Thinking

Chapter 6: The Date That Changed Everything

I didn't reply to the unknown number.

I took screenshots of both messages, recorded the time they arrived, and forwarded them to the people handling the investigation.

Then I sat at Tasha's kitchen table and stared at the words until they began to blur.

Your wife has been lying to you since before the wedding.

It was an accusation without evidence.

It could have been a cruel prank. It could have come from someone trying to exploit a family tragedy. It could even have been Renee herself, attempting to confuse me.

I couldn't treat it as fact.

But I couldn't ignore it either.

Tasha read the messages over my shoulder.

"Who knows about Danielle's hospital records?""

"Her family. Mine. The hospital. The insurance company, probably.""

"And Renee?""

I looked at her.

"She was my wife by then. She knew Danielle had died in the hospital.""

"That's not what I asked.""

I rubbed my face.

"I don't know how much she knew about the medical details.""

Tasha leaned back in her chair.

"Then we find out the proper way. No accusations. No guessing.""

She was right.

I had spent too much time accepting explanations because they sounded plausible. I wasn't going to repeat that mistake in the opposite direction by believing every frightening message I received.

I called Danielle's older sister, Camille.

We hadn't spoken in several months, though we had remained on good terms. She lived in Charlotte and had always been careful not to interfere with my new marriage.

She answered after four rings.

"Marcus? Is everything all right?""

"No," I said.

"But I need to ask you something about Danielle.""

Her voice immediately changed.

"Is Nia okay?""

"She's getting medical care. She's safe with me and Tasha.""

"What happened?""

I explained the situation with Renee without giving Camille every detail of the children's statements. I told her there was an investigation underway and that I needed to understand what information might exist about Danielle's final hospitalization.

Camille was silent for a long moment.

Then she said, "Why are you asking me about that now?""

"Someone sent me messages claiming Renee knew something about Danielle before we married.""

I heard a chair scrape on the other end.

"What exactly did they say?""

I read the messages aloud.

Camille didn't respond immediately.

When she finally spoke, her voice was tight.

"Marcus, I don't know what Renee did or didn't know. But there's something I've never understood.""

My fingers tightened around the phone.

"What?""

"The week before Danielle died, she called me late at night. She asked whether you had told anyone about the appointment.""

"What appointment?""

"I don't know. I asked her what she meant, but she said she was probably worrying over nothing.""

I stood so quickly that my chair scraped the floor.

"Camille, why didn't you tell me this before?""

"Because I didn't understand it! I thought she meant a routine medical appointment. Danielle didn't explain, and the next morning she said she was fine.""

I pressed my palm against the table.

"Did she mention Renee?""

"No. Not by name.""

"Did she say anything else?""

Camille hesitated.

"She said she wanted to make sure Nia would always have someone who put her first.""

The kitchen seemed to tilt around me.

That sounded like Danielle.

She had been fiercely protective of Nia, especially after becoming a mother. Even when she was exhausted, she made time for bedtime stories, school projects, and the little rituals that made our daughter feel secure.

But why would she say that a week before she died?

I forced myself to breathe slowly.

"Do you still have the records from the hospital?""

"I have copies of some paperwork. I can look.""

"Please don't send anything to me without checking what it is. I don't want you sharing private medical information improperly.""

Camille exhaled.

"All right. I'll see what I have, and I'll tell you what I can.""

We ended the call.

For several minutes, I sat in silence.

The messages had given me a date to investigate, but I didn't have Danielle's hospital report in front of me. I didn't know what it would show, or whether it would connect to Renee at all.

I needed to keep those facts separate.

One thing was certain: I couldn't allow speculation about Danielle to distract me from what had happened to Nia.

My daughter was the reason I was asking questions.

She remained the priority.

I went to check on her.

Nia was sitting on the guest bed, drawing a picture of our old house. She had drawn the front door, the windows, and a large tree beside the driveway.

I sat on the floor near her.

"What are you drawing, sweetheart?""

