Thinking

Chapter 1: The Daughter They Wanted Buried

My mother spat on my injured face fourteen days after my father beat me into a coma.

Then she leaned close enough for me to smell the peppermint on her breath and whispered, “I'd rather bury you than believe a liar like you.””

For fourteen days, I had fought my way back to consciousness.

In less than fourteen seconds, she made me wish I hadn't.

The hospital room smelled of antiseptic, plastic tubing, and the wilted flowers someone had left on the windowsill. Sunlight spilled across my blanket. Somewhere in the corridor, a child was laughing.

I couldn't understand how the world could sound so ordinary when mine had just shattered.

“Mom?”” I whispered.

Teresa Santos stood beside my bed wearing her favorite cream-colored blouse and the small gold cross my father had bought her for their twentieth anniversary. Her hair was perfectly brushed. Her lipstick was untouched.

She looked like a woman arriving for Sunday brunch.

Not a mother seeing her only daughter awake after two weeks in a coma.

I lifted my uninjured hand.

“Please,” I said. My throat was dry, and every word scraped.

“I'm scared.””

She knocked my hand away.

“Don't perform for me, Valeria.””

I stared at her, unable to reconcile the woman before me with the mother who used to sit beside my bed whenever thunder shook the windows.

“Perform?”” I repeated.

“You heard me.””

A nurse hurried into the room when Teresa's voice rose.

“Ma'am, your daughter has only just regained consciousness. She needs to remain calm.””

Teresa turned toward her.

“My daughter knows exactly how to manipulate people. She's been doing it since she was old enough to speak.””

“Mom, what did I do?””

Her eyes narrowed.

“What did you do?”” She let out a harsh, disbelieving laugh.

“Your father has spent thirty years building a good name, and you tried to destroy it because you couldn't stand being told no.””

I felt the ache in my ribs deepen as I tried to sit up.

“Dad?””

The word escaped before I could stop it.

Teresa leaned closer.

“Your father is a good man. You are a disgusting liar.””

Then she spat.

The warm, humiliating splash struck my bandaged cheek.

I froze.

For one terrible second, I was eight years old again, standing in our kitchen while my mother explained that good daughters didn't embarrass their fathers.

Then I was twenty-eight, lying in a hospital bed with a fractured cheekbone, three broken ribs, a fractured wrist, and a head that felt too heavy for my neck.

And my mother was looking at me as if I were the one who had done something unforgivable.

“Get out,” the nurse snapped.

Teresa straightened her blouse.

“Gladly.””

Security arrived before she reached the door. She continued shouting in the hallway, accusing me of inventing stories, destroying the family, and making my father suffer.

I couldn't make out every word.

I didn't need to.

The nurse, a tired-looking woman named Denise, gently wiped my cheek with a warm cloth.

“I'm sorry, sweetheart,” she murmured.

I turned my face toward the window.

“Please don't call anyone else in my family.””

Denise paused.

“Are you sure?””

I watched sunlight move across the blanket.

“Yes.””

For the first time in my life, I was afraid of my mother.

And I had a terrible feeling that the fear was justified.

An hour later, a man in a charcoal suit knocked twice before entering.

He was tall, with dark hair beginning to gray at the temples. A badge hung from his belt, and he carried a clear evidence bag in one hand.

“Valeria Santos?””

“Yes.””

“My name is Detective Ethan Cole. I'm investigating the assault that put you here.””

My fingers curled around the blanket.

The assault.

Not the accident.

Not whatever story my mother had decided to tell.

The assault.

Detective Cole pulled a chair beside my bed but didn't sit until he had explained who he was and asked whether I felt well enough to speak.

I appreciated that small courtesy more than I wanted to admit.

“What's in the bag?”” I asked.

He placed it on the bedside table.

Inside was a shattered phone with a spiderweb of cracks across its screen. One corner had been crushed inward. The case was scratched and smeared with dried dirt.

My phone.

I recognized the tiny strawberry sticker on the back.

My younger self had put it there years ago, back when my biggest problem was deciding whether to dye my hair red.

I stared at it.

“Where did you find that?””

“Under your body in your parents' garage. Your right arm was wrapped around it when emergency responders arrived.””

My stomach twisted.

I remembered concrete beneath my cheek.

A metallic taste in my mouth.

