Thinking

Chapter 3: The Secret My Mother Left Behind

I didn't sleep that night.

Every time I closed my eyes, I heard Daniel's words.

Your mother had been investigating her.

At 1:17 a.m., I finally sent him another message.

*Please tell me what you know.*

He didn't reply.

At 1:42, I called.

No answer.

At 2:05, I tried again.

Still nothing.

I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling while the house settled around me.

Somewhere downstairs, a door closed.

Footsteps crossed the hallway.

Then I heard Vanessa's voice.

“Marcus, you need to think about what you're doing.””

Dad answered quietly.

“I'm thinking very clearly.””

“You're letting a dead woman control our marriage.””

I sat up.

There was a pause.

Then Dad spoke.

“Don't ever say that again.””

The footsteps stopped.

I heard Vanessa laugh softly.

“Do you really think Rebecca was perfect?””

My hands tightened around the blanket.

“No,” Dad said.

“But she was honest with me.””

“Was she?””

Another silence.

Then Vanessa said something I couldn't quite hear.

Dad replied:

“What did you just say?””

“I said you don't know everything about your first marriage.””

The conversation ended.

I heard a bedroom door close.

I sat there for another hour.

At six, I got out of bed.

I showered, dressed, and went downstairs.

Dad was already in the kitchen.

He wore yesterday's shirt and had dark circles beneath his eyes.

A mug of coffee sat untouched in front of him.

“Morning,” I said.

He looked up.

“Morning, son.””

I opened the refrigerator.

There was a carton of milk, a bowl of fruit, and a plate of toast covered with a paper towel.

For the first time in months, the kitchen felt awkwardly empty.

“Where's Vanessa?”” I asked.

“She's gone out.””

“Where?””

“I don't know.””

Dad took a sip of coffee.

Then he grimaced.

It had gone cold.

I sat opposite him.

“Did you know she knew Mom?””

He stared at me.

“Your uncle told you?””

I nodded.

Dad rubbed his jaw.

“Daniel hasn't explained everything to me yet.””

“Did Mom investigate her?””

He didn't answer immediately.

Then he reached into his pocket and placed a small photograph on the table.

It was an old photograph.

Mom stood outside a restaurant, holding a handbag.

Beside her was a younger woman with long black hair.

Vanessa.

I picked it up.

The date printed on the back was nearly four years old.

“That's her.””

Dad nodded.

“Rebecca took this photograph about eighteen months before she died.””

I stared at him.

“Why didn't you tell me?””

“Because I didn't know.””

“Then how did you get it?””

“Your uncle found it in a box of your mother's belongings last night. He sent it to me.””

I looked at the picture again.

Mom's expression wasn't happy.

She was looking directly at the camera.

Vanessa was smiling.

But something about the image made my skin crawl.

They weren't standing together like friends.

Mom was holding a folded envelope.

Vanessa's hand was extended toward it.

“What's happening here?”” I asked.

Dad shook his head.

“I don't know.””

I turned the photograph over.

There was handwriting beneath the date.

Rebecca's handwriting.

I recognized it immediately.

She used to write little notes on my lunch bags.

Have a good day, my brave boy.

The note on the photograph said:

*If anything happens, don't trust the woman in this picture.*

My fingers went numb.

Dad took the photograph from me.

He read the sentence.

Then he looked at the kitchen door.

“Where did Daniel find this?””

“In Mom's old things?””

He nodded.

“Apparently.””

I pushed my chair back.

“Dad, we need to find out what happened.””

“I know.””

“Why would Mom write that?””

“I don't know, Ethan.””

“Was she scared of Vanessa?””

Dad stared at the photograph.

Then he said something I hadn't expected.

“I think your mother was scared of someone else.””

I frowned.

“Who?””

He looked at me.

“I'm not sure.””

Before I could ask anything else, the doorbell rang.

Dad stood.

I followed him into the hallway.

When he opened the door, Uncle Daniel was standing outside.

He wore a dark coat and carried a brown leather briefcase.

His expression was serious.

“Marcus.””

“Daniel.””

They shook hands.

Then Daniel looked at me.

“Ethan.””

I stepped forward.

“Why didn't you tell me everything last night?””

He glanced at Dad.

“Because I needed to speak to your father first.””

Dad moved aside.

“Come in.””

Daniel entered and placed his briefcase on the dining table.

He didn't remove his coat.

That worried me.

“Before I explain anything,” he said, “I want to know whether Vanessa is home.””

“She's out,” Dad answered.

“Good.””

Daniel opened the briefcase.

Inside were several folders, an old envelope, and a small digital recorder.

Dad frowned.

“What is all this?””

“Things Rebecca asked me to keep.””

My chest tightened.

“Mom asked you to keep these?””

Daniel nodded.

“She came to see me about four months before she died.””

Dad pulled out a chair.

“Why didn't you tell me?””

“Because she specifically asked me not to.””

“Daniel, she was my wife.””

“I know.””

“Then why?””

Daniel looked at me.

