Chapter 5: The Money My Father Left Behind
I drove home without turning on the radio.
The stranger's message glowed on my phone whenever I stopped at a red light.
Ask your mother what happened to the money your father left behind.
I wanted to dismiss it as another attempt to frighten me. Daniel had plenty of reasons to make me doubt what I'd discovered. Whoever had sent the message could have been bluffing.
But the mention of my father unsettled me.
He had been the one person in our family who never called me responsible as though it were an obligation.
He used to say I was allowed to make mistakes.
When I was sixteen and backed our mother's car into a mailbox, he had laughed so hard that he nearly dropped the flashlight he was holding.
When I failed my driving test, he bought me a chocolate milkshake and drove me around the empty high school parking lot until I felt confident enough to try again.
And when he became sick, he kept telling me that I didn't have to grow up so quickly.
He died three months later.
I had spent the years since then trying to become the person he had believed I could be.
I couldn't bear the thought that someone had used his memory to manipulate me.
When I arrived at my apartment, I called my mother.
She answered after the second ring.
"Claire? Are you home?""
"Yes.""
"Are you all right?""
I looked at the handbag sitting on my passenger seat. I'd taken it with me out of habit, but now it felt like evidence.
"I need to ask you something.""
Her voice changed.
"What's wrong?""
"What happened to Dad's life insurance money?""
Silence.
I gripped the phone.
"Mom?""
"Why are you asking me that?""
"Someone sent me a message saying I should ask you.""
I heard her draw a shaky breath.
"Who sent it?""
"I don't know. An unknown number.""
"Did Daniel send it?""
"I don't know.""
She was quiet for so long that I thought the call had dropped.
Then she said, "Come over tomorrow morning.""
"Why can't we talk now?""
"Because this isn't something I can explain over the phone.""
My stomach tightened.
"Mom, what aren't you telling me?""
"I need to find some papers first.""
"What papers?""
"I'll explain tomorrow.""
She hung up.
I stood in my kitchen with the phone pressed to my ear, listening to the dead line.
I barely slept.
At seven the next morning, I drove to the house where I'd grown up. Mom still lived there, in the same two-story home with the white porch railings my father had painted every summer.
I let myself in with the spare key.
The house smelled of coffee and furniture polish.
Mom was sitting at the kitchen table with an old wooden box in front of her. Inside were photographs, birthday cards, insurance documents, and a stack of envelopes tied together with a faded blue ribbon.
She looked as though she hadn't slept either.
"Sit down," she said.
I pulled out a chair.
For several seconds, neither of us spoke.
Then she opened the box and removed a document.
"Your father had a life insurance policy worth one hundred and twenty thousand dollars," she said.
I stared at her.
"I thought it was much less.""
"It wasn't.""
She placed the document on the table.
"After the funeral, I used some of the money to pay the mortgage, cover medical bills, and keep the household running. Your father had been unable to work for several months. There were expenses I hadn't told you about.""
I nodded slowly.
That part made sense.
My father had spent months in and out of hospitals. Mom had worked part-time, and I'd known money was tight.
"What happened to the rest?""
She looked down at her hands.
"I put it into a separate account.""
"For whom?""
"For you and Melissa.""
My throat tightened.
"How much?""
"Forty thousand dollars for each of you. The rest was kept for emergencies and final expenses.""
I stared at her.
"You told us there wasn't much left.""
"I didn't want either of you growing up believing you were entitled to money you hadn't earned.""
I looked at the wooden box.
"So you kept it secret?""
"I thought it was safer that way.""
"Where is it now?""
She pressed her lips together.
"Most of it is gone.""
The kitchen seemed to grow very quiet.
"What do you mean, gone?""
Mom rubbed her forehead.
"About eighteen months ago, Daniel came to me with an investment opportunity. He said he had found a way to purchase equipment for a small technology company. He had a business plan, projected earnings, and documents showing that another investor was already involved.""
I remembered Daniel at family dinners, talking about his plans to become financially independent.
"He asked you for money?""
"He asked me to invest. He promised I would get the principal back within a year, along with a return.""
"How much did you give him?""
"Thirty thousand dollars.""
I stared at her.
"Mom.""
"I know.""
"No, I don't think you do. You gave him thirty thousand dollars from the money Dad left for us?""
"I believed him.""
"Did you tell me?""
"No.""
"Did you tell Melissa?""
Mom hesitated.
"She knew I'd invested. She didn't know the amount.""
I pushed back my chair and stood.
I walked to the sink, gripping its edge until my knuckles hurt.
The numbers were beginning to connect in ways I didn't like.
