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Chapter 7: ## Chapter 7: The Grandmother's Last Secret

: The Grandmother's Last Secret

“My mother knew which baby was yours.””

Vanessa's words hung in the living room.

“My mother knew which baby was yours.””

Vanessa's words hung in the living room.

Maya stared at her mother as though she had just become a stranger.

“What doesMaya stared at her mother as though she had just become a stranger.

“What does that mean?””

Vanessa pressed both hands against her mouth. Her eyes moved from Maya to me, then to Daniel, who stood that mean?””

Vanessa pressed both hands against her mouth. Her eyes moved from Maya to me, then to Daniel, who stood near the doorway with the expression of a man afraid that every answer would reveal another betrayal.

“Mom,” near the doorway with the expression of a man afraid that every answer would reveal another betrayal.

“Mom,” Maya said, her voice trembling.

“Tell me what you mean.””

Vanessa shook her head.

“I can't.””

“You can't, or Maya said, her voice trembling.

“Tell me what you mean.””

Vanessa shook her head.

“I can't.””

“You can't, or you won't?””

“I don't know how to explain it.””

“Then start at the you won't?””

“I don't know how to explain it.””

“Then start at the beginning!””

Maya's voice cracked so sharply that I instinctively reached for her shoulder. She stepped away from me, not because she didn't want comfort, but because she needed beginning!””

Maya's voice cracked so sharply that I instinctively reached for her shoulder. She stepped away from me, not because she didn't want comfort, but because she needed room to breathe.

“I spent my entire life believing you were the person who knew everything about room to breathe.

“I spent my entire life believing you were the person who knew everything about me,” she continued.

“You told me who my father was. You told me he died. You told me Marcus wasn't my real father whenever you wanted me,” she continued.

“You told me who my father was. You told me he died. You told me Marcus wasn't my real father whenever you wanted to hurt him.””

Her eyes filled.

“Now you're telling me to hurt him.””

Her eyes filled.

“Now you're telling me Grandma knew something about the night I was born, and you expect me to stand here and accept that?””

Vanessa lowered herself onto the sofa.

“No. I don't expect you to accept Grandma knew something about the night I was born, and you expect me to stand here and accept that?””

Vanessa lowered herself onto the sofa.

“No. I don't expect you to accept anything.””

“Then tell me the truth!””

Vanessa looked at the floor.

“My anything.””

“Then tell me the truth!””

Vanessa looked at the floor.

“My mother worked at that hospital for almost twenty years. Not as mother worked at that hospital for almost twenty years. Not as a nurse.

She worked in administration. She knew people there. She knew the doctors, the records staff, and the hospital lawyers.””

I looked at the message a nurse. She worked in administration. She knew people there. She knew the doctors, the records staff, and the hospital lawyers.””

I looked at the message on my phone again.

Evelyn Carter's name appeared beneath a handwritten instruction that had apparently closed an investigation before on my phone again.

Evelyn Carter's name appeared beneath a handwritten instruction that had apparently closed an investigation before anyone outside the hospital could ask further questions.

“What did your mother have to do with Maya's birth?”” I asked.

Vanessa rubbed her palms against anyone outside the hospital could ask further questions.

“What did your mother have to do with Maya's birth?”” I asked.

Vanessa rubbed her palms against her dress.

“She was the first person I called when I went into labor.””

Daniel's her dress.

“She was the first person I called when I went into labor.””

Daniel's face tightened.

“You told me you called me.””

“I called both of you.””

“You told me you were alone.””

“I was afraid you'd come to the hospital and demand to see the baby.””

Daniel stared at her.

“I was the baby's father. Of course I wanted to see her.””

“I know that now.””

“No, Vanessa. You knew that then.””

His voice remained quiet, but his hands face tightened.

“You told me you called me.””

“I called both of you.””

“You told me you were alone.””

“I was afraid you'd come to the hospital and demand to see the baby.””

Daniel stared at her.

“I was the baby's father. Of course I wanted to see her.””

“I know that now.””

“No, Vanessa. You knew that then.””

His voice remained quiet, but his hands were shaking.

Vanessa looked away.

“My mother arrived before Marcus did. She was there when the nurses took the baby for additional tests. She was there when the other woman appeared.””

Maya gripped the back of the armchair.

“What were shaking.

Vanessa looked away.

