Thinking

Chapter 9: The Ledger of Lies

I read the note three times before handing 9: The Ledger of Lies

I read the note three times before handing it to Ethan.

He stared at Patricia's name.

"Why would she know what happened to Mom?""

"I don't know.""

it to Ethan.

He stared at Patricia's name.

"Why would she know what happened to Mom?""

"I don't know.""

"She worked at the bank, Dad. Not the hospital.""

"Perhaps that's exactly why she knows something"She worked at the bank, Dad. Not the hospital.""

"Perhaps that's exactly why she knows something we don't.""

I carried the strongbox downstairs, keeping Mary's letter in my hand. The we don't.""

I carried the strongbox downstairs, keeping Mary's letter in my hand. The house felt different now. Every drawer, every cabinet, every locked box seemed capable house felt different now. Every drawer, every cabinet, every locked box seemed capable of holding another secret.

For six years, I had treated my wife's death as a closed chapter.

Now I wondered whether someone had spent those same six of holding another secret.

For six years, I had treated my wife's death as a closed chapter.

Now I wondered whether someone had spent those same six years making sure it stayed closed.

I called Daniel Price.

He answered on the second ring.

"Richard, is everything all right?""

"No years making sure it stayed closed.

I called Daniel Price.

He answered on the second ring.

"Richard, is everything all right?""

"No. We've found something.""

I explained the letter and the missing blue ledger.

When I mentioned Patricia Collins, Daniel grew quiet.

"Do not confront her yet. We've found something.""

I explained the letter and the missing blue ledger.

When I mentioned Patricia Collins, Daniel grew quiet.

"Do not confront her yet," he said.

"Why?""

"Because we need to know whether she has information, whether she's connected to the missing documents, or whether someone is trying to make you distrust her.""

I," he said.

"Why?""

"Because we need to know whether she has information, whether she's connected to the missing documents, or whether someone is trying to make you distrust her.""

I glanced at the note.

"Mary wrote her name herself.""

"That makes the connection worth investigating. It glanced at the note.

"Mary wrote her name herself.""

"That makes the connection worth investigating. It doesn't tell us what the connection means.""

I disliked the answer, but I knew he was right.

"What doesn't tell us what the connection means.""

I disliked the answer, but I knew he was right.

"What do you suggest?""

"Let me contact Patricia through a formal channel. I'll ask her to meet with us and explain what she do you suggest?""

"Let me contact Patricia through a formal channel. I'll ask her to meet with us and explain what she knows.""

"How long will that take?""

"I'll try to arrange it today.""

I ended the call and found Ethan sitting at the knows.""

"How long will that take?""

"I'll try to arrange it today.""

I ended the call and found Ethan sitting at the kitchen table with Mary's diary open in front of him.

He looked up.

"There's something strange in here kitchen table with Mary's diary open in front of him.

He looked up.

"There's something strange in here.""

I sat opposite him.

"What?""

He turned the diary around.

Most of the entries were ordinary observations about family.""

I sat opposite him.

"What?""

He turned the diary around.

Most of the entries were ordinary observations about family life: Emma's graduation, my birthday, a holiday we spent at the coast. life: Emma's graduation, my birthday, a holiday we spent at the coast. But one entry, dated six weeks before Mary's death, had been underlined twice.

**Martin came again today. He says But one entry, dated six weeks before Mary's death, had been underlined twice.

**Martin came again today. He says Ethan's financial problems can be resolved, but only if Richard signs the authorization. I told him Richard would never agree to anything without Ethan's financial problems can be resolved, but only if Richard signs the authorization.

I told him Richard would never agree to anything without understanding it. He smiled and said that was precisely the problem.**

I felt a chill.

Ethan read the entry understanding it. He smiled and said that was precisely the problem.**

I felt a chill.

Ethan read the entry aloud, his voice breaking.

"There's another one.""

He turned several pages.

**I found a copy of the authorization in Richard aloud, his voice breaking.

"There's another one.""

He turned several pages.

