Chapter 1: Hair Grows Back
“Don't make a scene, Naomi. Hair grows back. You can't have the wedding all over again.””
My fiancé said those words while my fifty-eight-year-old mother stood in front of me, clutching a beige hat to her chest, her face wet with tears and her thirty-year-old braid lying in pieces on a salon floor.
Two hours earlier, I had been counting the minutes until I married the man I loved. Now I was wondering how I could have spent three years loving someone capable of watching my mother suffer and calling it an inconvenience.
“Mom,” I whispered, reaching for the hat.
“Please let me see.””
Miriam shook her head.
“Sweetheart, it's awful.””
“Let me see.””
Her fingers trembled as she lifted the hat.
I stopped breathing.
My mother's hair had always been her pride. Thick, dark brown, and streaked with silver, it had reached her waist for as long as I could remember. She wore it in a single braid, secured with a small wooden clasp that had belonged to my grandmother.
My grandmother had taught her to brush it every night, divide it into three equal sections, and weave each strand with patience.
After my father died, when I was seven, Mom had continued the ritual even on nights when she was so exhausted she fell asleep sitting upright on the couch.
Sometimes, I would sit behind her and braid her hair while she helped me with my homework.
She had told me that every braid held a memory.
Now, uneven chunks stuck out around her ears. One side had been hacked almost to the scalp. The back was a mess of short, jagged strands, and a few longer pieces hung uselessly against her neck.
It didn't look like a bad haircut.
It looked like someone had deliberately tried to humiliate her.
“Who did this?”” I asked, although I already knew the answer.
My eyes moved to Brianna Cole.
Brandon's childhood friend stood beside the salon chair in a pale pink dress, her arms folded across her chest. At twenty-five, she owned a boutique salon in San Jose, and she had been one of my bridesmaids for exactly one reason.
Brandon had insisted.
He'd told me Brianna was practically family. He'd said excluding her would create unnecessary drama. He'd even accused me of being insecure when I suggested she could attend the wedding as a guest.
So I'd swallowed my discomfort.
I'd smiled in engagement photographs with her.
I'd let her criticize my flowers, my dress, my menu, and even the seating arrangements.
And now she stood beside my mother as if she had done nothing worse than spill champagne on a tablecloth.
“It was an accident,” Brianna said.
I looked at her.
“An accident?””
She rolled her eyes.
“I was trying a new technique. Your mother moved.””
Mom flinched.
“No, I didn't,” she whispered.
Brianna's expression hardened.
“Excuse me?””
“I asked you to stop,” Mom said, her voice barely audible.
“I told you I didn't want it cut. I only wanted it pinned up for the wedding.””
The salon suddenly felt very small.
I turned toward Brandon.
He was leaning against the counter, checking his phone. His charcoal suit was already tailored for the ceremony, and a white rose was pinned neatly to his lapel.
He looked more irritated than concerned.
“Brandon,” I said slowly, “you brought my mother here.””
“Yes, Naomi. I arranged an appointment. We discussed this.””
“You told her you had a surprise for her.””
“It was supposed to be a nice gesture.””
“A nice gesture?””
I pointed at my mother's head.
“Look at her!””
He exhaled sharply.
“Brianna was trying to help. Your mother doesn't need to make such a fuss over a haircut.””
Mom lowered her eyes.
That hurt more than anything else.
My mother had worked two jobs when I was a child. She had cleaned office buildings after spending ten hours at a grocery store, then come home to help me with school projects. She'd sold her wedding jewelry to pay for my first semester of college and pretended it had never meant anything to her.
I'd seen her endure a landlord who threatened to evict us, a boss who withheld her overtime, and relatives who suggested she should have remarried after my father died.
She had never looked ashamed of herself.
Not once.
Until now.
“Mom, you have nothing to apologize for,” I said.
She pressed her lips together.
“I should have known better than to come.””
“No.”” I took her hands.
“You trusted someone who promised to take care of you.””
Behind me, Brianna made a small, impatient sound.
