Thinking

Chapter 2: The Mother Who Chose Him

I woke to the smell of antiseptic and the steady beep of a heart monitor.

My mouth felt like sandpaper. My left arm was immobilized, and a thick bandage covered the bullet wound high on my chest. Every breath pulled at my fractured ribs.

A nurse noticed my eyes opening and hurried to my bedside.

“Lieutenant Palmer? Can you hear me?””

I nodded.

“Good. You've been in surgery for several hours. You're at Womack Army Medical Center. The doctors are monitoring your breathing, but you're stable.””

I closed my eyes.

Stable.

It was the most beautiful word I had ever heard.

Then I remembered the red dot.

The gunshots.

The silhouette beside my window.

I opened my eyes again.

“Did they catch him?””

The nurse adjusted my IV.

“The investigators will speak with you when the doctors say you're ready.””

“That means no.””

“It means you need to rest.””

I wanted to argue, but exhaustion pulled me under again.

When I woke a second time, Captain Foster was sitting beside the window with a paper cup of coffee balanced on his knee.

He looked as though he hadn't slept.

“You look terrible,” I whispered.

He glanced up.

“You should see the other guy.””

I almost laughed, but the movement sent pain through my ribs.

“Don't make me laugh.””

“Then stop giving me opportunities.””

He set down the coffee and moved his chair closer.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then he said, “The responding officers found your car. Two rounds entered the passenger compartment. One struck you. Another damaged the engine before you lost control.””

“Two shots?””

“That's what the initial scene assessment indicates. There may have been more.””

I stared at the ceiling.

“The truck followed me.””

“Did you recognize it?””

“No.””

“Could you describe it?””

“Dark pickup. Probably black or charcoal. Four-door cab, raised suspension. I couldn't see the plate.””

Foster took a small notebook from his pocket.

“What about the shooter?””

“Adult male, I think. Average to tall. Dark clothing. He was carrying a rifle, but I couldn't identify the model.””

He wrote everything down without interrupting.

When he finished, he looked at me.

“You said your stepfather called before the shooting.””

“Yes.””

“What exactly did he say?””

I repeated the conversation.

Foster's pen stopped when I reached the sentence about knowing my place.

“Did he say anything else that seemed unusual?””

“He asked whether I'd been looking into the house deed.””

“What house deed?””

I turned my head toward him.

“His house. My mother's house. I don't know why he thinks I care about it.””

“Have you been investigating his finances?””

“No.””

“Has anyone else in your family been asking questions about them?””

I thought of my mother.

She had called me twice that month, both times asking whether I knew anything about the money Richard had borrowed from an old Army friend. I hadn't thought much of it.

“No,” I said.

“Not that I know of.””

Foster closed the notebook.

“Gracie, I'm going to tell you something you probably won't like.””

“Go ahead.””

“Until we know more, don't assume the person who shot you was acting alone. And don't assume this was a random robbery.””

“I wasn't planning to.””

He studied me for a moment.

Then he stood.

“I'll be back tomorrow. Try to get some sleep.””

“Captain?””

He turned at the door.

“Thank you.””

His expression softened.

“You'd do the same for me.””

After he left, I lay staring at the fluorescent lights above my bed.

I had spent years believing the Army was the one place Richard couldn't reach me. He could disapprove of my career. He could mock my rank. He could tell relatives that I had abandoned my family.

But he couldn't order my commanding officer to send me home.

He couldn't tear up my orders.

He couldn't burn my future.

Or so I had believed.

The next morning, two investigators arrived. One was a military criminal investigator named Special Agent Dana Brooks. The other was a civilian detective from Cumberland County.

Brooks introduced herself, placed a recorder on the bedside table, and explained that she needed my permission to document the interview.

I agreed.

“Lieutenant Palmer,” she began, “we understand you may have been the victim of a targeted shooting. We need to establish whether anyone had a motive to harm you.””

I gave her the truth.

I told her about Richard's threats, the burned photograph, the destroyed scholarship invitation, and the phone call before the ambush.

The detective listened with his arms folded.

When I finished, he asked, “Do you have any evidence that your stepfather hired the shooter?””

“No.””

“Any witnesses who heard him discuss harming you?””