“Because she was afraid that someone close to you would interfere before Ethan turned eighteen.””

The room seemed to shrink.

Dad sat down slowly.

“Who?””

Daniel opened the first folder.

“Vanessa.””

Dad looked at the papers.

Daniel continued.

“Rebecca discovered that Vanessa had been using different names in financial transactions. She also found evidence that Vanessa had been involved with a man who had defrauded several families.””

Dad stared.

“What man?””

“His name was Adrian Cole.””

I recognized the name.

Not because I knew him.

Because Vanessa had mentioned it once during a phone call.

She had been in the garden, speaking quietly.

I'd heard her say:

“Adrian, I told you that money isn't available yet.””

At the time, I hadn't thought much about it.

Now I remembered the way she'd looked around before ending the call.

Daniel removed a document from the folder.

“This is a police report Rebecca obtained through a private investigator.””

Dad read it.

Then his eyes narrowed.

“Fraud?””

“Multiple allegations. False investment schemes. Identity misuse. Money transferred through accounts belonging to third parties.””

“Was Vanessa involved?””

Daniel nodded.

“Rebecca believed she was.””

Dad looked up.

“Why didn't she tell me?””

“She tried.””

The words landed heavily.

Daniel pulled out another sheet.

“Three weeks before she died, Rebecca sent you an email.””

Dad frowned.

“What email?””

“One she asked me to preserve.””

He reached for his phone.

I watched him open his inbox.

He searched.

Nothing.

Daniel leaned forward.

“Check your archived messages.””

Dad did.

Then his face changed.

“There.””

He opened the email.

The subject line read:

*We need to talk about Vanessa.*

It had been sent at 11:48 p.m.

Three weeks before Mom died.

Dad read the first few lines silently.

Then he stopped.

His eyes moved back to the beginning.

“What?”” I asked.

He didn't answer.

He handed the phone to Daniel.

Daniel read it.

Then he closed his eyes.

“What does it say?”” I asked.

Dad looked at me.

“Your mother wanted me to meet her at the solicitor's office.””

“Why?””

“She said she had evidence that Vanessa was connected to someone who had stolen money from her former employer.””

I frowned.

“Her former employer?””

Daniel nodded.

“Rebecca worked in financial administration before you were born. She discovered irregularities in a charity account.””

Dad stared at the documents.

“And Vanessa?””

“Rebecca believed Vanessa was the person moving the money.””

I felt sick.

“So Mom knew what she was doing?””

Daniel nodded.

“She was trying to prove it.””

Dad looked at the photograph again.

“Why didn't she tell me?””

Daniel's expression softened.

“She was going to. But then she became ill.””

The room fell silent.

Mom had died after a sudden medical emergency.

The doctors had told us it was an aggressive condition that had progressed faster than anyone expected.

There had been hospital visits, medication, and long nights when Dad barely left her side.

I remembered holding her hand.

I remembered the last time she smiled at me.

I remembered her telling me to look after Dad.

But I didn't remember her ever mentioning Vanessa.

Daniel placed the digital recorder on the table.

“There's something else.””

Dad looked at it.

“What is that?””

“A recording Rebecca made during her final meeting with the investigator.””

He pressed the button.

A faint click sounded.

Then a man's voice emerged.

“Mrs. Walker, are you certain you want to continue?””

Mom answered.

“Yes.””

Her voice.

My mother's voice.

I stopped breathing.

The recording crackled.

The man continued.

“You understand that if we submit this evidence, the people involved may know you've been investigating them.””

“I understand.””

“Do you have any reason to believe they know?””

A pause.

Then Mom spoke again.

“I think one of them already does.””

Dad gripped the edge of the table.

“Who?”” the man asked.

Mom's answer was barely above a whisper.

“Vanessa.””

The recording continued.

“She came to my house yesterday. She told me to stop asking questions.””

“Did she threaten you?””

“She didn't need to.””

“What did she say?””

Mom took a breath.

“She said that if I cared about my son, I would leave certain things alone.””

My eyes filled with tears.

The investigator spoke again.

“Mrs. Walker, I think you should inform your husband.””

“I will.””

“When?””

“Soon.””

The recording ended.

Nobody moved.

Dad stared at the recorder.

His face had gone pale.

“She came to our house?””

Daniel nodded.

“Rebecca didn't want to frighten you while you were dealing with her illness.””

Dad stood abruptly.

“Jesus Christ.””

He walked toward the window.

I looked at Daniel.

“Did Mom know Vanessa was going to marry Dad?””

Daniel shook his head.

“No. Vanessa wasn't part of your father's life then.””

“Then how did she get close to him?””

Daniel hesitated.

Dad turned.

“What?””

Daniel opened the second folder.

Inside was a series of photographs.

One showed Vanessa standing outside a charity fundraising event.

Another showed her beside a man in a grey suit.

The third showed her entering an office building.

Daniel placed the photographs side by side.

“Your father first met Vanessa at a business reception organized by one of his clients.””

Dad nodded.

“Yes.””