**I found a copy of the authorization in Richard's study. The signature is wrong. I know my husband's handwriting better than anyone. Someone is trying to make it appear's study.

The signature is wrong. I know my husband's handwriting better than anyone. Someone is trying to make it appear that he agreed to something he never approved.

I must find out what they want before I that he agreed to something he never approved. I must find out what they want before I speak to Richard.**

I sat motionless.

Mary had discovered the forgery six weeks before she died.

She had known someone speak to Richard.**

I sat motionless.

Mary had discovered the forgery six weeks before she died.

She had known someone was trying to use my name.

And she had been afraid to tell me.

"Why wouldn't she come to me?"" I whispered was trying to use my name.

And she had been afraid to tell me.

"Why wouldn't she come to me?"" I whispered.

Ethan looked miserable.

"Maybe she thought she could fix it before you found out.""

I closed the diary.

"Or perhaps someone.

Ethan looked miserable.

"Maybe she thought she could fix it before you found out.""

I closed the diary.

"Or perhaps someone threatened her.""

The possibility was unbearable.

I remembered Mary becoming unusually quiet during the last month of her life. She had started threatened her.""

The possibility was unbearable.

I remembered Mary becoming unusually quiet during the last month of her life. She had started taking phone calls in the garden and closing the study door when she sorted through the mail.

I had asked whether something was wrong.

She taking phone calls in the garden and closing the study door when she sorted through the mail.

I had asked whether something was wrong.

She always smiled and said she was tired.

I had accepted her answer because I loved her and wanted to make her life easier.

Now I wondered whether my trust had become another weapon someone could always smiled and said she was tired.

I had accepted her answer because I loved her and wanted to make her life easier.

Now I wondered whether my trust had become another weapon someone could use against us.

At eleven thirty, Daniel called back.

"Patricia has agreed to meet us at my office this afternoon," he said.

"She says she has something important use against us.

At eleven thirty, Daniel called back.

"Patricia has agreed to meet us at my office this afternoon," he said.

"She says she has something important to disclose, but she wants assurance that the information will be handled appropriately.""

"Can we trust her?""

"I can't promise that anyone is trustworthy. I can promise that we'll ask questions and verify her to disclose, but she wants assurance that the information will be handled appropriately.""

"Can we trust her?""

"I can't promise that anyone is trustworthy. I can promise that we'll ask questions and verify her answers.""

At two o'clock, Emma drove us to Daniel's office.

Patricia was already waiting in the conference room.

She looked older than she answers.""

At two o'clock, Emma drove us to Daniel's office.

Patricia was already waiting in the conference room.

She looked older than she had the day before. Her silver hair was untidy, and she held a paper cup of coffee had the day before. Her silver hair was untidy, and she held a paper cup of coffee between both hands as though it were the only thing keeping her steady.

When she saw Mary's letter, she closed her eyes.

"So you between both hands as though it were the only thing keeping her steady.

When she saw Mary's letter, she closed her eyes.

"So you found it.""

I placed the letter on the table.

"Mary wrote your name.""

Patricia nodded.

"I was afraid she might found it.""

I placed the letter on the table.

"Mary wrote your name.""

Patricia nodded.

"I was afraid she might have.""

"Why?""

She took a long breath.

"Because I helped her investigate Martin have.""

"Why?""

She took a long breath.

"Because I helped her investigate Martin Hayes.""

The room fell silent.

Ethan leaned forward.

"You knew him?""

"Not personally at first. He Hayes.""

The room fell silent.

Ethan leaned forward.

"You knew him?""

"Not personally at first. He came to the bank several years ago representing a client who wanted to arrange a secured loan. I reviewed the paperwork and noticed that the property documents didn't match the records we held.""

"What property?"" I came to the bank several years ago representing a client who wanted to arrange a secured loan. I reviewed the paperwork and noticed that the property documents didn't match the records we held.""

"What property?"" I asked.

"Your house.""

I stared at her.

She continued.

"The loan application claimed that you had authorized asked.

"Your house.""

I stared at her.

