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Chapter 4: The Name Hidden in My Research

The dinner invitation felt less like an attempt to reconnect and more like a business meeting disguised as a family gathering.

I knew that before I even walked through the restaurant doors.

My mother had chosen the place.

A luxury restaurant downtown where the tables were spaced far apart, the lighting was soft, and every waiter spoke quietly.

The kind of place where people came to celebrate achievements.

Or pretend everything was fine.

I arrived five minutes early.

Old habits.

My father always told me being early showed respect.

Funny how he never seemed to remember that when I was the one waiting.

I sat at the table and placed my folder beside me.

The contract remained closed.

I wasn’t hiding it.

I just wasn’t ready to let them touch something they hadn’t earned.

A few minutes later, my parents walked in.

My mother smiled first.

The same smile she used at family events.

Warm.

Polished.

Perfect for strangers.

My father followed behind her.

He looked exactly the same as always.

Gray hair.

Pressed shirt.

That expression that made every conversation feel like an evaluation.

“Sylvie,” my mother said.

She hugged me.

I stood still.

Not because I hated her.

Because I didn’t know how to pretend anymore.

She noticed.

Her arms lowered.

“You look tired.””

I almost smiled.

That was the first thing she said.

Not congratulations.

Not I’m sorry.

You look tired.

“I’ve had a long week.””

My father pulled out the chair across from me.

“We heard.””

I sat.

“You heard what?””

He exchanged a glance with my mother.

That glance told me everything.

They had already discussed me.

Decided what version of events they were going to present.

My mother folded her hands on the table.

“Sylvie, we know you’re upset.””

I looked at her.

“Do you?””

“Yes.””

“Because I graduated?””

Her expression tightened.

“Because of what happened.””

“What happened?””

She sighed.

“Your graduation.””

I waited.

The waiter arrived with menus.

Nobody opened them.

“My graduation happened,” I said.

My father leaned forward.

“You’re making this more complicated than it needs to be.””

I stared at him.

That sentence.

That exact sentence.

My entire life, whenever I was hurt, someone explained why I was wrong for feeling it.

“Dad, I’m trying to understand why you weren’t there.””

“We already explained.””

“No, you didn’t.””

My mother looked uncomfortable.

“We had Marisa’s birthday.””

“You keep saying that like it answers the question.””

“It was important.””

“So was my graduation.””

My father’s jaw tightened.

“You already had your degree.””

I felt my stomach drop.

“Excuse me?””

“You have two degrees now. You’ve proven yourself.””

I stared at him.

That was the problem.

They thought achievements were things I collected to impress them.

They never understood that every achievement came from years of wanting someone to say they were proud.

“I didn’t need another degree to prove myself,” I said quietly.

“Then why did you get it?””

The question was so simple.

So careless.

That it hurt more than anger would have.

“Because I loved the work.””

My father looked away.

“That’s what I mean.””

“What?””

“You always choose work over family.””

I laughed softly.

Not because it was funny.

Because I finally saw the pattern.

They could ignore my accomplishments.

They could skip my graduation.

They could tell everyone I failed.

And somehow, I was still the selfish one.

My mother reached across the table.

“Sylvie, we’re not here to fight.””

“Then why are we here?””

Her eyes moved to the folder beside me.

There it was.

The real reason.

The one nobody wanted to say.

“We want to understand this offer.””

I picked up the folder.

“This offer?””

“Yes.””

“Not the graduation?””

My mother looked away.

“Sylvie.””

“No.””

I placed my hand over the folder.

“I want to know something.””

“What?””

“If Wexford Lane had not contacted me, would we be having this dinner?””

Neither of them answered.

And that was answer enough.

My father cleared his throat.

“Your mother and I are concerned.””

“About what?””

“About the amount of money.””

I stared at him.

“Of course.””

“What does that mean?””

“It means you didn’t ask if I was happy.””

My father frowned.

“You’re being emotional.””

“And you’re avoiding the question.””

My mother interrupted.

“Enough.””

The word was quiet.

But it carried the same authority it always had.

The same tone she used when I was younger.

