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Chapter 3: What Nicole Knew

I called Nicole back eleven times.

She didn't answer.

By two in the morning, the hospital hallway was almost empty.

The vending machines hummed.

A nurse pushed a cart past me.

Somewhere behind a closed door, a monitor beeped in steady intervals.

Inside Ava's room, Daniel slept in the chair.

I stood beside the window with the old police report in my hand.

The child fell down the stairs.

I had spent years dismantling lies professionally.

Yet my own childhood had been built around one.

I opened the photograph again.

Four-year-old me.

Bruised knees.

Blank expression.

Yellow wallpaper.

And a tiny shadow behind my shoulder.

I zoomed in with my phone.

There.

A belt hanging from a hook.

My stomach turned.

Someone had deliberately sent me this.

Someone wanted me to remember.

The door opened.

Daniel woke immediately.

“Everything okay?””

“No.””

He sat up.

“Nicole?””

“She called.””

“What did she say?””

I handed him the phone.

“She said Dad wasn't the one who hurt me.””

Daniel read the transcript.

“Did she explain?””

“She hung up.””

He looked at the photograph.

“What are you going to do?””

“Find her.””

“You're going to her house?””

“No.””

I looked toward Ava.

“I'm going to my parents' house.””

Daniel stood.

“Absolutely not.””

“Daniel—”

“Your father attacked our daughter tonight.””

“I know.””

“And you want to walk into his house?””

“I don't want to.””

I picked up the report.

“I need something.””

“What?””

“The truth.””

Daniel stared at me.

“You can get that without putting yourself in danger.””

“I know.””

I grabbed my coat.

“That's why I'm not going alone.””

Detective Harris met me outside my parents' house at 8:17 the next morning.

The birthday decorations were still hanging.

Balloons drifted lazily against the porch ceiling.

A giant gold *60* was taped to the front door.

The sight made my skin crawl.

Detective Harris looked at me.

“You sure?””

“Yes.””

“You're family.””

“Not when I walk through that door.””

He nodded.

I rang the bell.

My mother opened it.

Her eyes were swollen.

“You came.””

“Yes.””

She looked past me.

“Where's Daniel?””

“Taking care of Ava.””

Her face softened for half a second.

Then hardened again.

“She'll be fine.””

I stared at her.

“You don't know that.””

“She wasn't seriously hurt.””

“You're not a doctor.””

“I know children.””

“No.””

I stepped inside.

“You know obedience.””

My mother's lips tightened.

“Don't start.””

“I haven't started anything.””

I looked toward the kitchen.

The belt was gone.

Of course it was.

“Where's Dad?””

“Upstairs.””

“Tell him to come down.””

“He's resting.””

“Tell him.””

My mother crossed her arms.

“You're making a terrible mistake.””

“By protecting my daughter?””

“By turning this into a criminal matter.””

“He swung a belt at a three-year-old.””

“She wasn't hit.””

“She fell because she was trying to get away from him.””

“He didn't touch her.””

I stared at my mother.

“Did you hear yourself?””

She looked away.

I walked toward the kitchen.

“Emily.””

I stopped.

“Mom?””

Her voice dropped.

“Why are you digging into the past?””

The question hit harder than I expected.

I turned.

“What past?””

She didn't answer.

I took a step toward her.

“The police report?””

Her face drained of color.

“You found it.””

It wasn't a question.

My heart began pounding.

“Where was it?””

She swallowed.

“Who gave it to you?””

“Why were the police called when I was four?””

“You fell.””

“Then why was Dad questioned?””

“You were confused.””

“Why did you sign a report saying the case was closed?””

“Because it was.””

“Because I fell?””

“Yes.””

“Then why are you afraid?””

My mother looked toward the staircase.

I followed her gaze.

A floorboard creaked upstairs.

My father appeared.

He was wearing gray sweatpants and a white shirt.

His face was pale.

But his voice was steady.

“You need to leave.””

I turned.

“Not until we talk.””

“There is nothing to discuss.””

“There is a police report.””

His expression changed.

Only slightly.

But I saw it.

Eight years in courtrooms had taught me to watch the smallest reaction.

A flicker.

A hesitation.

A calculation.

“You went looking through my things?””

“No.””

“Then who gave you that?””

“Someone who remembers.””

His jaw tightened.

My mother whispered, “Richard.””

He ignored her.

“You're letting your career poison your family.””

“My career taught me to ask questions.””

“And your questions are going to destroy your mother.””

“My mother helped hide what happened to me.””

He took a step forward.

“You were four.””

“So?””

“You don't remember.””

I smiled without humor.

“That's the problem, Dad.””

I held up the photograph.

“Someone else does.””

He stared at it.

For the first time, genuine fear crossed his face.

Then he said something I would remember forever.

“You don't know what your sister did.””

I froze.

My father realized his mistake immediately.

My mother whispered, “Richard…”

I turned toward her.

“What did Nicole do?””

Neither answered.

“What did Nicole do?””

My father's voice hardened.

“Leave.””

“No.””

“Emily.””

“No.””

My mother began crying.

“You need to understand that we were trying to protect you.””

“From what?””

She covered her face.

“From the truth.””

The house went silent.

I heard a car outside.

A door slammed.

Footsteps approached the porch.

Detective Harris appeared in the doorway.

“Mr. Coleman?””

My father turned.

“Yes?””

“I need to speak with you about last night's incident.””

My father looked at me.

Then at the detective.

Then back at me.

And suddenly I understood something.

He wasn't afraid of being arrested for what happened to Ava.

He was afraid of what the investigation might uncover.

Detective Harris handed him a document.

“There's also a matter concerning an old case from 1990.””

My father's face went white.

My mother began sobbing.

I couldn't move.

Detective Harris looked at me.

“We found another record.””

“What record?””

He hesitated.

“A second police report.””

“About me?””

“No.””

He looked toward the staircase.

“About your brother.””

My heart stopped.

“What happened to Brandon?””

Before the detective could answer, a woman's voice came from behind us.

“I'll tell her.””

Nicole stood in the doorway.

She was barefoot.

Her hair was tangled.

And she was holding a small cardboard box against her chest.

She looked at our parents.

Then at me.

Then at the box.

“I've been carrying this for twenty-two years.””

My father stepped toward her.

“Nicole, don't.””

She flinched.

It was the first time I'd ever seen my sister afraid of him.

She opened the box.

Inside was a child's red sneaker.

A folded newspaper clipping.

And a cassette tape.

Nicole looked directly at me.

“The night Emily supposedly fell down the stairs,” she whispered, “wasn't the first time Dad hurt one of us.””

She lifted the cassette.

“And it wasn't the worst.””

Then she looked at our mother.

“Because Mom didn't call the police to protect Emily.””

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Her voice broke.

“She called them because she thought Dad had killed Brandon.””

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