She continued.

"The loan application claimed that you had authorized a representative to negotiate a financial arrangement involving your property. The signature looked convincing, but the supporting authorization had a representative to negotiate a financial arrangement involving your property. The signature looked convincing, but the supporting authorization had inconsistencies. I refused to process it.""

"When was this?""

"About six years ago.""

The inconsistencies. I refused to process it.""

"When was this?""

"About six years ago.""

The same year Mary died.

Patricia placed her coffee on the table.

"Several weeks later, Mary contacted me. She had same year Mary died.

Patricia placed her coffee on the table.

"Several weeks later, Mary contacted me. She had discovered a copy of the same authorization in your study. She wanted to know whether the bank had received it.""

I gripped the edge discovered a copy of the same authorization in your study. She wanted to know whether the bank had received it.""

I gripped the edge of my chair.

"What did you tell her?""

"That we'd rejected it. I also told her that someone appeared to be trying to use your identity to arrange financing against of my chair.

"What did you tell her?""

"That we'd rejected it. I also told her that someone appeared to be trying to use your identity to arrange financing against your property.""

Emma covered her mouth.

"And you never told Dad?""

Patricia lowered her eyes.

"Mary asked me not to. She believed your property.""

Emma covered her mouth.

"And you never told Dad?""

Patricia lowered her eyes.

"Mary asked me not to. She believed someone had access to your private papers and feared that confronting them too early would make things worse.""

someone had access to your private papers and feared that confronting them too early would make things worse.""

I looked at the letter again.

"What happened after that?""

Patricia's fingers tightened around the cup.

"Mary and I agreed to meet. She brought me a blue ledger containing datesI looked at the letter again.

"What happened after that?""

Patricia's fingers tightened around the cup.

"Mary and I agreed to meet. She brought me a blue ledger containing dates, names, and copies of financial transactions she believed were connected to Martin. She said it showed a pattern of unauthorized activity involving several, names, and copies of financial transactions she believed were connected to Martin. She said it showed a pattern of unauthorized activity involving several families.""

"Where is the ledger now?"" Ethan asked.

"I don't know.""

"How can you not know?""

"Because families.""

"Where is the ledger now?"" Ethan asked.

"I don't know.""

"How can you not know?""

"Because I never kept it. Mary showed it to me, and I helped her make a copy of two I never kept it. Mary showed it to me, and I helped her make a copy of two pages. She took the original away.""

I stared at her.

"Then why did she write your name in the letter pages. She took the original away.""

I stared at her.

"Then why did she write your name in the letter?""

Patricia looked directly at me.

"Because I was the last person outside your family to see her alive.""

My throat tightened.

"What?""

Patricia's eyes filled?""

Patricia looked directly at me.

"Because I was the last person outside your family to see her alive.""

My throat tightened.

"What?""

Patricia's eyes filled with tears.

"The night Mary died, she called me from the hospital. She said she had discovered something in the ledger that changed everything. She asked me to meet her the next morning.""

"But she died with tears.

"The night Mary died, she called me from the hospital. She said she had discovered something in the ledger that changed everything. She asked me to meet her the next morning.""

"But she died before morning.""

Patricia nodded.

"I went to the hospital that night. I arrived after Martin had left.""

Ethan stood abruptly.

"You before morning.""

Patricia nodded.

"I went to the hospital that night. I arrived after Martin had left.""

Ethan stood abruptly.

"You were there?""

"Yes.""

"Did you see Mom?""

"Briefly. She was very weak, but she was conscious. She asked whether were there?""

"Yes.""

"Did you see Mom?""

"Briefly. She was very weak, but she was conscious. She asked whether I had brought the documents she requested.""

"What documents?""

"A copy of the original loan application and a record of the authorization I had brought the documents she requested.""

"What documents?""

"A copy of the original loan application and a record of the authorization Martin had submitted to the bank.""

I felt my hands begin to tremble.

"Did you give them to her?""

"Yes. She placed Martin had submitted to the bank.""

I felt my hands begin to tremble.