A man's voice telling me to give him something.

Then a blow that turned the whole world white.

I squeezed my eyes shut.

“Take your time,” Detective Cole said.

“Was I alone?””

He waited a moment before answering.

“When the first responders arrived, yes. The garage door was partially open. Your father called emergency services.””

Something about that answer felt wrong.

Not because it was impossible.

Because I could remember his voice.

Not a panicked cry for help. Not a desperate plea for an ambulance.

A cold, furious voice.

Where is it, Valeria?

My breathing quickened.

Detective Cole noticed.

“Do you remember who attacked you?””

My mouth went dry.

I knew the answer.

Some part of me had known since the moment I opened my eyes.

But saying it aloud felt like reaching for a hot stove.

“My father,” I whispered.

Cole's expression didn't change, but he opened a small notebook.

“Can you tell me why you believe that?””

“Because I saw him.””

“And why do you think he attacked you?””

I looked at the shattered phone.

The cracked screen reflected a distorted version of my face. One swollen eye. Yellowing bruises. A bandage over my cheek.

Then I remembered the strawberries.

Fourteen days earlier, I had been standing in the produce section of a grocery store, choosing between two containers.

It was a stupidly ordinary afternoon.

The air smelled of ripe fruit and floor cleaner. A little girl nearby was begging her father for chocolate cereal. My shopping basket contained milk, bread, eggs, and the strawberries my mother liked to put on her morning oatmeal.

I remember checking the price.

I remember thinking that I needed to call my landlord about the leaking kitchen faucet.

I remember my phone vibrating.

A message from my cousin, Sofia, lit the screen.

*Sofia: Are you still coming Sunday? Aunt Teresa says your dad has a surprise.*

I typed, Wouldn't miss it.

Then I deleted the message.

A week earlier, I had discovered a hotel charge on my father's shared business account. He had dismissed it as a meeting expense. My mother had laughed when I asked why a meeting with a construction supplier had taken place at a motel twenty miles outside town.

“Your father works hard,” she'd said.

“He deserves privacy.””

At the time, I had let it go.

But two days later, I'd seen him drive past my office with a woman in the passenger seat. He'd told my mother he was attending a charity dinner.

The woman had rested her hand on his thigh.

I recognized her from photographs at his company events. Her name was Camille Reed. She was a polished blonde in her early forties who ran a consulting firm that had recently won several contracts with my father's construction company.

I didn't know whether my father was having an affair.

I only knew that the sight of his hand covering hers had made something inside me go cold.

So I'd followed the questions instead of the car.

That afternoon, I happened to pass the Briarwood Motel on my way home from work. I saw my father's silver sedan parked beside a row of rooms.

Then I saw Camille come out of Room 18.

My father stepped into the doorway behind her.

He kissed her.

Not on the cheek.

On the mouth.

I stopped so abruptly that a car behind me honked.

For a few seconds, I simply stared.

I could have driven away. I could have pretended I hadn't seen anything and let my mother continue believing whatever she needed to believe.

Instead, I took out my phone.

My hands shook so badly that I nearly dropped it.

I started recording.

The video was grainy, but it captured my father's face. It captured Camille slipping a thick envelope into his jacket. It captured him looking over his shoulder before pulling her close again.

I filmed until they separated.

Then I heard something that made my stomach tighten.

“If she finds out, we're finished,” Camille said.

My father laughed.

“She won't hear it from me.””

“And your daughter?””

His expression changed.

“Valeria doesn't know anything.””

Camille glanced toward the parking lot.

“What if she does?””

My father stepped closer to her.

“Then I'll handle it.””

The way he said it made the hairs rise on my arms.

I lowered the phone, suddenly aware that I was standing in plain sight.

My father turned.

For one terrifying instant, his eyes seemed to find mine through the windshield.

I ducked behind a parked SUV.

When I looked again, he was staring at his own phone, typing.

I didn't know what I'd just witnessed beyond an affair. I didn't know what was inside the envelope. I only knew that his voice had sounded different from the man who used to tuck blankets around me when I fell asleep on the couch.

I drove to the grocery store because I needed an ordinary place to breathe.

I bought the strawberries.

Then I went home.

By the time I reached our house, darkness had settled over the driveway.

My parents lived in the same white colonial house where I had grown up, a home with blue shutters, a wide porch, and flower beds my mother tended every Saturday.