“Oh, please. It's hair. It will grow back.””
I turned.
“Then why didn't you stop when she asked you to?””
Brianna opened her mouth, but Brandon stepped between us.
“Enough, Naomi.””
I stared at him.
He had always done that.
Whenever Brianna crossed a line, he appeared with a reasonable explanation. Whenever she insulted me, he told me she was joking. Whenever she demanded something, he reminded me how important it was to keep the peace.
I'd mistaken his habit of avoiding conflict for kindness.
Now I realized he only avoided conflict when the person being hurt was someone he didn't particularly care about.
“Move,” I told him.
His eyebrows lifted.
“What?””
“Move away from my mother.””
For a moment, neither of us moved.
Then Brandon stepped aside, muttering something about how I was ruining the morning.
I helped Mom sit down and carefully gathered the longer strands of hair that had fallen onto her shoulders. She reached for my wrist.
“Don't, sweetheart.””
“Why?””
“Please. I don't want you to get upset before the ceremony.””
I almost laughed.
The ceremony.
The two hundred guests. The flowers. The expensive cake. The photographer who had called three times that morning to confirm our schedule.
Everyone had spent months preparing for my wedding.
And somehow, my mother was still worrying about protecting it.
I kissed her forehead.
“You are more important than a ceremony.””
Her eyes filled again.
Behind us, Brianna picked up her handbag.
“I have a client coming in an hour. Can we please stop acting like somebody died?””
That was when I noticed something on the counter.
A pair of silver scissors.
Beside them lay a thick bundle of dark hair, tied with a pink elastic band.
My mother's hair.
Brianna had gathered it neatly.
Not swept it away.
Not thrown it into the trash.
Gathered it.
I looked at the bundle, then at the long ponytail Brianna had carefully styled for her bridesmaid appearance.
Her hair fell almost to the middle of her back.
“Brianna,” I said.
She glanced over her shoulder.
“What now?””
I picked up the scissors.
Brandon straightened.
“Naomi, don't.””
I walked toward her.
She gave me a nervous laugh.
“You're not seriously going to do something stupid over this, are you?””
I stopped in front of her.
“You said hair grows back.””
Her smile vanished.
“Put those down.””
I reached for the long ponytail draped over her shoulder.
She jerked backward, but I caught it.
“Brandon!”” she screamed.
The scissors closed.
One sharp snip.
The ponytail dropped to the floor.
For one frozen second, the room went silent.
Then Brianna shrieked.
“You psycho! What is wrong with you?””
I released the scissors onto the counter.
“Hair grows back,” I said.
“Remember?””
Brandon grabbed my arm so hard that pain shot through my wrist.
“Have you lost your mind?””
I looked down at his fingers.
“Let go.””
“Do you understand what you've done? Brianna has to stand in front of two hundred guests looking like this!””
I slowly lifted my eyes to his.
“And my mother doesn't?””
His grip loosened.
For the first time that morning, Brandon had no immediate answer.
Then Brianna started crying.
Not the quiet, helpless tears my mother had shed. Brianna cried loudly, clutching the uneven remains of her ponytail and repeating that I'd destroyed her life.
Brandon released me and wrapped his arms around her.
“It's okay,” he murmured.
“I'll fix this.””
I watched him stroke her back.
He hadn't touched my mother's shoulder once.
Mom rose unsteadily from the chair.
“Naomi,” she whispered, “let's go.””
I nodded.
But before I could reach her, the salon door flew open.
Brandon's parents entered, followed by Brianna's older brother, Waylon.
Waylon took one look at his sister and charged toward me.
And when my mother stepped between us, he shoved her so hard that the back of her head struck the wall.
The sound was sickening.
I screamed her name.
Brandon didn't move toward my mother.
He moved toward Brianna.
And that was the moment I understood that the man I was about to marry might be far more dangerous than the woman who had cut my mother's hair.
Because Brianna had acted with scissors.
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Brandon had made a choice.
And he was still making it.
