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Chapter 7: The Father I Never Knew

I read the sentence again.

Then again.

My brain refused to accept it.

*It was Emma’s father.*

Four words.

Four words that changed the shape of my entire life.

My father.

The man who taught me how to ride a bicycle.

The man who carried me on his shoulders when I was little.

The man who used to tell me that honesty was the most important thing a person could have.

The man who died when I was twenty-two.

The man I had spent years missing.

Now his name was sitting inside a letter written by a woman who had died before I ever met her.

And she was saying he helped hide the truth.

“No.””

The word escaped my mouth before I could stop it.

Callum looked at me carefully.

“Emma…”

“No.””

I stepped back.

“This is wrong.””

He didn’t argue.

Maybe because he knew arguing would only make it worse.

“My father would never—”

I stopped.

Because suddenly, I remembered something.

Something small.

Something I had ignored for years.

My father hated questions about the past.

Not normal questions.

Specific ones.

Whenever I asked about old friends, old jobs, or the years before I was born, he always found a way to change the subject.

I had always thought it was because he was private.

Now I wondered if it was because he was afraid.

“I need to call my mother.””

Callum nodded.

“I know.””

I pulled out my phone.

My hands were shaking.

She answered quickly.

Like she had been waiting.

“Emma?””

“Mom.””

My voice broke.

“Did Dad know Evelyn Carter?””

The silence that followed was immediate.

Too immediate.

I closed my eyes.

“Mom.””

She exhaled.

“Yes.””

The room felt like it tilted.

“You knew?””

“Yes.””

“How?””

“I met Evelyn through your father.””

“Why didn’t you tell me?””

“Because your father made me promise.””

I stared at the phone.

“A promise?””

“Yes.””

“What kind of promise makes you hide something like this from your own daughter?””

My mother started crying.

“I was trying to protect you.””

I laughed quietly.

“Everyone keeps saying that.””

“Emma—”

“No.””

My voice hardened.

“I need the truth. Not protection. Not excuses. Not another person deciding what I can handle.””

There was silence.

Then my mother whispered:

“Your father made mistakes.””

My stomach dropped.

“Mistakes?””

“Yes.””

“Did he help Richard Carter?””

She didn’t answer.

And I knew.

“Mom.””

“I don’t know everything.””

I looked at Callum.

He looked away.

“Did he?””

My mother finally said:

“Yes.””

The word felt like a door slamming shut.

I sat down.

“Why?””

“I don’t know.””

“You have to know.””

“I know he regretted it.””

“Regret doesn’t erase what he did.””

“I know.””

My voice became quieter.

“What happened?””

My mother took a shaky breath.

“Your father was an accountant.””

I nodded slowly.

I knew that.

“He worked with Richard.””

Callum looked up.

My mother continued.

“They were partners in the foundation.””

The charity.

The missing money.

The secret.

“It wasn’t supposed to happen the way it did.””

“What wasn’t?””

“The money.””

I frowned.

“What money?””

My mother hesitated.

“Richard was moving funds.””

“Stealing?””

“Yes.””

Callum’s expression darkened.

“And my father helped him.””

“Yes.””

I looked at him.

Pain crossed his face.

“My father knew.””

My mother heard him.

“Callum?””

“He knew my father.””

“Yes.””

“And he said nothing.””

“I think he was scared.””

“Of Richard?””

“Yes.””

The answer made sense.

But it didn’t make it easier.

“Why didn’t Dad go to the police?””

My mother became quiet.

Then:

“Because Richard threatened us.””

The room froze.

“Us?””

“You.””

My heart tightened.

“Me?””

“Yes.””

I stood up.

“What did he threaten?””

My mother’s voice dropped.

“He knew about you.””

“What does that mean?””

“He knew you existed before you were born.””

I felt cold.

“Why would he care about me?””

“Because Evelyn trusted me.””

My breathing stopped.

“What did Evelyn trust you with?””

My mother didn’t answer.

“Mom.””

“I still have it.””