"Did you give them to her?""

"Yes. She placed them in an envelope and asked me to make sure they were preserved.""

"Where is that envelope?""

Patricia shook her head.

"I don't know. I never saw it again.""

them in an envelope and asked me to make sure they were preserved.""

"Where is that envelope?""

Patricia shook her head.

"I don't know. I never saw it again.""

Ethan paced toward the window.

"This makes no sense. If Mom knew Martin was trying to takeEthan paced toward the window.

"This makes no sense. If Mom knew Martin was trying to take the house, why didn't she tell Dad?""

Patricia's expression grew pained.

"She the house, why didn't she tell Dad?""

Patricia's expression grew pained.

"She was going to. She told me she wanted to speak to your father after the was going to. She told me she wanted to speak to your father after the doctor finished examining her. But before she could, she became ill again.""

I remembered the nurse rushing into the room.

doctor finished examining her. But before she could, she became ill again.""

I remembered the nurse rushing into the room.

I remembered the doctor asking me to wait outside while they tried to stabilize Mary.

I remembered standing inI remembered the doctor asking me to wait outside while they tried to stabilize Mary.

I remembered standing in the corridor, staring at the clock and praying that the woman I had loved for forty-eight years would open her eyes.

I had never known that she had been carrying a secret into the corridor, staring at the clock and praying that the woman I had loved for forty-eight years would open her eyes.

I had never known that she had been carrying a secret into those final hours.

"Did she tell you what she found in the ledger?"" I asked.

Patricia hesitated.

"She said it contained evidence that Martin had been using private financial information to pressure people into signing documents those final hours.

"Did she tell you what she found in the ledger?"" I asked.

Patricia hesitated.

"She said it contained evidence that Martin had been using private financial information to pressure people into signing documents they didn't understand. Some were in debt. Others were elderly people whose families believed they needed help managing their affairs.""

"And my son was they didn't understand. Some were in debt. Others were elderly people whose families believed they needed help managing their affairs.""

"And my son was one of them.""

"Yes.""

Ethan lowered his head.

Patricia continued.

"Mary believed Martin had targeted your family because he knew about Ethan's financial problems one of them.""

"Yes.""

Ethan lowered his head.

Patricia continued.

"Mary believed Martin had targeted your family because he knew about Ethan's financial problems and your property. She feared that once he obtained a valid-looking authorization, he and your property. She feared that once he obtained a valid-looking authorization, he could use it to make your home part of a financial arrangement without your could use it to make your home part of a financial arrangement without your informed consent.""

"Why didn't you go to the police?"" Emma demanded.

"I wanted to. But Mary begged me to wait until she could informed consent.""

"Why didn't you go to the police?"" Emma demanded.

"I wanted to. But Mary begged me to wait until she could speak with you. She said the evidence was incomplete, and she feared an accusation without proof would give Martin time to destroy the records.""

"And after she died?""

Patricia's face crumpled.

"I was frightened speak with you. She said the evidence was incomplete, and she feared an accusation without proof would give Martin time to destroy the records.""

"And after she died?""

Patricia's face crumpled.

"I was frightened. I had my own family to protect. Martin knew where I worked, and he had threatened to. I had my own family to protect.

Martin knew where I worked, and he had threatened to file a complaint against me over the rejected application. He suggested that if I kept interfering file a complaint against me over the rejected application. He suggested that if I kept interfering, I could lose my pension.""

I stared at her.

"So you, I could lose my pension.""

I stared at her.

"So you stayed silent.""

"Yes.""

Her voice broke.

"I've regretted it every day since.""

For a long moment, nobody spoke.

I understood fear. I understood the instinct to protect your family.

But I also stayed silent.""

"Yes.""

Her voice broke.

"I've regretted it every day since.""

For a long moment, nobody spoke.

I understood fear. I understood the instinct to protect your family.

But I also understood what silence could cost.

My wife had died believing she needed to solve a dangerous problem alone. Patricia had carried the understood what silence could cost.