My apartment was only twenty minutes away, but I'd been visiting them almost every day since my mother's knee surgery. That evening, I'd promised to bring groceries and help prepare dinner.

I carried the bags through the kitchen door.

My mother was arranging flowers in a glass vase. My father sat at the counter reading something on his tablet.

“There she is,” he said without looking up.

“Our favorite daughter.””

It was a familiar joke. Usually, it made me roll my eyes.

That night, it sounded like a warning.

“Hey, Dad.””

I put the groceries down.

His gaze rose to my face.

For half a second, his smile vanished.

“You look pale.””

“Long day.””

“Where have you been?””

“The store.””

“Which store?””

I looked at him.

“The one on Maple. Why?””

He set down his tablet.

“What did you see today, Valeria?””

The words were so direct that I forgot to breathe.

My mother stopped arranging the flowers.

“Rafael, what are you talking about?””

He didn't look at her.

“I'm asking my daughter a question.””

I could have lied.

Instead, I reached into my bag and pulled out my phone.

“I saw you at the Briarwood Motel.””

The kitchen became unnaturally quiet.

My mother's fingers tightened around a flower stem until it snapped.

My father stared at the phone.

“What?””

“I recorded you,” I said.

“With Camille.””

My mother shook her head rapidly.

“No. No, you didn't.””

“I have the video.””

My father rose so quickly that his stool scraped across the floor.

“Give me the phone.””

“No.””

“Valeria. Now.””

I stepped back.

“I'm not deleting anything until you tell Mom the truth.””

His face changed.

Not embarrassment.

Not shame.

Pure fury.

My mother moved between us, but she didn't reach for me.

She reached for him.

“Rafael, sweetheart, calm down.””

He brushed her hand aside.

“Your daughter has been spying on me.””

“I was driving past the motel.””

“You were stalking me.””

“I watched you kiss another woman!””

“Enough!””

The kitchen lights seemed to flicker as his voice struck the walls.

My mother flinched.

Then she turned on me.

“How could you do this?”” she demanded.

“How could you humiliate your father?””

I stared at her in disbelief.

“Mom, I saw them together.””

“You saw what you wanted to see.””

“I have the recording!””

“And you think a video tells the whole story?””

My father held out his hand.

“Phone. Now.””

I clutched it against my chest.

“No.””

He took one step toward me.

I took one step back.

Then another.

The grocery bags rustled beneath my feet. A container of strawberries tipped over, spilling bright red fruit across the kitchen tiles.

My father glanced down at them.

When he looked up again, I saw something in his eyes I had never seen before.

He was no longer asking for my phone.

He was deciding how to take it.

And when he began walking toward me, my mother moved out of his way.

Detective Cole's voice pulled me back to the hospital room.

“Valeria?””

I opened my eyes.

He was watching me carefully.

“I remember,” I whispered.

“What do you remember?””

“My father knew I'd recorded him.””

Cole nodded slowly.

“That's consistent with what we've discovered.””

He lifted the evidence bag again and turned the broken phone so I could see its screen.

A single notification remained visible beneath the cracks.

The words were mine.

I recognized the way I'd typed them, in capitals, when my hands were shaking.

*IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME, LOOK AT THIS.*

My heartbeat quickened.

“Did you write that?”” he asked.

“Yes.””

“Do you remember what 'this' refers to?””

I tried to reach for the memory, but it slipped away. I could see the motel. The envelope. My father's face.

Then darkness.

Cole returned the phone to the table.

“Your father came to this hospital three times while you were unconscious.””

I stared at him.

“Was he asking whether I would survive?””

The detective's silence answered before his words did.

“No. He wanted to know whether you'd regained consciousness. Specifically, he kept asking whether you'd remembered where you hid the original recording.””

My mouth went dry.

The last image that surfaced in my mind was my father's hand reaching for my phone.

And beneath it, almost lost in the darkness, another memory began to move.

A tiny silver key.

A locked drawer.

Someone knocking at a door.

Before I could grasp it, Detective Cole leaned forward.

“Valeria, I need you to think carefully. Did you make a second copy of that video?””

I looked at him.

Then at the phone.

May you like

And suddenly, I remembered the one thing my father had never thought to ask me.

Where I'd put the strawberries.

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