The words came so quietly I almost missed them.

“You have what?””

“The thing Evelyn gave me.””

I looked at Callum.

He immediately understood.

“The evidence.””

My mother said nothing.

“Mom.””

“I told you I destroyed it.””

“But you didn’t.””

A long silence.

Then she whispered:

“No.””

Two hours later, my mother arrived at the Carter house.

She looked smaller than I remembered.

Older.

Not because of age.

Because secrets had weight.

And she had been carrying hers for decades.

When she saw Callum, she stopped.

“I’m sorry.””

That was the first thing she said.

Not hello.

Not an explanation.

Sorry.

Callum stared at her.

“Did my mother know what happened to my father?””

My mother shook her head.

“Evelyn knew Richard was dangerous.””

“Then why stay?””

“Because she loved you.””

The answer broke something in him.

“She stayed because of me?””

“Yes.””

My mother sat down.

“Evelyn discovered the missing money. She confronted Richard. She thought he would admit it.””

“He didn’t.””

“No.””

“What happened next?””

My mother looked at the floor.

“He became afraid.””

“Afraid of what?””

“Losing everything.””

I looked around the house.

The expensive furniture.

The perfect walls.

The family photos.

Everything built on something rotten.

“He asked your father to help him cover it.””

My mother looked at Callum.

“Your father refused at first.””

“But then?””

“He changed his mind.””

“Why?””

“Because Richard threatened him.””

“About Emma.””

“Yes.””

Callum clenched his jaw.

“What did Richard do?””

My mother looked at me.

“He found out your father was planning to tell Evelyn everything.””

The room became silent.

“And?””

“He told him that if Evelyn went to the police, he would make sure Emma disappeared.””

My stomach twisted.

“But I was a baby.””

“Yes.””

“How could he threaten a baby?””

My mother looked at me.

“Because Richard had people who could make things happen.””

No one spoke.

Then Callum quietly asked:

“Did my father kill my mother?””

My mother looked at him.

“I don’t know.””

The answer hurt.

“But I know he helped hide what happened.””

Callum walked away.

I watched him stand near the window.

The same window where he had looked out earlier, trying to process that his family wasn’t what he thought.

“Why did Evelyn write that letter to me?”” I asked.

My mother looked at me.

“Because she knew something.””

“What?””

“She knew your father changed.””

I frowned.

“My father?””

“Yes.””

“What does that mean?””

“She knew he wasn’t the same person after Richard threatened him.””

My mother opened her purse.

She pulled out a small object wrapped in cloth.

My heart started racing.

“What is that?””

She placed it on the table.

“Something Evelyn gave me.””

Callum came back.

“What is it?””

My mother slowly unwrapped the cloth.

Inside was a small blue notebook.

My breath caught.

The girl with the blue notebook.

The phrase from Evelyn’s last words.

Callum stared at it.

“That’s it.””

My mother nodded.

“Yes.””

I reached toward it.

But before my fingers touched the cover, my phone rang.

Unknown number.

Again.

Everyone froze.

I answered.

No one spoke.

Then a familiar voice came through.

A voice I hadn’t heard in years.

A voice that made my entire body go cold.

“Emma.””

I couldn’t breathe.

Because I knew that voice.

Everyone in the room knew that voice.

It was impossible.

It couldn’t be him.

But it was.

My father.

The man who had been dead for six years.

“Dad?”” I whispered.

A long pause.

Then the voice said:

“I’m sorry, sweetheart.””

My knees almost gave out.

“I should have told you the truth before I disappeared.””

Callum grabbed my arm.

“Emma, hang up.””

But I couldn’t.

I couldn’t move.

I couldn’t speak.

Because my father’s next words destroyed everything I thought I knew.

“Your mother thinks I helped Richard Carter.””

A pause.

“But she doesn’t know what really happened.””

My fingers tightened around the phone.

“What really happened?””

The voice became quieter.

“Emma, your father didn’t help hide Evelyn’s murder.””

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I held my breath.

“He helped her escape.””

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