"Our old house.""

"The one you lived in with Mommy?""

She nodded.

"Do you miss it?""

"Sometimes.""

I looked at the picture.

"What's this?""

She pointed to a small figure near the tree.

"Mommy.""

My throat tightened.

"And who's this?""

"Me.""

She'd drawn herself holding Danielle's hand.

I swallowed.

"That's a beautiful picture.""

Nia kept coloring.

After a moment, she asked, "Daddy, did Mommy know Renee?""

The question caught me completely off guard.

I looked at her.

"What makes you ask that?""

Nia pressed the crayon against the paper.

"Renee used to say Mommy wouldn't have liked me being naughty.""

My stomach tightened.

"Did she say that often?""

"Sometimes.""

"What else did she say about Mommy?""

Nia hesitated.

"She said Mommy had a secret.""

I felt the room grow very quiet.

"What kind of secret?""

"I don't know. When I asked, Renee told me I was too young to understand.""

I kept my voice calm.

"Did she ever explain it?""

Nia shook her head.

"She said you knew about it, but you didn't want to talk about it.""

I stared at the drawing.

That sounded like another attempt to make my daughter feel excluded from something she couldn't understand.

But I wasn't going to assume I knew what it meant.

"Sweetheart, sometimes adults say things that confuse children. If someone tells you a secret that makes you scared, you can always talk to me.""

She nodded.

Then she looked up.

"Daddy?""

"Yes?""

"Did Mommy know she was going to die?""

The question pierced me.

I moved closer.

"No, baby. We didn't know what was going to happen. Your mother became very sick, and the doctors tried to help her.""

"Then why did Renee say Mommy knew?""

I felt my pulse quicken.

"When did she say that?""

Nia looked down at her drawing.

"After you married her. We were in the kitchen, and I asked why Mommy couldn't come back. Renee said some people know when it's time to leave.""

I closed my eyes briefly.

Nia had been seven when Danielle died. She had spent years trying to understand something adults struggled to accept.

And Renee had given her a sentence that could make a child believe her mother had chosen to leave.

I reached for Nia's hand, careful of her injuries.

"Your mother loved you very much," I said.

"Nothing Renee said changes that.""

Nia nodded, but her eyes filled with tears.

"I know.""

She leaned against me.

I held her until her breathing steadied.

Then I asked whether she wanted to keep drawing or rest.

"Can I finish the picture?""

"Of course.""

I left her with Tasha and returned to the kitchen.

My phone showed a missed call from an unfamiliar number.

I didn't recognize it, but I saved the details and contacted the appropriate investigator to report the new contact. I didn't call the number back.

I had learned enough about the danger of acting on incomplete information.

An hour later, Camille called again.

"I found something," she said.

I sat down.

"What is it?""

"An appointment card. Danielle had an appointment at the hospital six days before she died. It's marked as a follow-up consultation.""

"Do you know what it was for?""

"No. The card doesn't say.""

"What's the date?""

Camille told me.

I opened my calendar and counted backward from the date Danielle had died.

Six days.

My mind returned to the final week of her life.

I'd been working late on a commercial project. Danielle had complained of fatigue, but she'd told me she was going to the hospital for a checkup. I had offered to go with her, and she'd said she didn't need me to miss work.

I remembered kissing her forehead before leaving that morning.

I remembered her smiling and telling me to bring home groceries.

I remembered returning that evening to find her asleep on the couch.

Nothing about those memories suggested a secret.

But the appointment card didn't prove one either.

"Camille, can you tell whether the card was issued before or after the appointment?""

"It has the date printed on it, but I don't know when she received it.""

"Do you have any other records?""

"Some discharge paperwork from the day she died. I'd need to look through the folder.""

"Please do. But don't speculate about what it means.""

"I won't.""

She paused.

"Marcus, do you think Renee knew Danielle?""

"I don't know.""

"Because if she did, Danielle never told me.""

I stared out the kitchen window.