“My mother arrived before Marcus did. She was there when the nurses took the baby for additional tests. She was there when the other woman appeared.””

Maya gripped the back of the armchair.

“What other woman?””

Vanessa closed her eyes.

“Her name was Laura Bennett.””

The name meant other woman?””

Vanessa closed her eyes.

“Her name was Laura Bennett.””

The name meant nothing to me.

Daniel shook his head.

“Who was she?””

“I don't know everything about her. She had nothing to me.

Daniel shook his head.

“Who was she?””

“I don't know everything about her. She had given birth that same night. There were complications with her delivery, and she was frightened.

She claimed that the given birth that same night. There were complications with her delivery, and she was frightened. She claimed that the hospital had made a mistake.””

“What kind of mistake?”” Maya asked.

Vanessa's lips trembled.

“She said her baby had been taken to the wrong room. hospital had made a mistake.””

“What kind of mistake?”” Maya asked.

Vanessa's lips trembled.

“She said her baby had been taken to the wrong room. She believed the hospital She believed the hospital had given her someone else's newborn.””

Maya looked at me.

I had no answer.

For eighteen years, I had thought the story of her birth was a simple had given her someone else's newborn.””

Maya looked at me.

I had no answer.

For eighteen years, I had thought the story of her birth was a simple one. A complicated delivery, a worried mother, and a little girl who came home to a father who loved her.

Now, the memories of that night were becoming one. A complicated delivery, a worried mother, and a little girl who came home to a father who loved her.

Now, the memories of that night were becoming unreliable.

I remembered the nurse carrying Maya into the room. I remembered Vanessa crying. I remembered a unreliable.

I remembered the nurse carrying Maya into the room. I remembered Vanessa crying. I remembered a doctor telling me the baby had needed extra monitoring.

But I also remembered something else.

When I asked whether I could see the medical records a few doctor telling me the baby had needed extra monitoring.

But I also remembered something else.

When I asked whether I could see the medical records a few weeks later, Vanessa told me there was no need. When I asked again years afterward, she became angry weeks later, Vanessa told me there was no need. When I asked again years afterward, she became angry and said I was treating her like a criminal.

At the time, I'd apologized.

Now I wondered whether that anger had been the only warning and said I was treating her like a criminal.

At the time, I'd apologized.

Now I wondered whether that anger had been the only warning I'd ever needed.

“Did you see the I'd ever needed.

“Did you see the other woman's baby?”” I asked.

Vanessa nodded faintly.

“Only for a moment.””

“And?””

“She looked like Maya.””

Daniel other woman's baby?”” I asked.

Vanessa nodded faintly.

“Only for a moment.””

“And?””

“She looked like Maya.””

Daniel stepped forward.

“What do you mean, she looked like Maya?””

“They were both newborns. I couldn't tell them stepped forward.

“What do you mean, she looked like Maya?””

“They were both newborns. I couldn't tell them apart.””

Maya's face went white.

“Mom, you're saying I might not be your biological daughter?””

Vanessa began apart.””

Maya's face went white.

“Mom, you're saying I might not be your biological daughter?””

Vanessa began crying.

“I don't know.””

“You don't know?””

“I was told the crying.

“I don't know.””

“You don't know?””

“I was told the matter had been resolved!””

“By whom?””

“My mother. Robert Ellis. The hospital administrator matter had been resolved!””

“By whom?””

“My mother. Robert Ellis. The hospital administrator. They all told me there was no mistake.””

Maya's voice rose.

“Then why did you hide it. They all told me there was no mistake.””

Maya's voice rose.

“Then why did you hide it?””

Vanessa looked up.

“Because I was afraid.””

“Of what?””

“Of losing you!””

M?””

Vanessa looked up.

“Because I was afraid.””

“Of what?””

“Of losing you!””

Maya shook her head, tears streaming down her face.

“You didn't even know whether I was yours!””

Vanessa flinched.

For a moment, I thought she might defendaya shook her head, tears streaming down her face.

“You didn't even know whether I was yours!””

Vanessa flinched.

For a moment, I thought she might defend herself again. Instead, she stared at her daughter with a terrible, exhausted sadness.

“I knew you herself again. Instead, she stared at her daughter with a terrible, exhausted sadness.

“I knew you were the baby I took home,” she whispered.

“I knew I loved you. I told myself that was enough.””