Daniel had received money from Mom. He had convinced Melissa to open accounts in my name. He'd allegedly received twenty thousand dollars from those accounts.
And now someone was telling me that my father's money had disappeared.
"Did Daniel pay you back?"" I asked.
"No.""
"Did you ask for it?""
"Several times.""
"What did he say?""
"He said the investment had been delayed. Then he said his business partner had withdrawn. After that, he stopped answering my calls.""
I turned around.
"Why didn't you tell me?""
She began to cry.
"Because I was ashamed.""
I had seen my mother cry at my father's funeral. I'd seen her cry when Melissa moved away for the first time, when our old dog died, and when she watched me leave for college.
But this was different.
She looked smaller, as though she had spent months carrying something too heavy to put down.
"I thought I'd made a terrible mistake," she said.
"I thought if I could get the money back, nobody would ever need to know.""
I sat down again.
"How much is left?""
"About twelve thousand dollars.""
I closed my eyes.
Mom had lost most of the money intended for her daughters, and she had kept the loss hidden while Melissa used my identity to obtain another fifty thousand dollars.
I couldn't tell which part hurt more: the deception or the realization that everyone had been protecting someone else's secret while I was expected to be honest.
"Did Melissa know Daniel had taken your money?""
"I don't know exactly what she knew.""
"Did she know he was helping her use my information?""
Mom looked away.
"I think she knew he was involved.""
"That's not an answer.""
She wiped her cheeks.
"I don't know what she knew, Claire. I should have asked more questions. I should have told you when Daniel stopped paying me back.""
I reached for the documents.
"Do you have proof of the transfer?""
She nodded and pulled a bank statement from the box.
The transfer was dated eighteen months earlier. The recipient's name was attached to a business account, and the memo line contained the words initial investment.
I photographed the statement and returned it to the table.
"Mom, I need you to preserve everything. Every email, every message, every document Daniel gave you.""
"Are you going to the police?""
"I'm already working with the lenders and a fraud investigator. If Daniel used my identity or directed Melissa to do it, that needs to be investigated.""
She looked frightened.
"What about Melissa?""
I took a slow breath.
"She made her choices. She needs to cooperate, too.""
Mom reached across the table.
"Please don't let this destroy our family.""
I looked at her hand.
For most of my life, that sentence would have been enough to stop me. I would have agreed to keep quiet, promised to handle things privately, and convinced myself that protecting everyone was the same as fixing the problem.
Not this time.
"Mom, our family is already in trouble. Keeping secrets won't make it better.""
She withdrew her hand.
I gathered copies of the bank statement and the insurance documents. Before I left, she called me back.
"Claire?""
I turned.
"There's something else.""
My heart sank.
"What?""
She opened the wooden box again and removed a sealed envelope with my name written across the front in my father's handwriting.
"I found this after he died," she said.
"I never gave it to you.""
I stared at the envelope.
"Why not?""
She swallowed.
"Because your father wrote it when he was sick. He was worried about what would happen to you girls if something went wrong.""
I took it from her.
The paper was yellowed at the edges, and my name was written in the careful block letters I remembered from the birthday cards he used to leave on my pillow.
I slipped my finger beneath the flap.
Inside was a single folded letter.
The first line made my chest ache.
Claire, if you're reading this, I hope I've had more time with you than the doctors expected.
I had to sit down.
I read the letter slowly, stopping several times when my vision blurred.
He wrote about his hopes for me. He told me not to sacrifice my entire life trying to rescue people who refused to help themselves. He said that loving someone didn't mean taking responsibility for every decision they made.
Near the end, he mentioned something that made me stop breathing.
I have set aside money for both of you girls. If anyone ever tells you that the money is gone, ask to see the records. You deserve to know what happened to it.
I read the sentence again.
Then I turned the page over.
There was a handwritten account number and the name of a financial institution.
Beneath it, my father had written a date.
A date that was six months after his death.
I looked at Mom.
"What's this account?""
She went pale.
"I don't know.""
"Mom, it's in Dad's handwriting.""
"I've never seen that before.""
I held up the letter.
"He specifically wrote that I should ask to see the records.""
She stared at the account number.
Then she whispered, "That account was supposed to have been closed.""
I felt the blood drain from my face.
"Supposed to have been?""
Mom looked at me, and I saw genuine fear in her eyes.
"I thought your father had transferred everything before he died.""
"To whom?""
She didn't answer.
I looked down at the date again.
May you like
Six months after my father died, someone had accessed an account he had specifically told me to investigate if the money disappeared.
And the signature on the bottom of the document Mom had just pulled from the box looked disturbingly similar to Daniel's.