“Not that I know of.””

“Any recorded threats?””

I hesitated.

“The phone call wasn't recorded.””

He exchanged a glance with Brooks.

I knew that look.

They weren't dismissing me, but they weren't convinced either.

“Richard Hail is a retired master sergeant,” the detective said.

“He has an extensive military record and a number of professional references. We're going to have to examine all the evidence carefully.””

“Are you telling me his record makes him less likely to have done this?””

“No. I'm telling you we need evidence.””

“I understand the difference.””

Brooks leaned forward.

“Did your stepfather have access to firearms?””

“He owns several. At least he did when I was a teenager.””

“Do you know whether he still owns them?””

“No.””

The detective closed his folder.

“We'll follow up.””

They left me with a copy of the interview authorization and the uncomfortable feeling that I had just been asked to prove I deserved to be believed.

My mother arrived that afternoon.

She carried a bouquet of white roses and a plastic bag containing my favorite chocolate bars from childhood. She wore a pale blue blouse and the gold necklace Richard had given her for their twentieth anniversary.

For a few seconds, she looked like the woman I remembered from before he entered our lives.

Then she saw the bandages.

“Oh, Gracie.””

Her handbag fell onto the chair.

She hurried to the bed, pressed a hand against her mouth, and began to cry.

I watched her carefully.

“Are you all right?”” she whispered.

I almost laughed.

“I'm the one in the hospital, Mom.””

“I know. I know, sweetheart.””

She leaned down and kissed my forehead.

For one foolish moment, I wanted to wrap my good arm around her and let myself be a child again.

I wanted her to tell me she was sorry. I wanted her to say that she would find the person responsible and make sure he never came near me again.

Instead, she pulled a chair beside the bed and lowered her voice.

“Richard is beside himself.””

I stared at her.

“Is he?””

“He hasn't slept. He's been calling everyone, trying to find out what happened.””

“Has he called me?””

She looked away.

“He doesn't know what to say.””

I felt something cold settle in my chest.

“Mom, investigators are looking into the shooting.””

Her face tightened.

“Yes. That's why I came.””

She opened her handbag, removed a tissue, and folded it into a small square.

“Gracie, you need to be careful about what you tell them.””

“Careful?””

“You were in an accident. You were frightened. You may have misunderstood what happened before the shooting.””

I watched her hands.

They were trembling.

“Someone shot me.””

“People get robbed on those roads.””

“He was waiting for me.””

“You don't know that.””

“He had a rifle.””

“Richard says—”

She stopped.

The room seemed to shrink around us.

I slowly turned my head.

“What did you just say?””

My mother went pale.

“I mean, Richard thinks it could have been a robbery.””

“How does Richard know what happened?””

“He saw the news.””

“The news hasn't reported anything about a robbery.””

She opened her mouth, but no words came.

I tried to sit up, ignoring the pain in my ribs.

“Mom, did Richard tell you something?””

“No.””

“Did he tell you he had arranged for someone to follow me?””

“Gracie, please.””

“Did he?””

She stood so abruptly that the chair scraped across the floor.

“You have no idea what you're doing to this family.””

I stared at her in disbelief.

“This family?””

“Yes! Richard could lose everything over an accusation like this. His pension, his reputation, the house—”

I stopped listening.

There it was.

The house.

The pension.

The reputation.

She had come to a hospital room where her daughter was still recovering from a bullet wound, and she was worried about the consequences for the man who might have ordered it.

“Mom,” I said quietly, “look at me.””

She turned.

“I'm your daughter.””

Her eyes filled with tears.

“I know.””

“Then why are you protecting him?””

She pressed the tissue against her mouth.

“Because you don't understand what he's capable of when he feels cornered.””

Silence filled the room.

I stared at her.

“That's not an answer.””

She sat down again, suddenly looking much older.

“Richard has been under pressure. His pension isn't what it used to be. The veterans' foundation has been asking questions about some missing money. He's afraid of losing the house.””

“What missing money?””

She flinched.

“I shouldn't have said that.””

“Mom.””

“Forget it.””

“No. You brought it up. What money?””

She looked toward the door as though Richard might appear there.

Then she whispered, “There were transfers from one of his accounts. Large ones. He said they were business expenses.””