M were the baby I took home,” she whispered.

“I knew I loved you. I told myself that was enough.””

Maya covered her face.

I moved beside her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

“It'saya covered her face.

I moved beside her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

“It's okay, sweetheart.””

“No, Dad. It isn't.””

She looked up at me.

okay, sweetheart.””

“No, Dad. It isn't.””

She looked up at me.

“What if everything I know about myself is wrong?””

I held her gaze.

“Then we'll find out what's“What if everything I know about myself is wrong?””

I held her gaze.

“Then we'll find out what's true. One piece at a time.””

Daniel moved closer.

“And whatever we discover, you won't have to face true. One piece at a time.””

Daniel moved closer.

“And whatever we discover, you won't have to face it alone.””

Maya looked between us.

Then she turned back to Vanessa.

“Where is Grandma's it alone.””

Maya looked between us.

Then she turned back to Vanessa.

“Where is Grandma's paperwork?””

Vanessa blinked.

“What?””

“You said Grandma knew. She paperwork?””

Vanessa blinked.

“What?””

“You said Grandma knew. She worked at the hospital. She must have kept something.””

Vanessa hesitated.

“She had a safe-deposit box.””

“Where worked at the hospital. She must have kept something.””

Vanessa hesitated.

“She had a safe-deposit box.””

“Where?””

“At a bank in Savannah. She opened it years before?””

“At a bank in Savannah. She opened it years before she died.””

“What's inside?””

“I don't know.””

Maya stared at her.

“You're telling me that my grandmother may have known whether I was the right baby, and you've she died.””

“What's inside?””

“I don't know.””

Maya stared at her.

“You're telling me that my grandmother may have known whether I was the right baby, and you've never looked inside her safe-deposit box?””

Vanessa's expression hardened defensively.

“I was grieving when she died. I couldn't bring never looked inside her safe-deposit box?””

Vanessa's expression hardened defensively.

“I was grieving when she died. I couldn't bring myself to sort through everything she left.””

“You had six years.””

“Don't speak to me as if you understand what I've been through!””

Maya took myself to sort through everything she left.””

“You had six years.””

“Don't speak to me as if you understand what I've been through!””

Maya took a step forward.

“And don't tell me about grief when you let another man believe his daughter was dead!””

Van a step forward.

“And don't tell me about grief when you let another man believe his daughter was dead!””

Vanessa recoiled.

Daniel looked away.

I had never seen Maya so angry. She wasn't shouting toessa recoiled.

Daniel looked away.

I had never seen Maya so angry. She wasn't shouting to hurt her mother. She was shouting because every new revelation had taken another piece of certainty hurt her mother. She was shouting because every new revelation had taken another piece of certainty from her life.

Vanessa stood abruptly.

“I'll get the box's information from her life.

Vanessa stood abruptly.

“I'll get the box's information.””

“Today,” Maya said.

Vanessa stared at her daughter.

Then she nodded.

“Today.””

She.””

“Today,” Maya said.

Vanessa stared at her daughter.

Then she nodded.

“Today.””

She reached for her purse, but before she could leave, I held up my phone.

“There's another problem.””

I showed reached for her purse, but before she could leave, I held up my phone.

“There's another problem.””

I showed her the scanned hospital record.

“Why did your mother sign off on the investigation?””

Vanessa studied the page.

“I don't know.””

“Did she know Robert her the scanned hospital record.

“Why did your mother sign off on the investigation?””

Vanessa studied the page.

“I don't know.””

“Did she know Robert Ellis?””

“Yes. He handled some of her legal affairs.””

“What legal affairs?””

“Her estate. Her Ellis?””

“Yes. He handled some of her legal affairs.””

“What legal affairs?””

“Her estate. Her property. Things like that.””

“Was he her attorney, too?””

Vanessa property. Things like that.””

“Was he her attorney, too?””

Vanessa nodded.

I felt another cold wave of anger.

The same man who had nodded.

I felt another cold wave of anger.

The same man who had allegedly misled Daniel had represented Vanessa and her mother. He had appeared at the hospital, allegedly misled Daniel had represented Vanessa and her mother. He had appeared at the hospital, participated in a disputed newborn incident, and then helped prepare documents that kept the participated in a disputed newborn incident, and then helped prepare documents that kept the biological father away.

And somehow, my name had ended up on a fraudulent biological father away.