My wife had died believing she needed to solve a dangerous problem alone. Patricia had carried the secret for six years. Ethan had hidden his debt. And I had spent those years trusting that everything was as simple as it appeared.

Now we were all paying for the things we secret for six years. Ethan had hidden his debt. And I had spent those years trusting that everything was as simple as it appeared.

Now we were all paying for the things we had failed to say.

"Patricia," I asked, "why did you come to my house now?""

She wiped her eyes.

"Because last week, someone contacted me claiming to represent your family. They asked whether I still had copies of Mary's records. I had failed to say.

"Patricia," I asked, "why did you come to my house now?""

She wiped her eyes.

"Because last week, someone contacted me claiming to represent your family. They asked whether I still had copies of Mary's records. I told them I didn't.""

"Who contacted you?""

"I couldn't identify the caller. But the next day, I received an told them I didn't.""

"Who contacted you?""

"I couldn't identify the caller. But the next day, I received an envelope containing a photograph of my granddaughter leaving school.""

Emma gasped.

Patricia looked down at her hands.

"The message said I should stop helping you.""

The envelope containing a photograph of my granddaughter leaving school.""

Emma gasped.

Patricia looked down at her hands.

"The message said I should stop helping you.""

The room went cold.

"Did you report it?"" Daniel asked.

"No. I was afraid they might harm her.""

Daniel's expression room went cold.

"Did you report it?"" Daniel asked.

"No. I was afraid they might harm her.""

Daniel's expression hardened.

"That threat should be reported. We can help you do that.""

Patricia nodded hardened.

"That threat should be reported. We can help you do that.""

Patricia nodded shakily.

I looked at her.

"Do you think Martin sent it?""

"I don't know. But shakily.

I looked at her.

"Do you think Martin sent it?""

"I don't know. But I recognized the language. It was similar to the messages he sent me years ago.""

Daniel took careful I recognized the language. It was similar to the messages he sent me years ago.""

Daniel took careful notes.

"Did you retain the envelope?""

"Yes. I brought it with me.""

notes.

"Did you retain the envelope?""

"Yes. I brought it with me.""

She opened her handbag and removed a sealed plastic sleeve containing the envelope and its contents. Daniel photographed the items and documented howShe opened her handbag and removed a sealed plastic sleeve containing the envelope and its contents. Daniel photographed the items and documented how Patricia had obtained them.

Inside was the photograph of a young girl outside a school gate.

On the back was a Patricia had obtained them.

Inside was the photograph of a young girl outside a school gate.

On the back was a handwritten sentence.

*The past stays buried when everyone knows their place.*

I felt anger handwritten sentence.

*The past stays buried when everyone knows their place.*

I felt anger rise through me, sharp and steady.

"Enough," I said.

Everyone looked at me.

"I'm finished allowing this rise through me, sharp and steady.

"Enough," I said.

Everyone looked at me.

"I'm finished allowing this man to frighten people into silence.""

Daniel nodded.

"We'll make sure the threat is documented.""

Patricia reached into her bag again.

man to frighten people into silence.""

Daniel nodded.

"We'll make sure the threat is documented.""

Patricia reached into her bag again.

"There is one more thing.""

She placed a small memory card on the table.

"I found this inside my old bank records yesterday. It was attached to a file containing copies of the"There is one more thing.""

She placed a small memory card on the table.

"I found this inside my old bank records yesterday. It was attached to a file containing copies of the original loan application and the authorization Martin submitted six years ago. I believe Mary gave original loan application and the authorization Martin submitted six years ago. I believe Mary gave it to me, but I cannot be certain.""

Daniel examined it without inserting it into any device.

"We'll preserve this it to me, but I cannot be certain.""

Daniel examined it without inserting it into any device.

"We'll preserve this properly and have its contents examined.""

Patricia looked at me.

"If the files are still intact, they may explain why Martin has been trying so hard to gain control properly and have its contents examined.""

Patricia looked at me.

"If the files are still intact, they may explain why Martin has been trying so hard to gain control of your property.""

