Thinking

Chapter 1: The Daughter Who Wasn’t Welcome

By the fourth night of staying at my father’s house, I understood something I had spent twenty-four years refusing to believe: a person could be welcomed through the front door and still be treated like an intruder.

But I didn't know the worst part yet.

The woman making me feel unwanted wasn't a stranger, a jealous ex, or some bitter relative. She was my father's wife, Vanessa—and she had already decided that my place in his life was a problem she intended to solve.

Three weeks earlier, I had been sitting on the floor of my apartment, surrounded by dust-covered boxes, when I called my father.

“Dad, I might need somewhere to stay for a little while.””

Marcus Carter didn't even let me finish.

“You don't have to ask me twice, sweetheart. Come home. The spare bedroom is yours.””

Those five words—Come home. The spare bedroom is yours—had warmed something inside me that I hadn't realized had grown cold.

My apartment building was undergoing major repairs. Workers drilled through the walls from eight in the morning until sunset, the hallway smelled of plaster, and a thick layer of construction dust somehow found its way beneath my front door every night.

I could barely sleep, let alone work from home.

My father had offered me a temporary escape, and I had accepted without a second thought.

Now, standing in his driveway with two suitcases in the trunk of my car, I tried to ignore the small knot forming in my stomach.

“This is only temporary,” I whispered.

The front door flew open before I could reach for my luggage.

“There she is!””

My father came down the front steps with the enthusiasm of a man greeting a celebrity rather than his daughter, whom he'd seen the previous weekend.

I laughed as he pulled me into a hug.

“Dad, you're acting like I just returned from war.””

“I saw you last Saturday,” Marcus replied, squeezing me tighter.

“That was practically another lifetime ago.””

“It's been seven days.””

“Exactly. Seven whole days.””

I shook my head against his shoulder.

“You're ridiculous.””

“And you're still my little girl.””

He released me long enough to reach for my suitcase.

“I'll take this.””

“I can carry my own luggage.””

“I know.””

“Then why are you taking it?””

He lifted the suitcase out of the trunk.

“Because I'm your father, and fathers don't retire from being fathers.””

I smiled.

“Fine. But don't complain when your back hurts tomorrow.””

“My back has survived raising you. It can survive a suitcase.””

We laughed together.

Through the front window, however, someone watched us without smiling.

Vanessa stood behind the curtains, her fingers wrapped around a ceramic coffee mug.

She watched Marcus carry my suitcase toward the house as though he were bringing home something precious.

Her lips pressed into a thin line.

When I looked toward the window, she stepped away.

I didn't see her face clearly enough to understand what I had just witnessed.

Not yet.

“Welcome home!”” my father announced when we entered the house.

The familiar scent of lemon polish and freshly brewed coffee filled the hallway. My childhood photographs still hung along the staircase, although several had been replaced with pictures of Marcus and Vanessa's wedding.

For a moment, everything felt exactly as it should.

Then Vanessa appeared.

“Nia,” she said, offering a smile that never reached her eyes.

“You're here.””

“Hi, Vanessa.””

She looked at my suitcase.

“How long are you planning to stay?””

The question came so quickly that I wondered whether I had missed a greeting somewhere.

“A few weeks,” I answered.

“Three or four, probably. Maybe less, depending on the repairs.””

“Three or four weeks?””

“That's the estimate.””

Vanessa tilted her head.

“Well, let's hope your apartment is ready sooner.””

My fingers tightened around the strap of my handbag.

“I'm hoping for that too.””

“Good.””

She turned toward the kitchen without offering to help.

Marcus returned from the stairs.

“Everything all right?””

Vanessa's expression transformed.

“Of course, honey. I was just asking Nia what she'd like for dinner.””

My father smiled.

“Excellent. We'll make something special.””

“Dad, you don't have to.””

“Nonsense. My daughter's home.””

Vanessa turned away, and for one brief second, the pleasant expression disappeared.

I saw irritation.

Not disappointment. Not inconvenience.

Irritation.

That evening, my father prepared grilled chicken and roasted potatoes while I set the table. Vanessa sat at the kitchen island scrolling through her phone, occasionally glancing at us.

Marcus asked about my job, my friends, and a presentation I'd been preparing for weeks.

