Chapter 8: The Box Michael Left Behind
The next morning, Hannah and I drove to Raleigh.
My mother refused to come.
At least, that was what she said.
“I can’t face what’s inside,” she told me.
I almost asked how she could face fifteen years of excluding me but not a storage unit.
I didn’t.
Some questions already had answers.
The drive was quiet.
For the first hour, neither of us spoke.
Finally, Hannah broke the silence.
“I don’t know how to apologize.””
I looked out the window.
“You don’t.””
She nodded slowly.
“I deserve that.””
The highway stretched ahead.
Gray sky.
Bare trees.
Cold morning.
“I was cruel to you.””
I looked at her.
She kept her eyes on the road.
“I thought you were the reason Mom was unhappy.””
That surprised me.
“Why?””
“Because that’s what she made it seem like.””
Hannah swallowed.
“She always said Grandma spoiled you because she felt guilty.””
“Guilty?””
“She said you reminded Grandma of Michael.””
I looked away.
“So she made me the villain.””
“Yes.””
Hannah’s voice cracked.
“And I believed her.””
I didn’t know what to say.
Because anger was easier when someone was clearly evil.
But Hannah wasn’t.
She was someone who had inherited a story before she was old enough to question it.
When we arrived at the storage facility, the employee looked at us suspiciously.
“Who are you?””
I showed him my identification.
“I’m Layla Turner.””
He checked his computer.
Then looked surprised.
“Interesting.””
“What?””
“This account has been frozen for years.””
“Frozen?””
“Yes.””
“By who?””
He looked at the screen.
“Eleanor Turner.””
My heart stopped.
Grandma again.
Of course.
She had always been ten steps ahead.
The employee handed us a key.
“Your grandmother left instructions.””
“What instructions?””
He gave me an envelope.
My name was written on it.
Again.
I opened it.
Layla,
If you have reached this room, then you are finally ready.
I smiled sadly.
Even from beyond the grave, Grandma sounded like Grandma.
The employee led us down the hallway.
The unit was at the end.
Number 314.
I unlocked it.
The door rolled upward.
And I forgot how to breathe.
Inside were boxes.
Dozens of them.
Not random belongings.
Organized memories.
Each box had a label.
Michael’s Paintings.
Michael’s Letters.
Layla’s Childhood.
Christmas.
Family.
I touched the last word.
Family.
A painful word.
A beautiful word.
A complicated word.
Hannah stood beside me.
“Oh my God.””
I walked inside.
The first box I opened was labeled:
Layla — Age 1-5.
Inside were photographs.
Hundreds.
My father holding me.
My father feeding me.
My father asleep on the couch while I held onto his shirt.
I had spent my entire life believing I barely knew him.
But here he was.
Everywhere.
“I’m sorry,” Hannah whispered.
I wiped my eyes.
“Don’t.””
“No, I am.””
She looked at the photographs.
“You deserved this.””
I opened another box.
Letters.
All addressed to me.
But never sent.
The first one was dated two weeks before his accident.
My little Layla,
Today you tried to paint with your fingers and somehow got more paint on yourself than the paper. Your mother pretended to be annoyed, but I saw her smiling when she thought I wasn’t looking.
I laughed through my tears.
He remembered everything.
Every small thing.
I read another.
And another.
Then I found the final box.
No label.
Just my name.
Inside was a legal folder.
I opened it.
My father’s will.
My hands shook.
He had left everything to me.
Not just the trust.
Not just the paintings.
Everything.
But there was a second document.
A letter.
From my mother.
My breath stopped.
I unfolded it.
It wasn’t written to me.
It was written to my father.
Michael,
I don’t know if I can do this.
I read slowly.
I don’t know how to raise her without hating that I lost you.
I froze.
My mother had written this after his death.
But then I reached the next line.
And it changed everything.
I don’t hate Layla.
I hate that every time I look at her, I remember the last thing I said to you.
I sat down.
Because this wasn’t the monster I expected.
It was a broken woman.
A broken woman who had broken me.
The letter continued.
I know I’m hurting her.
I know Eleanor sees it.
I know Layla deserves better.
My hands trembled.
“She knew,” Hannah whispered.
I nodded.
My mother knew.
All these years.
She knew.
Then I reached the last paragraph.
And my heart stopped.
I promise I will fix this someday.
I promise I will tell Layla everything.
But if I cannot…
I will leave her the one thing you wanted her to have.
The beach house.
I looked at Hannah.
“What?””
She stared at the letter.
“She planned to give you the house?””
I shook my head.
“No.””
Because that didn’t make sense.
My mother had fought me over the house.
She had acted like Grandma betrayed her.
Then my phone buzzed.
A message.
From my mother.
I opened it.
*Layla, I need you to come home. I finally found the courage to tell you what happened the night your father died.*
I stared at the screen.
Then another message appeared.
*But before I do, you need to know the person who sent that warning wasn’t a stranger.*
I looked at Hannah.
“Who?””
She looked at me.
“I don’t know.””
My phone buzzed again.
A final message.
A name.
A name I recognized.
May you like
A name that made my stomach drop.
*Your uncle David.*