When she wanted a conversation to end.

Except this time, I didn’t stop.

“No, Mom.””

She looked surprised.

“I’m tired of pretending this is normal.””

My voice shook slightly.

“But I’m more tired of pretending I don’t notice.””

My father leaned back.

“Notice what?””

“That Marisa gets support before she asks.””

“That’s not true.””

“Isn’t it?””

My mother sighed.

“Here we go.””

I ignored her.

“Marisa changed careers three times. You called it finding herself.””

My father looked annoyed.

“She was figuring things out.””

“I moved across the country for school. You called it unrealistic.””

“That’s different.””

“Why?””

No answer.

“Because she needed help and I didn’t?””

My mother’s expression changed.

Just slightly.

But I saw it.

The truth.

“You were always capable,” she said.

I nodded slowly.

“And that became an excuse.””

Nobody spoke.

The silence sat between us.

Then my father reached for the folder.

“Can we at least look at the offer?””

I moved it away.

“Why?””

“Because we’re trying to help.””

“No.””

My father’s face hardened.

“No?””

“No.””

I looked at both of them.

“You’re trying to understand what you can gain.””

“That’s unfair.””

“Maybe.””

I picked up the folder.

“But it’s honest.””

For a moment, nobody moved.

Then my mother asked softly:

“Who told you we weren’t proud of you?””

The question surprised me.

Because it sounded almost genuine.

I looked at her.

“Your actions.””

Her face changed.

Just a little.

Enough to show the answer hurt.

Before she could respond, my phone buzzed.

I looked down.

A message from Daniel Bennett.

*Can you come by tomorrow morning? There is something important you need to see.*

I stared at the message.

Something important.

My father noticed.

“Work?””

“Yes.””

My mother immediately asked:

“Wexford?””

I looked at her.

“Yes.””

She nodded slowly.

“See? This is what I mean.””

“What?””

“You’re already choosing them over us.””

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

“You invited me here to discuss their offer.””

“That’s not the point.””

“Then what is the point?””

She didn’t answer.

My father looked frustrated.

“We’re just worried you’re rushing into something because you’re hurt.””

I looked at him.

That sentence actually made sense.

For about two seconds.

Then I realized what he was saying.

He thought Wexford Lane was a reaction.

Not an opportunity.

He thought I was making decisions because of them.

Not because I had spent years building something.

“You know what hurts?”” I said.

“What?””

“That you believe my success has to be connected to my pain before you can understand it.””

My mother looked down.

For once, she had nothing to say.

I stood up.

“I’m leaving.””

“Sylvie.””

I stopped.

My father’s voice was different.

Less angry.

More uncertain.

“Are you really taking this job?””

I looked at him.

“I don’t know yet.””

That surprised him.

“Why?””

“Because I want to make the right decision.””

My mother softened.

“Good.””

I looked at her.

“But not because you approve.””

The silence that followed was the loudest part of the night.

I left the restaurant.

Outside, the air was cold.

I walked several blocks before checking my phone.

There was another message.

This one from Daniel.

*I found the original submission records for your research. You need to see who sent them to us.*

My heartbeat changed.

I stopped walking.

Because suddenly, the strange things about Wexford Lane made sense.

They had known my work for three years.

They had followed my research.

They had found something valuable.

But there was one question I never asked.

Who showed them?

The next morning, I returned to Wexford Lane.

Daniel was waiting with a folder.

But this time, he wasn’t smiling.

He placed the folder on the table.

“Sylvie, before we discuss your position, there’s something you need to know.””

I opened it.

Inside was an old email printout.

The date was three years earlier.

The sender’s name was visible at the top.

My hands went cold.

Because I recognized it immediately.

It was impossible.

That person had been gone for years.

I looked at Daniel.

“Where did you get this?””

He hesitated.

“From the person who submitted your work.””

I looked back at the name.

A name I hadn’t seen since the day we buried her.

My grandmother.

Opal Prescott.

May you like

And beneath her name was a message she had written just weeks before she died.

*Please look at my granddaughter’s work. She doesn’t believe anyone is listening. But she’s going to change the world.*

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