And somehow, my name had ended up on a fraudulent adoption petition.

This wasn't a single lie told in a moment of panic.

It was a pattern.

adoption petition.

This wasn't a single lie told in a moment of panic.

It was a pattern.

“Vanessa,” I said, “I need you to understand something. We're not going to accept another explanation“Vanessa,” I said, “I need you to understand something. We're not going to accept another explanation without evidence.””

She looked at me with red-rimmed eyes.

“I understand.””

“No more without evidence.””

She looked at me with red-rimmed eyes.

“I understand.””

“No more secret meetings. No more documents appearing out of nowhere. No more telling Maya what secret meetings.

No more documents appearing out of nowhere. No more telling Maya what she can and cannot know.””

She nodded.

Then she looked at Maya.

“ she can and cannot know.””

She nodded.

Then she looked at Maya.

“I'm sorry.””

Maya's expression remained guarded.

“I don't know what to do with your apology.””

“YouI'm sorry.””

Maya's expression remained guarded.

“I don't know what to do with your apology.””

“You don't have to do anything with it.””

For the first time that evening, Vanessa sounded as though she understood don't have to do anything with it.””

For the first time that evening, Vanessa sounded as though she understood that an apology was not a demand for forgiveness.

She walked to that an apology was not a demand for forgiveness.

She walked to the door.

Before leaving, she turned back.

“There's something else you should know about my mother.””

I the door.

Before leaving, she turned back.

“There's something else you should know about my mother.””

I waited.

“When she died, I found a letter in her desk. It was addressed to me, but I never opened it.””

Maya stared at her.

“Why waited.

“When she died, I found a letter in her desk. It was addressed to me, but I never opened it.””

Maya stared at her.

“Why not?””

“Because the envelope had Robert Ellis's name written across the back. I thought it was about her not?””

“Because the envelope had Robert Ellis's name written across the back. I thought it was about her estate.””

“Where is it?””

Vanessa swallowed.

“In my apartment.””

Maya's voice dropped.

“Go estate.””

“Where is it?””

Vanessa swallowed.

“In my apartment.””

Maya's voice dropped.

“Go get it.””

Vanessa nodded.

“I will.””

Then she left.

The door closed behind her.

For several seconds get it.””

Vanessa nodded.

“I will.””

Then she left.

The door closed behind her.

For several seconds, nobody moved.

Finally, Daniel spoke.

“If Laura Bennett was telling the truth, we need to find her.””

, nobody moved.

Finally, Daniel spoke.

“If Laura Bennett was telling the truth, we need to find her.””

I looked at Maya.

“Agreed.””

Maya wiped her cheeks.

“And we need to find out whether Grandma knew which baby wasI looked at Maya.

“Agreed.””

Maya wiped her cheeks.

“And we need to find out whether Grandma knew which baby was hers.””

She picked up the photograph from the table and stared at the hospital logo.

Then she turned it hers.””

She picked up the photograph from the table and stared at the hospital logo.

Then she turned it over.

For the first time, I noticed a detail I'd overlooked.

B over.

For the first time, I noticed a detail I'd overlooked.

Beneath Vanessa's handwritten sentence was a faint line of ink, almost invisibleeneath Vanessa's handwritten sentence was a faint line of ink, almost invisible where the photograph had been folded.

Maya tilted it toward the lamp.

Three words emerged.

** where the photograph had been folded.

Maya tilted it toward the lamp.

Three words emerged.

*Room twelve. Blue bracelet.*

She looked up at usRoom twelve. Blue bracelet.**

She looked up at us.

“What's a blue bracelet?””

Daniel shook his head.

“I don't know.””

But Vanessa,.

“What's a blue bracelet?””

Daniel shook his head.

“I don't know.””

But Vanessa, who had returned unexpectedly to retrieve her purse, was still standing outside the open doorway.

who had returned unexpectedly to retrieve her purse, was still standing outside the open doorway.

She heard Maya's question.

And the look on her face told me she knew exactly what the blue bracelet meant.

“She heard Maya's question.

And the look on her face told me she knew exactly what the blue bracelet meant.

“Mom?”” Maya asked.

Vanessa's lips parted.

Then she whispered, “That's how they knew whichMom?”” Maya asked.

Vanessa's lips parted.

May you like

Then she whispered, “That's how they knew which baby to take.””

baby to take.””

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