"I don't know what to think anymore.""

Camille's voice softened.

"Then don't decide until you have facts.""

After the call, I searched my own files for the documents from Danielle's hospitalization. I found insurance statements, funeral paperwork, and a few emails from the hospital.

I did not find the full medical report.

I contacted the hospital's records department to ask about the proper process for requesting records as Danielle's surviving spouse and Nia's father. They explained that access would depend on the applicable privacy rules and the documentation I could provide.

I followed their instructions.

It would take time.

For the first time since I had met Renee, I was willing to wait for an answer rather than accept the first explanation offered.

That evening, I sat with Tasha on the back porch while the children watched a movie inside.

The air was cool, and the neighborhood had grown quiet. Somewhere down the street, a dog barked twice.

Tasha held a mug between her palms.

"Do you think Renee was involved in Danielle's death?""

I looked at her.

"I don't know.""

"Do you think she knew something?""

"I don't know that either.""

She nodded.

"Good.""

I frowned.

"Good?""

"Yes. Because you can't build a case out of fear. What happened to Nia is serious enough on its own. You don't have to turn Renee into a monster in every possible way to justify protecting your daughter.""

I looked down at my hands.

She was right.

I didn't need to prove Renee had planned our marriage, manipulated Danielle, or hidden some elaborate secret to recognize the harm she'd caused Nia.

I needed facts.

And I needed to keep my children safe while those facts were established.

My phone vibrated.

An email had arrived from the hospital records department.

It was an acknowledgment of my request, not the report itself. They needed additional documentation before they could determine what records could be released.

I read the email twice.

Then I opened the folder Camille had helped me identify and searched for the appointment date.

The date matched.

But it still told me nothing about what Danielle had discussed with her doctor.

I closed the laptop.

Inside the house, I heard Zoe laugh at something on the television. Malik laughed a second later.

For a moment, the sound brought me relief.

Then Nia appeared at the porch door.

"Daddy?""

I stood.

"Hey, baby.""

She held a folded sheet of paper.

"I finished my picture.""

I took it carefully.

She had drawn herself beside Danielle beneath the big tree. This time, she had drawn three hearts above them.

One was pink.

One was yellow.

One was blue.

"What's the blue heart for?"" I asked.

"That's for you.""

I smiled sadly.

"Thank you, sweetheart.""

She studied my face.

"Are you looking for Mommy's secret?""

I knelt in front of her.

"I'm trying to understand something someone told me. But you don't need to worry about it.""

She nodded.

Then she whispered, "Renee said Mommy left something for me.""

My heart stopped.

"What did she leave?""

Nia glanced toward the house.

"I don't know. Renee said it was hidden where nobody would look.""

I held the drawing against my chest.

"Did she tell you where?""

Nia shook her head.

"No. But she said if I ever found it, I would understand why Mommy couldn't stay.""

For several seconds, I couldn't speak.

I didn't know whether Renee had invented the story, misunderstood something, or was referring to an actual object Danielle had left behind.

I wasn't going to send Nia searching for it.

Instead, I hugged her and told her we would figure things out together.

When she went back inside, I returned to the porch and looked at the photograph of Danielle on my phone.

Her smile was the same one I remembered from our wedding day.

I had spent three years grieving her death and another year believing I had finally found happiness again.

Now I was facing the possibility that my second marriage had begun with information I never knew.

I didn't yet know what that information was.

But I had a name, a date, and a growing list of unanswered questions.

Then Camille sent me one final message.

I found a note in Danielle's hospital folder. It's dated two days before she died.

A photograph appeared beneath the message.

The handwriting was Danielle's.

I recognized the slant of the letters immediately.

The note was short.

*"If anything happens to me, make sure Marcus knows what Renee did.""*

I stared at the words until the screen blurred.

Then I read the date again.

Two days before Danielle died.

May you like

And beneath the note, in handwriting that wasn't Danielle's, someone had added a single sentence.

*"He must never find out.""*

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