Thinking

Chapter 4: The Secret Buried With My Father

I read the message three times before I trusted myself to breathe.

*ASK WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FATHER.*

My father had been dead for eighteen years.

At least, that was what I'd been told.

I stood in the hospital corridor with Detective Harold Finch beside me, the photograph of Meredith Shaw on my phone, and the growing certainty that the people who had nearly killed my wife were connected to something much older than a corporate scandal.

“Major?”” Finch asked.

“What is it?””

I turned the screen toward him.

He studied the photograph, then the message beneath it.

“Where did you get this?””

“Unknown number.””

“When?””

“Just now.””

He took out his notebook.

“Can I photograph the screen?””

“You can document it. But I'm keeping the original message and the phone.””

He nodded.

“Do you recognize the vehicle?””

I enlarged the image. The sedan was dark, possibly black, with a distinctive silver strip running beneath the windows.

“No.””

“Do you recognize the time?””

“The timestamp says 8:03 p.m. The emergency call came fourteen minutes later.””

Finch looked toward the elevators.

“Then Meredith was there before the ambulance was called.””

“Possibly. We still need to verify the photograph's authenticity and timestamp.””

For the first time that day, the detective seemed to appreciate the distinction between suspicion and proof.

“I'm sending this to our digital forensics unit,” he said.

“Your unit?””

He gave me a tired look.

“Major, I know what you're thinking. But I can't hand a homicide investigation to a stranger just because the suspect has money. I have to establish a legitimate investigative path.””

“Then establish one quickly.””

He put his notebook away.

“There's something else. Arthur Bell's death wasn't the only unusual incident involving your neighborhood.””

“What else?””

“Three months ago, a former Shaw Aeronautics accountant reported that someone had broken into his apartment. He said documents were missing. He refused to file a formal complaint after speaking with his employer.””

“Name?””

“Thomas Vance.””

“Where is he now?””

“That's what we're trying to determine.””

I looked at the message again.

Ask what happened to your father.

“Detective, did you know my father?””

Finch's expression changed.

Not dramatically. His eyes simply stopped moving.

“Your father?””

“Daniel Rowan. He died when I was twelve.””

Finch looked down the corridor.

“I knew his name.””

“From where?””

“Old police records.””

“What kind of records?””

He rubbed his jaw.

“Your father worked as an auditor for a defense contractor before he died. There was an investigation involving missing funds. The case was closed after his death.””

“What contractor?””

He hesitated.

“Shaw Aeronautics.””

The hospital seemed to tilt beneath my feet.

My father had been a quiet man. He wore flannel shirts, fixed broken appliances instead of replacing them, and believed that a promise meant nothing unless a person was willing to keep it when keeping it became inconvenient.

I'd been told he died in a single-car accident on a rainy highway outside Fayetteville.

I remembered the funeral. The closed casket. My mother crying into a handkerchief. My uncle telling me that accidents happened and that I needed to be strong for my family.

I remembered asking why the police had taken my father's briefcase.

Nobody had answered.

“Why wasn't I told about the investigation?”” I asked.

Finch's face tightened.

“I can't answer that.””

“Who closed the case?””

“I don't know.””

“Who was the investigating officer?””

He looked genuinely uncomfortable.

“The file is old. I'll need to retrieve it.””

“Then retrieve it.””

He nodded once and walked toward the elevators.

I remained where I was, staring at my phone.

My father had worked for the same company now controlled by the woman who stood outside my wife's ICU room, smiling as though nothing in the world could touch her.

And someone had just murdered a neighbor who might have known why Evelyn was attacked.

I called Colonel Mercer again, but this time I asked him for something different.

“Sir, I need a civilian attorney experienced in federal contracting investigations and criminal evidence.””

“What's happened now?””

I gave him the essentials.

He didn't interrupt.

When I finished, he said, “I know someone who may be able to help. Her name is Rebecca Sloan. She worked as a federal prosecutor before entering private practice.

I'll send you her public office contact information. You need to contact her directly and make it clear this is a civilian matter.””

“Understood.””

“And Grant?””

“Yes, sir?””

“Do not let your anger turn you into the person your enemies want you to become.””

I glanced toward the ICU.

“My wife is still unconscious.””

“I know.””

“They may have killed a man to hide what they did to her.””

“Then help build a case that can survive a courtroom. Don't give them a reason to make you the story.””

The call ended.

I went back into Evelyn's room.

Dr. Keene stood beside her bed, reviewing the latest test results. Her heart rate had stabilized, but her eyes were closed again.

“Any change?”” I asked.

