Chapter 4: The Study
The house smelled exactly the way I remembered.
Old wood.
Coffee.
Cinnamon.
And something faintly medicinal beneath it all.
I stood in the foyer with Dad's brass key pressed into my palm while rain tapped against the windows.
My childhood photographs still lined the staircase.
My graduation picture.
Chloe's prom photo.
Dad in his Army uniform.
And one photograph of me at eighteen, standing between my parents before I left for the Navy.
Someone had turned that photograph facedown.
I reached for it.
Helen's voice came from behind me.
“Don't.””
I turned.
She stood in the doorway, arms folded.
“Why?””
“Because there's nothing for you there.””
I turned the frame over.
The glass was dusty.
My younger face stared back at me.
Dad's arm was around my shoulder.
Mom stood beside us, smiling for the camera.
I looked at that smile now and wondered how many people had believed it.
Chloe came in behind me.
“Rachel.””
I looked at her.
“Where's the study?””
She hesitated.
“Upstairs.””
“I know where it is.””
Chloe looked toward Mom.
Helen said nothing.
I climbed the stairs.
Every step creaked beneath my weight.
At the end of the hallway stood the same dark wooden door I'd been forbidden to open.
My heart began pounding.
The brass key slid into the lock.
It turned easily.
Too easily.
I pushed the door open.
Dust floated through a shaft of gray afternoon light.
The room looked almost untouched.
Dad's desk sat beneath the window.
His old leather chair faced the bookshelves.
Military photographs covered one wall.
Awards.
Commendations.
A framed flag.
His service sword.
Everything was exactly where I remembered it.
Except for the desk.
One drawer hung open.
I stepped closer.
Inside were folders.
Dozens of them.
Some were marked with dates.
Others carried names.
I pulled out the first folder.
*RACHEL LAWSON — 2008.*
My hands went numb.
I opened it.
Inside was a copy of my Navy enlistment paperwork.
Then a handwritten note.
Rachel didn't leave because she hated us.
I read the sentence again.
A floorboard creaked behind me.
I turned.
Chloe stood in the doorway.
“Mom doesn't want you reading those.””
“I'm starting to understand why.””
She stepped inside.
“Did Dad tell you what was in here?””
“No.””
“Did he ever talk about the study?””
“Not to me.””
I opened another folder.
This one was labeled *CEDAR CREEK — 2008–2014*.
Inside were newspaper clippings.
School records.
Letters.
Photographs.
I recognized one immediately.
It was a photograph of me outside the Lawson house the night before I left.
I was carrying a duffel bag.
Dad stood beside me.
The image had been taken from across the street.
I frowned.
“Who took this?””
Chloe shook her head.
“I don't know.””
I found another photograph.
This one showed my mother standing beside a man I didn't recognize.
He was wearing a county sheriff's uniform.
My stomach tightened.
“Who's that?””
Chloe leaned closer.
“Sheriff Daniel Mercer.””
“Why was Mom with him?””
“I don't know.””
I turned the photograph over.
Dad had written on the back.
Mercer lied about the night Rachel left.
I stared at the words.
“What night?””
Chloe looked confused.
“The night you left.””
“I remember leaving.””
“Dad said there was more to it.””
“What more?””
“I don't know.””
I opened another folder.
Inside was a police report.
My name appeared near the top.
*RACHEL ANNE LAWSON — MISSING PERSONS REPORT.*
I froze.
“I wasn't missing.””
Chloe's face changed.
“You didn't know?””
“No.””
I read the report.
According to it, I had left home voluntarily after an argument with my parents.
No evidence of foul play.
No concerns for my safety.
I scanned the date.
Two days before my eighteenth birthday.
My stomach turned.
I remembered that night.
I'd been packing in my bedroom.
Mom had screamed at me.
Dad had tried to calm her.
Then he'd walked me outside.
He'd hugged me.
He'd said, “Call me when you get there.””
I'd promised.
But this report claimed something else.
It said Dad had reported me missing.
Not Mom.
Dad.
I looked at Chloe.
“Why would Dad report me missing if he knew I was leaving?””
“I don't know.””
“Did he think I was in danger?””
She shook her head.
Then stopped.
“Wait.””
“What?””
“I remember something.””
She sat down in Dad's chair.
“After you left, Dad wouldn't sleep.””
“What did he do?””
“He kept going to the front window.””
“Why?””
“He said someone was watching the house.””
My pulse quickened.
“Who?””
“He never told me.””
I looked through the papers again.
A folded sheet fell from the folder.
I opened it.
It was a handwritten note from Dad.
She thinks Rachel is gone.
Below that:
Rachel isn't the problem.
Then:
The person who took her place is.
I read it three times.
“Rachel?””
I looked up.
Chloe was staring at me.
“What?””
“I don't understand.””
“Neither do I.””
I opened the next drawer.
Empty.
The second drawer.
Empty.
The third was locked.
I tried the brass key.
It didn't fit.
I pulled it out.
“Dad used another key.””
Chloe stood.
“Maybe Mom has it.””
I turned.
“No.””
“What?””
“She wouldn't have left something this important where I could find it.””
I examined the desk.
The wood around the lock was scratched.
Recently.
Someone had tried to force it open.
Then I noticed a tiny indentation beneath the desk.
I crouched.
There was a concealed compartment.
My fingers found the latch.
It clicked.
Inside was a black flash drive.
And another envelope.
This one had my name on it.
I opened it.
Only one sentence was written inside.
Ask Helen what happened at Mercy County Hospital on August 17, 2008.
I looked at Chloe.
“Do you know what happened that day?””
She shook her head.
Then her expression changed.
“That's the day you left.””
“No.””
She looked at the paper.
“It is.””
I stood slowly.
Behind us, the hallway floor creaked.
We both turned.
Nobody was there.
I stepped into the hallway.
“Mom?””
Silence.
Then I heard the front door slam downstairs.
I ran to the staircase.
Through the window, I saw Helen getting into her car.
She was holding something.
A folder.
She looked up.
Our eyes met through the glass.
Then she drove away.
Chloe came beside me.
“What was she carrying?””
I looked at the empty driveway.
“I think she just realized I found the part of Dad's story she was afraid of.””
I returned to the study.
The black flash drive sat in my palm.
My father had spent twelve years collecting evidence.
And now I had to find out what he had discovered before he died.
I plugged the drive into his old computer.
The screen flickered.
One folder appeared.
*AUGUST 17, 2008.*
I clicked it.
There was only one file.
An audio recording.
I pressed play.
Static filled the room.
Then I heard my father's voice.
“Rachel, if you're hearing this, your mother doesn't know I made this recording.””
A second voice appeared in the background.
A man's voice.
Cold.
Familiar.
I couldn't place it.
Then he said six words that made my blood run cold.
“Your daughter will never come back.””
The recording ended.
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And Chloe whispered behind me,
“That was Sheriff Mercer.””