He remembered the name of my manager.

He even remembered that I hated mushrooms.

“See?”” he said proudly when he moved the mushroom-free portion of the vegetables onto my plate.

“I pay attention.””

I laughed.

“You've been paying attention since I was five.””

“Someone had to make sure you survived your mother's cooking experiments.””

“Dad!””

He laughed so loudly that he had to put down his fork.

Vanessa's fork struck her plate.

“Marcus, could you keep your voice down? Some of us are trying to eat.””

The table went quiet.

My father blinked.

“Sorry, sweetheart.””

Vanessa resumed eating as though nothing had happened.

I stared at my plate.

It was such a small thing. A request to lower his voice.

But the way she had delivered it made my father look suddenly embarrassed for enjoying himself.

I decided not to react.

For the next several days, I made myself as unobtrusive as possible.

I bought groceries. I washed my dishes immediately. I kept my belongings inside the guest room and avoided using the living room when Vanessa watched television.

Still, she found reasons to remind me that I wasn't entirely welcome.

One morning, I walked into the kitchen and reached for a familiar blue mug.

Vanessa sighed.

I paused.

“Is something wrong?””

“No.””

“You sighed.””

“I breathed, Nia.””

I looked at her.

“That was a very dramatic breath.””

She didn't laugh.

I lifted the mug.

“That reminds me. I bought this for Dad a few years ago. I didn't realize he still used it.””

Vanessa's eyes narrowed.

“Of course you did.””

I slowly lowered the mug.

“What does that mean?””

“Nothing.””

“You keep saying that after saying something.””

She folded her arms.

“And you question everything.””

“Only when someone seems determined to say something without actually saying it.””

Before she could answer, my father entered.

“Good morning!””

Vanessa immediately walked over and kissed his cheek.

“Good morning, honey.””

Marcus looked between us.

“Everything okay?””

I picked up a different mug.

“Apparently, certain coffee cups have family ownership papers.””

My father laughed.

“What?””

“Nothing,” Vanessa answered sweetly.

He shook his head.

“Why does everyone keep saying that word?””

I laughed with him.

Vanessa didn't.

That afternoon, I found Ethan, Vanessa's twenty-two-year-old son, sitting on the back patio.

He had always been reasonably kind to me. Marcus treated him like his own son, and I'd made an effort to do the same.

Ethan watched me put my phone facedown on the table.

“You and my mom are going to drive each other crazy,” he said.

I exhaled.

“I haven't done anything to her.””

“I know.””

I studied his face.

“So you've noticed it too?””

He nodded.

“My mom acts differently when Dad isn't around.””

I looked through the glass doors at the house.

“Why does she dislike me?””

Ethan rubbed the back of his neck.

“I don't think it's something you've done.””

“Then what is it?””

He glanced toward the kitchen.

“When you're here, Dad changes. He gets excited. He asks about your work.

He remembers stories from when you were little. He actually puts his phone down when you talk.””

I smiled faintly.

“He's always been like that.””

“Exactly.””

Ethan leaned forward.

“My mom doesn't like sharing his attention.””

I stared at him.

“That's ridiculous. I'm his daughter.””

“I know that. You know that. But she sees it differently.””

I wanted to argue, but I couldn't find the words.

Then Ethan said something that made my stomach tighten.

“There's another reason she's upset about you staying here.””

“What reason?””

He glanced toward the house again.

“Last week, I overheard her talking to someone on the phone. She said that if you came back, she'd have to deal with the house situation before it was too late.””

I frowned.

“What house situation?””

Ethan's expression changed.

“I'm not sure.””

“Who was she talking to?””

Before he could answer, the patio door opened.

Vanessa stood in the doorway holding a glass of water.

She looked at Ethan, then at me.

“Is there a reason you two are whispering out here?””

Ethan stood.

“We're having a conversation, Mom.””

“About what?””

“Nothing important.””

Vanessa's gaze settled on me.

For once, she didn't bother pretending to smile.

“Good,” she said.

“Because there are some family matters that really don't concern everyone.””

Then she walked back inside.

Ethan waited until the door closed.

He looked at me with an expression I had never seen on his face before.

May you like

Fear.

“Nia,” he whispered, “I think you need to ask Dad whose name is actually on this house.””

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