“Her response was brief. We can't say whether she'll regain consciousness soon.””

“Did she recognize her mother?””

He looked up.

“Why do you ask?””

“Her heart rate increased when Margaret entered the room. She seemed frightened.””

“Patients with severe head injuries can react to voices and environmental stimuli in complicated ways. I wouldn't interpret that reaction as proof of anything.””

“Neither would I.””

He nodded.

“However, we can limit unnecessary visitors and monitor how she responds. Her care comes first.””

“Please document every visit, every person who enters, and any unusual reaction.””

“That is already our policy, but I'll make sure the team understands your concern.””

I pulled my chair close to Evelyn's bed.

“Your father,” I whispered, remembering the message.

“They're dragging my father into this, sweetheart.””

I took her hand carefully.

“I don't know what you found. I don't know what they think you know. But I'm going to find out.””

For a moment, I simply sat there, listening to the machines.

Then I noticed something on the bedside table.

A small plastic bag containing Evelyn's personal belongings.

Her wedding ring was inside.

So was her phone, its screen cracked.

I asked the nurse whether the police had collected the phone as evidence.

“Not that I'm aware of,” she said.

“It came with her belongings from the ambulance.””

“Has anyone tried to access it?””

“I don't know.””

I photographed the bag as it was, then asked the nurse to document its condition. I didn't touch the phone.

If it contained evidence, the chain of custody mattered.

A few minutes later, Rebecca Sloan returned my call.

“Major Rowan?”” she asked. Her voice was clear and businesslike.

“Colonel Mercer says your wife was seriously assaulted and that you have concerns about the local investigation.””

“Yes, ma'am.””

“Have you made any public accusations?””

“No.””

“Have you contacted anyone at Shaw Aeronautics?””

“No.””

“Good. Keep it that way until we understand the situation. Send me the police case number, the names of the investigators, and a written timeline of what you personally observed.

Don't speculate in the document. Separate facts from suspicions.””

“I can do that.””

“Also, do not circulate the photograph you received. Preserve it, document the circumstances in which you received it, and let qualified investigators examine the original.””

“Understood.””

She paused.

“You mentioned your father. What was his name?””

“Daniel Rowan.””

“Did he work for Shaw Aeronautics?””

“Apparently. I was never told.””

“I'll see what public records are available and determine whether there was a prior investigation. But I want to be very clear: an old corporate dispute doesn't establish a connection to your wife's assault.””

“I know.””

“Then we'll proceed carefully.””

When the call ended, I looked through the glass toward the corridor.

Margaret was gone.

Meredith was gone, too.

Only Faith remained, sitting alone beneath the fluorescent lights, holding her handbag against her knees.

I walked out to her.

“Faith, I need to ask you something about my father.””

She looked up sharply.

“What about him?””

“Did you know he worked for Shaw Aeronautics?””

Her face lost its color.

I sat beside her.

“Faith?””

She pressed her lips together.

Then she whispered, “Mother told us never to mention his name.””

My chest tightened.

“Why?””

“Because she said he was a thief.””

I stared at her.

“My father?””

Faith nodded.

“She said he stole money from the company, and that your family had been lucky he died before the authorities could prosecute him.””

For several seconds, I couldn't speak.

Then Faith reached into her handbag.

“I think Evelyn found something about him, too.””

She removed a folded envelope.

The paper was yellowed at the edges. My father's name was written across the front in handwriting I recognized immediately.

I hadn't seen that handwriting since childhood.

“Where did you get this?”” I asked.

“Evelyn gave it to me about two weeks ago. She told me to keep it safe. She said if anything happened to her, I should give it to you.””

I took the envelope.

It was sealed.

Across the back, in my father's handwriting, were five words.

*If they come for Evelyn, run.*

I looked at Faith.

“Why didn't you give me this earlier?””

“Because I was afraid.””

“Of your mother?””

She nodded.

“Of Meredith, too.””

I carefully opened the envelope.

Inside was a single sheet of paper and an old photograph.

The photograph showed my father standing outside a brick office building. Beside him stood a younger Margaret Shaw, a man I didn't recognize, and a third person whose face had been scratched away.

On the back, my father had written a date.

October 14, 2008.

And beneath it:

*The money was never the real secret.*

I unfolded the letter.

The first line made my blood run cold.

Grant, if you're reading this, it means the Shaws have finally found the one person I spent my life trying to protect.

My eyes moved to the next line.

Your mother was right about Margaret. But the person you need to fear most isn't Margaret.

At the bottom of the page was a name.

One I knew.

One I had trusted.

May you like

*Daniel Mercer.*

My commanding officer.

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