“What business?””

“I don't know.””

“You don't know, or you don't want to tell me?””

She stood again.

“I came here because I love you.””

“Then help the investigators.””

“I can't.””

The words were so quiet that I almost didn't hear them.

I pulled my hand away when she reached for it.

She stared at the empty space between us.

“Gracie, please. Tell them it was a robbery that went wrong. You don't have to accuse Richard of anything.””

“I don't know who shot me.””

“Exactly.””

“But I know someone tried to kill me.””

She started crying harder.

“Richard wasn't actually trying to kill you. He was just trying to scare you.””

The sentence struck me harder than the bullet.

I looked at her for a long time.

Then I said, “How do you know that?””

She froze.

For the first time since she had entered the room, she looked genuinely terrified.

“I didn't mean—”

“How do you know what he was trying to do?””

“Gracie, I need to go.””

“Mom, sit down.””

She grabbed her handbag.

“I can't do this.””

“Did he tell you he hired someone?””

She backed toward the door.

“Please don't make me choose.””

I swallowed against the pain in my throat.

“You already chose.””

She stopped.

Her lips trembled, but she didn't deny it.

Then she walked out.

The door clicked shut behind her.

I lay alone in the hospital room, listening to the monitor count each beat of my heart.

My mother had revealed two things without meaning to.

Richard was afraid of losing money.

And she knew enough about the shooting to believe it had been designed as a warning.

Neither fact proved he had hired the gunman.

But together, they gave me a place to start.

That evening, Captain Foster returned with a paper folder tucked beneath his arm.

He took one look at my face and pulled a chair beside the bed.

“What happened?””

“My mother came to visit.””

“I'm guessing it didn't go well.””

“She wants me to tell investigators it was a robbery.””

Foster's jaw tightened.

“Did she say why?””

“She mentioned missing money from Richard's accounts. She also said he was afraid of losing the house and his pension.””

He opened the folder.

“That's interesting.””

“What is?””

“Your stepfather contacted the investigators this morning.””

My stomach tightened.

“What did he say?””

“He claimed you had been under unusual stress and may have mistaken a random shooting for a personal threat.””

I stared at him.

“He's already trying to discredit me.””

“He's entitled to respond to an allegation.””

“Captain, I know what happened.””

“I believe you.””

His answer came without hesitation.

I looked at him, searching his face for doubt.

He continued, “But believing you and proving who ordered the attack are two different things. We need something that connects the shooter to Richard.””

I thought about my mother's trembling hands.

“The money,” I said.

“What about it?””

“She mentioned transfers. Large ones. She said the veterans' foundation was asking questions.””

Foster leaned back.

“Do you know which accounts?””

“No.””

“Can you access any of his financial records?””

“I don't know yet.””

He closed the folder.

“Then don't do anything reckless. You're still recovering, and if Richard is involved, he'll know how to hide his tracks.””

I looked toward the dark window.

For most of my life, I had tried to escape Richard by putting distance between us.

Now I understood that distance had never been enough.

He could reach me with a telephone call. He could reach me through my mother. He could even reach me on a deserted road near the military installation I called home.

But there was one thing he had never understood about the girl whose photograph he burned.

I had learned to survive without his permission.

“Captain,” I said, “I need you to help me find out where the money went.””

He studied me for several seconds.

Then he opened his notebook.

“Tell me everything your mother said. Every word you remember.””

I repeated the conversation from beginning to end.

When I finished, Foster looked at the notes and frowned.

“There's one thing that bothers me.””

“What?””

“If Richard hired a professional shooter, why would he risk calling you minutes before the attack and leaving a possible connection investigators could discover?””

I stared at the page.

The question had been bothering me, too.

Maybe Richard was arrogant.

Maybe he thought I would die.

Or maybe the phone call had been meant to accomplish something else.

Foster rose and walked to the window.

“There's another possibility,” he said.

“What?””

He turned toward me.

“The shooter wasn't supposed to kill you.””

My heart began to pound.

“Then why shoot me?””

Foster's expression darkened.

“Because someone wanted to make sure you understood the warning.””

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He paused.

“And if that's true, Gracie, we need to find out what you're being warned to stay away from.””

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