Thinking

Chapter 3: The Message I Was Never Meant to Read

I stared at the glowing screen beside my hospital bed.

For a few seconds, I forgot how to breathe.

The message was still there.

A few words.

Just a few words.

But they felt heavier than any accusation I had ever heard.

*Lisa thinks your mother won’t wake up. We need to talk before she finds out that…*

The sentence ended there.

Three dots.

Three harmless little dots.

But they felt like a door left open in the middle of the night.

A door I was suddenly terrified to walk through.

My hands trembled as I reached for the phone.

The movement sent pain through my ribs, and I had to stop.

The room spun slightly.

Eleven days unconscious.

A car accident.

My daughter whispering that she would have “no choice” if I remembered everything.

And now this message.

My mind tried to find another explanation.

Maybe there was a misunderstanding.

Maybe Lisa had said something that sounded worse than it was.

Maybe Walter had heard only part of a conversation.

Maybe—

The hospital room door opened.

I quickly let my hand fall back onto the blanket.

Lisa walked in.

Her expression was different now.

Soft.

Concerned.

The same expression she had worn when she came to my house after Daniel died.

The same expression that had made me believe I still had someone to lean on.

“Mom?””

I looked at her.

She smiled.

“There you are.””

There you are.

Like she had been searching for me.

Like she hadn’t just stood beside my bed saying things I was never supposed to hear.

“How are you feeling?”” she asked.

I watched her carefully.

“I’m sore.””

She pulled a chair closer.

“That’s normal. The doctor said you need time.””

I nodded.

“Lisa.””

“Yes?””

My voice came out weaker than I wanted.

“Where’s Walter?””

Her smile faded slightly.

“He went to get something to eat.””

“By himself?””

“He’s fine.””

“He’s nine.””

“He’s been through a lot.””

I looked at her.

The way she said it bothered me.

Not because it was wrong.

Because it sounded rehearsed.

Like she had practiced the sentence before entering the room.

“You know,” Lisa continued, “you scared us.””

I almost laughed.

Us.

A small word.

A dangerous word.

“Did I?””

Her eyebrows pulled together.

“What does that mean?””

I looked away.

“I don’t remember much.””

That was true.

But I wanted her to think I remembered nothing.

At least for now.

Lisa reached for my hand.

“We thought we lost you.””

Her fingers wrapped around mine.

I remembered those same fingers when she was five years old.

Tiny hands covered in paint.

Tiny hands reaching up toward me after she fell from her bicycle.

“Mommy, hold me.””

I held her then.

I had spent my whole life holding her.

And now I wondered when she stopped needing my hand.

Or when she started wanting what was attached to it.

“I’m glad you’re awake,” she whispered.

I studied her face.

“Are you?””

Her expression changed for half a second.

Only half a second.

But I saw it.

A flash of panic.

Then it disappeared.

“Of course I am.””

I smiled faintly.

“Good.””

Silence filled the room.

Then Lisa looked toward the hallway.

“Where is your phone?””

I kept my face calm.

“My phone?””

“Yes. Your old phone. The one you always carry.””

“I don’t know.””

She nodded slowly.

“Maybe it was damaged in the accident.””

“Maybe.””

Another silence.

Then she asked:

“Do you remember anything about that night?””

There it was.

The question.

The one she had been waiting to ask.

I looked at the ceiling.

“No.””

Her shoulders relaxed.

Just slightly.

“I’m sure it will come back eventually.””

The way she said it made my stomach tighten.

Not hopefully.

Not lovingly.

Almost like a warning.

“Lisa.””

“Yes?””

“Were you with me that night?””

She froze.

Only for a moment.

But I noticed.

“No.””

“Where were you?””

“At home.””

“With Mark?””

“Yes.””

“Together?””

Her eyes narrowed.

“Mom, why are you asking me these questions?””

I quickly softened my expression.

“I’m confused. I woke up after eleven days. I’m trying to understand what happened.””

Her face relaxed.

“You’re right.””

She squeezed my hand.

“I’m sorry.””

But she didn’t look sorry.

She looked relieved.

A nurse came in a few minutes later with medication.

Lisa stepped aside.

