.

Eric calling me a liar.

Eric driving away.

My father didn't interrupt once.

When I finished, he pulled a chair beside the bed.

“Look at me.””

I did.

“You did nothing wrong.””

I started crying.

“I should never have married him.””

My father reached for my hand.

“That's not your fault.””

“He said I always needed attention.””

“You were in pain.””

“I thought he loved me.””

My father looked toward the hospital window.

“Sometimes the worst thing about being betrayed is realizing how long you've been explaining away the betrayal.””

I stared at him.

He squeezed my hand.

“You're my daughter before you're anybody's wife.””

My chest tightened.

“Dad…”

“You and that baby are coming home with me.””

I blinked.

“What?””

“You heard me.””

“Eric's house is my home.””

My father looked directly at me.

“No.””

There was something in the way he said it that made my stomach sink.

“It was.””

Before I could ask what he meant, a nurse stepped into the room.

“Claire?””

“Yes?””

“Your father can stay, but I need you to rest.””

She checked the monitor and smiled faintly.

“The baby's heartbeat looks better.””

I let out a breath I didn't realize I'd been holding.

“Really?””

“Yes. We're still keeping you overnight for observation.””

My father nodded.

“That's fine.””

The nurse left.

For a few minutes, neither of us spoke.

Rain tapped against the window.

Machines hummed beside my bed.

Then my phone vibrated again.

I looked down.

A new message from Eric.

This one was different.

*I'm coming to the hospital tonight. We need to talk.*

My father's eyes moved to the screen.

“What did he say?””

I hesitated.

Then my phone buzzed again.

A second message.

*And Claire, don't make any decisions about the house until we talk.*

My father's face changed.

“What house?””

I looked at him.

“What do you mean?””

He stood slowly.

“Claire, there is something you need to know.””

Before he could say another word, his phone rang.

He stared at the caller ID.

Then he walked toward the hallway to answer it.

I watched him go.

Three minutes later, he came back.

He looked at me with an expression I had never seen before.

“Your husband isn't coming home tonight.””

“Why?””

My father reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a set of keys.

He placed them gently on my hospital tray.

“I changed the locks this afternoon.””

My mouth fell open.

“Dad… why would you do that?””

He looked me straight in the eyes.

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“Because Eric isn't the only person who's been keeping secrets.””

And then he pulled a folded document from his jacket and placed it beside the keys.

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