Thinking

Chapter 2: The Secret Behind The Smile

The wedding never happened.

At least, not that day.

Guests who had spent months preparing for the celebration left quietly, whispering among themselves. The musicians packed away their instruments. The flowers that were supposed to decorate a new beginning became reminders of an ending.

I sat in the hotel lobby beside my father, still wearing my pale-blue dress.

My bouquet was on the table between us.

Most of the flowers had fallen apart.

My dad noticed me staring at them.

“You know,” he said softly, “those flowers survived longer than that wedding did.””

I almost smiled.

Almost.

“You’re not mad at me?””

His eyebrows pulled together.

“Mad at you?””

I nodded.

“Because I ruined everything.””

He immediately shook his head.

“No.””

“But everyone left.””

“Because of choices another person made.””

I looked down.

“I don’t want you to be alone.””

My father went quiet.

That was the thing about him.

When he was angry, he didn’t shout.

When he was hurt, he became quiet.

He reached across the table and took my hand.

“Listen to me carefully.””

I looked at him.

“You are not something I have to choose between and Vanessa.””

My eyes burned.

“You chose me.””

He squeezed my hand.

“I chose the truth.””

That night, we went home without Vanessa.

For the first time in months, our house felt like our house again.

Her perfume wasn’t in the hallway.

Her shoes weren’t by the door.

Her decorations weren’t covering the photographs of my mom.

I didn’t realize how much space she had taken until she was gone.

The next morning, my father sat across from me at breakfast.

He hadn’t slept.

I could tell.

“What did she say before we left?”” I asked.

He looked at his coffee.

“You heard her?””

“No. But you stopped.””

He sighed.

“Vanessa told me she had something important to explain.””

“What was it?””

Before he could answer, his phone rang.

He looked at the screen.

His expression changed.

“Who is it?””

He hesitated.

Then he answered.

“Hello?””

I watched his face.

At first, he looked confused.

Then shocked.

Then angry.

“No,” he said.

“That’s impossible.””

He stood up and walked away.

I couldn’t hear everything.

Only pieces.

“Why didn’t you tell me?””

A pause.

“I need proof.””

Another pause.

“Today.””

When he hung up, he stood there silently.

“Dad?””

He looked at me.

“I need to tell you something.””

The way he said it scared me.

“What?””

He sat back down.

“Before I met Vanessa, she told me she had never been married.””

I nodded slowly.

“Okay.””

“But that wasn’t true.””

My stomach dropped.

“What?””

“She was married before.””

I waited.

“That’s not the worst part.””

My father looked toward the hallway where my mother’s picture hung.

“Her first husband disappeared after their divorce.””

I frowned.

“What does that have to do with us?””

My father didn’t answer immediately.

Then he said:

“I don’t think Vanessa came into our lives by accident.””

A cold feeling moved through me.

“What do you mean?””

He reached for his phone.

“She contacted me shortly after learning about my company.””

My father owned a small construction business. It wasn’t huge, but it was successful. He had built it after my mother died, working late nights and weekends.

“She said she loved me,” he continued.

“She said she wanted a family.””

“But you think she wanted something else?””

He looked ashamed.

“I don’t know.””

That was the first time I saw my father afraid.

Not angry.

Not upset.

Afraid.

Later that afternoon, a woman came to our house.

She introduced herself as Claire.

She looked nervous.

“Michael, I’m sorry to show up like this.””

My father stepped aside.

“Come in.””

Claire looked at me.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart. I didn’t know you’d be here.””

I immediately felt uncomfortable.

“Who are you?””

She glanced at my father.

Then said:

“I was married to Vanessa’s brother.””

My father froze.

“What?””

Claire sat down.

“I know this sounds strange, but I found your number through an old business record.””

“What does Vanessa’s brother have to do with her?””

Claire opened her purse.

She pulled out a folder.

Inside were documents.

“I think Vanessa has been hiding things from you.””

My father looked through the papers.

His face slowly changed.

I watched him read.

Then reread.

“What is this?””

Claire swallowed.

“Proof that Vanessa knew about your family before she met you.””

My father looked up.

“What are you saying?””

Claire whispered:

“She didn’t discover you.””

A pause.

“She searched for you.””

The room went silent.

I looked at my dad.

The man who always had answers.

The man who fixed everything.

Now he looked completely lost.

“Why?”” he asked.

Claire stared at the documents.

“Because of what your wife left behind.””

My father stood.

“My wife?””

Claire looked at me sadly.

“Your mother.””

The air disappeared from the room.

My father’s voice dropped.

“Don’t say things you can’t prove.””

Claire pushed another paper across the table.

“This was found in Vanessa’s old files.””

My father picked it up.

I watched his hands shake.

“What is it?””

He didn’t answer.

He just stared at the page.

Then he whispered a name.

May you like

A name I had never heard before.

And when I saw the expression on his face, I knew whatever was written there had changed everything.

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