I watched her while pretending to listen to the nurse.

She checked her phone several times.

Each time, her face became more tense.

Finally, her phone buzzed.

She looked at the screen.

Then immediately turned it face down.

My heart started racing.

“Everything okay?”” I asked.

She smiled.

“Yes.””

Another lie.

I was beginning to recognize them.

“I need to make a few calls,” she said.

She stood up.

“I’ll be back soon.””

I nodded.

“Okay.””

She reached the door.

Then stopped.

“Mom?””

I looked at her.

“If you remember anything…”

She hesitated.

My body went still.

“What?””

She forced a smile.

“Don’t push yourself. The doctor said stress can affect your recovery.””

A normal sentence.

A caring sentence.

But the way she said it made my skin crawl.

Then she left.

The moment the door closed, I grabbed the phone.

My hands shook as I looked at the message again.

I didn’t know whose phone it was.

I didn’t know who had sent it.

But I knew one thing.

Someone else knew.

Someone else was afraid of Lisa.

I tapped the message.

A reply box appeared.

My fingers hovered over the screen.

What should I say?

Who are you?

What are you talking about?

Why do you know about my daughter?

Before I could type, another message appeared.

My blood froze.

*I know you’re awake. Don’t respond. Lisa may be watching your phone.*

I looked around the room.

The empty chair.

The window.

The door.

No one was there.

But suddenly, I didn’t feel alone.

Someone was paying attention.

Someone had been waiting for me to wake up.

A third message appeared.

*If Walter told you anything, he was right to stay by your side.*

My throat tightened.

How did they know about Walter?

Then another message came.

*Your daughter has been lying to you for months.*

I stared at those words until they blurred.

Months.

Not days.

Not after the accident.

Months.

I thought about Lisa’s visits.

The questions she asked.

The papers she wanted me to sign.

The way she suddenly became interested in my finances after years of barely asking about them.

I remembered.

Three months earlier, she had come to my kitchen while I was making tea.

“Mom, you should think about making things easier for everyone.””

I had laughed.

“What does that mean?””

“You’re getting older.””

I had been hurt.

Not because she said I was aging.

Everyone ages.

But because of the way she said it.

Like I was becoming a burden.

I had brushed it off.

I had told myself:

She’s stressed.

She’s busy.

She doesn’t mean it.

Because mothers do that.

We create excuses for the people we love.

Even when they stop creating excuses for us.

The door suddenly opened.

I quickly placed the phone beneath my blanket.

A man walked in.

I recognized him immediately.

Mark.

Lisa’s husband.

He looked exactly the same.

The same expensive watch.

The same perfectly pressed shirt.

The same confident smile.

But something about him felt different now.

Maybe because I was finally looking.

“Evelyn.””

He used my first name.

Not Mom.

Not Mrs. Bennett.

Evelyn.

I noticed.

“Mark.””

He stepped closer.

“I heard you’re awake.””

“Yes.””

“That’s unexpected.””

My eyes moved to his face.

Unexpected.

Another strange word.

“I suppose it is.””

He pulled the chair closer.

“How much do you remember?””

The question came too quickly.

Too directly.

I kept my voice calm.

“Not much.””

He nodded.

“Good.””

My heart stopped.

Good.

The same word.

The same feeling.

I stared at him.

“What did you say?””

He smiled immediately.

“I said that’s good. Less confusion for you.””

I forced myself to look away.

Mark leaned closer.

“You need to be careful, Evelyn.””

“Careful of what?””

He looked toward the closed door.

Then lowered his voice.

“Not everyone around you has your best interests.””

My pulse quickened.

Was he warning me?

Or threatening me?

Before I could ask, his phone rang.

He looked at the screen.

His face changed.

Only slightly.

But enough.

He stood.

“I have to go.””

“Mark.””

He stopped.

“Who was calling?””

He smiled.

But this time, the smile didn’t reach his eyes.

“Nobody important.””

Then he walked out.

The second the door closed, my phone buzzed again.

A new message.

This time, only one sentence.

And the name attached to it made my entire body go cold.

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*From: Daniel’s old friend, Michael*

*Evelyn, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. Your son discovered what Lisa and Mark were planning before he died.*

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