Daniel pointed to the man in the grey suit.

“This is Adrian Cole.””

Dad leaned forward.

I watched his expression.

“That's impossible.””

Daniel's voice became quieter.

“Why?””

“Because Adrian introduced Vanessa to me.””

Daniel nodded.

“Exactly.””

Dad stared at him.

“You're saying they knew each other before I met her?””

“Yes.””

“And they planned—”

“I don't know how far the arrangement went. But Rebecca believed Vanessa approached you deliberately.””

Dad stepped away from the table.

He looked as though someone had punched him.

I wanted to comfort him.

But I was struggling to process it myself.

The woman who had moved into our house, rearranged our photographs, searched my schoolbag, and tried to send me away had apparently known my mother long before she met my father.

And Mom had been afraid of her.

Then Daniel reached into the briefcase and removed a sealed envelope.

It was cream-colored.

My name was written across the front.

*For Ethan. To be opened on his eighteenth birthday.*

My throat tightened.

“That's for me?””

Daniel nodded.

“Your mother left it with the solicitor. I was given a copy in case anything happened to the original.””

Dad reached for it.

Daniel placed his hand over the envelope.

“Marcus, Rebecca was very specific.””

He looked at me.

“Ethan has to open this himself.””

I swallowed.

“Can I open it now?””

Daniel shook his head.

“Not yet.””

“Why?””

“Because your mother left instructions that the letter should only be opened in the presence of the solicitor.””

I looked at the envelope.

Five months.

Five months until my eighteenth birthday.

I could wait.

I had to.

Dad sat down again.

“Daniel, what else did Rebecca leave?””

Daniel hesitated.

Then he removed a small silver key from his pocket.

“This.””

Dad stared.

“What does it open?””

“The storage unit Rebecca rented shortly before she died.””

I frowned.

“Mom had a storage unit?””

Daniel nodded.

“Unit 214. Everything inside was placed there under her instructions.””

Dad looked confused.

“Why didn't I know about this?””

“Because she didn't want the contents discovered.””

I glanced at the key.

“What is inside?””

Daniel looked at me.

“I haven't opened it.””

“Why not?””

“Because Rebecca told me not to unless Vanessa made an attempt to interfere with Ethan's future.””

The room went cold.

Dad looked at the suitcases still standing beside the front door.

Then he looked at the forged application.

And finally, at the silver key.

“She tried to send him away,” he said quietly.

Daniel nodded.

“Which means we have a reason to open it.””

Dad reached for his coat.

“Let's go.””

I stood.

“Can I come?””

He looked at me.

For a moment, I thought he might tell me to stay home.

Instead, he picked up his car keys.

“Yes.””

We drove across town in silence.

The storage facility was behind an industrial estate, surrounded by high metal fencing and security cameras.

Daniel entered the access code.

The gate slid open.

We drove through and parked outside Building C.

Unit 214 was on the second floor.

Dad unlocked it.

The metal door rolled upward with a harsh grinding sound.

Inside were several cardboard boxes, two plastic storage containers, a wooden chest, and a large framed photograph covered with a white sheet.

The air smelled of dust and old paper.

Dad stepped inside.

He looked around.

“Rebecca kept all this?””

Daniel nodded.

“She said it was important.””

I walked toward the wooden chest.

A small label had been attached to the lid.

*Ethan's future.*

I ran my fingers over the handwriting.

Mom had written it.

Dad knelt beside me.

“Let's open it.””

The chest wasn't locked.

Inside were school certificates, photographs, old birthday cards, and a stack of documents tied together with blue ribbon.

At the bottom was a smaller envelope.

Dad picked it up.

His expression changed.

It wasn't addressed to me.

It wasn't addressed to him.

It had one name written across the front.

*Vanessa.*

Daniel went completely still.

Dad looked at him.

“Why would Rebecca leave something addressed to Vanessa?””

Daniel shook his head.

“I don't know.””

Dad opened the envelope.

Inside was a single sheet of paper.

He read it once.

Then again.

His hand began to tremble.

“What does it say?”” I asked.

Dad looked at me.

His eyes were full of disbelief.

Then he handed the letter to Daniel.

Daniel read the first line.

And whispered:

“Rebecca knew.””

I took the paper.

The message was short.

Written in Mom's unmistakable handwriting.

*Vanessa,*

*You can lie to Marcus. You can steal from the people who trust you. You can even convince yourself that what you're doing is justified.*

*But you cannot change what happened on the night you met me.*

*I know who you really are.*

*And I have proof that you were there when my first son disappeared.*

I read the final sentence twice.

My first son.

I looked at Dad.

He was staring at the paper as though the words had physically wounded him.

“Dad?””

He didn't answer.

I looked at Daniel.

His face had turned pale.

Then Dad whispered something I had never heard before.

“Ethan…”

He swallowed.

“Your mother had another child before you.””

I stared at him.

“What?””

He looked toward the open storage unit.

May you like

And Daniel quietly closed the metal door behind us.

Because suddenly, none of us knew who might be listening.

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