For the first time since we began this investigation, I felt that we had found something solid.

Not a rumor of your property.""

For the first time since we began this investigation, I felt that we had found something solid.

Not a rumor.

Not a threatening message.

Not a signature that might have been forged.

Evidence.

Daniel arranged for the memory card to be transferred securely.

Not a threatening message.

Not a signature that might have been forged.

Evidence.

Daniel arranged for the memory card to be transferred securely for examination and asked Patricia to provide a formal statement.

We were for examination and asked Patricia to provide a formal statement.

We were preparing to leave when his assistant appeared at the conference room door.

"Daniel, I'm sorry to interrupt. There's a woman at reception asking for Richard Walker preparing to leave when his assistant appeared at the conference room door.

"Daniel, I'm sorry to interrupt. There's a woman at reception asking for Richard Walker.""

"Did she give her name?""

"Yes. She says she's Sophia Bennett.""

Ethan stiffened.

Daniel looked at me.

"Do you want to see.""

"Did she give her name?""

"Yes. She says she's Sophia Bennett.""

Ethan stiffened.

Daniel looked at me.

"Do you want to see her?""

I thought about the torn blouse, the fabricated accusation, the missing money, and the papers bearing my name.

"Yes," I said. her?""

I thought about the torn blouse, the fabricated accusation, the missing money, and the papers bearing my name.

"Yes," I said.

"But she can speak in front of everyone.""

Sophia entered a minute later.

She wore no "But she can speak in front of everyone.""

Sophia entered a minute later.

She wore no makeup, and her hair was pulled back carelessly. She looked exhausted, but there was something determined in her expression.

She makeup, and her hair was pulled back carelessly. She looked exhausted, but there was something determined in her expression.

She glanced at Patricia.

Then at the memory card.

Her face went white.

"Where did you get that?""

Daniel stood.

"Mrs. glanced at Patricia.

Then at the memory card.

Her face went white.

"Where did you get that?""

Daniel stood.

"Mrs. Bennett, please sit down.""

Sophia ignored him.

She looked directly at me.

"Richard, you need to listen to me. Martin is not the only person who knows about that ledger.""

I rose Bennett, please sit down.""

Sophia ignored him.

She looked directly at me.

"Richard, you need to listen to me. Martin is not the only person who knows about that ledger.""

I rose slowly.

"Then tell us who else knows.""

Her eyes filled with tears.

"Your wife wasn't the only person who found out what he was doing.""

slowly.

"Then tell us who else knows.""

Her eyes filled with tears.

"Your wife wasn't the only person who found out what he was doing.""

She looked at Ethan.

Then she whispered a sentence that made him stumble backward.

"Your mother discoveredShe looked at Ethan.

Then she whispered a sentence that made him stumble backward.

"Your mother discovered that someone in this family had been helping Martin long before you ever met him.""

I that someone in this family had been helping Martin long before you ever met him.""

I stared at her.

"Who?""

Sophia looked at me, trembling.

Then she said the name.

"Emma.""

My daughter went rigid.

"That's a lie.""

Sophia stared at her.

"Who?""

Sophia looked at me, trembling.

Then she said the name.

"Emma.""

My daughter went rigid.

"That's a lie.""

Sophia shook her head.

"No. I have the records.""

Emma's face had gone completely pale.

I turned toward her.

"Emma?""

shook her head.

"No. I have the records.""

Emma's face had gone completely pale.

I turned toward her.

"Emma?""

She looked at me with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Dad, I can explain.""

Sophia reached into her handbag and placed a sealed envelope on the table.

Inside it was a bank transfer record datedShe looked at me with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Dad, I can explain.""

Sophia reached into her handbag and placed a sealed envelope on the table.

Inside it was a bank transfer record dated six years earlier.

The sender's name was Emma Walker.

The recipient was Martin Hayes.

And the amount was twenty-five thousand dollars.

six years earlier.

The sender's name was Emma Walker.

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The recipient was Martin Hayes.

And the amount was twenty-five thousand dollars.

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